tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-60253250908412975292011-12-14T13:00:25.489+08:00http://welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com/Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.comBlogger2641100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-26785066007536741092011-12-14T12:48:00.002+08:002011-12-14T13:00:25.508+08:00不知怎么的<div>渐渐的</div><div>不那么在乎了</div><div>是不是，都不重要了呢？</div><div>还债能吗？</div><div>学历，口才，课外活动都不佳，拿什么来竞争？失业？（我想很多，无时无刻都在想着未来，但是这次，我恐怕忽略了自己的大学目标，有点离开轨道了。）</div><div><br /></div><div>怎么办呢?</div><div>我设立的目标</div><div>好像一个一个的离我远去</div><div>没有人不在乎</div><div>但是往往结束了才后悔</div><div>逝去的还是失去了</div><div>无法挽回啊。</div><div>我真的没有办法原谅自己</div><div>至少此时此刻的我</div><div>对自己有些失望</div><div>想要</div><div>成绩表可以美美的</div><div>但是我没有努力，</div><div>没有彻底的自我管理</div><div>所以上天您也不会让我随随便便成功吧？</div><div>咳，</div><div>怎么办呢？</div><div>就是到考试前一晚才会认真地准备笔记</div><div>就算之前有读，那又怎样</div><div>都忘光光了</div><div>我现在</div><div>只能后悔</div><div>我悔恨</div><div>很悔恨</div><div>反省中</div><div>不应该这样</div><div>觉得自己成了考试的机器</div><div>学的东西我想我之后只会记得20%而已吧</div><div>花那么多学费</div><div>却只换来什么都不是？</div><div>好担心未来啊</div><div>至于，我想成绩这个学期是真的做的不好</div><div>下个学期，下下个学期</div><div>不行了。永远永远也不要再浪费时间在无谓的事了</div><div>不要发呆</div><div>不要做幼稚的事情</div><div>成熟点吧</div><div>希望我能</div><div>可以保佑我吗？</div><div>希望还是可以维持</div><div>希望</div><div>毕竟会计这科我整整25分没了</div><div>期中考也不是很理想</div><div>朋友们都是80分以上。</div><div>现在终考都这么难堪了</div><div>会给我70分的机会吗？</div><div><br /></div><div>现在去睡了，好累</div><div>明天最后一仗！</div><div>加油！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2678506600753674109?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-19388023327936699192011-12-14T02:59:00.002+08:002011-12-14T03:04:45.785+08:00yeah. how easy for the questions<div>exactly the same with tutorials</div><div>but</div><div>BLANK</div><div>blame myself</div><div>for acting smart</div><div>and being lazy</div><div>I skipped that chapter</div><div>which came out as compulsory question</div><div>25 marks gone</div><div>it's such a piece of cake question</div><div>and students all around me were answering confidently</div><div>and yet I sucks</div><div>I don't know what to write </div><div>yea. a good time to review myself</div><div>tax fail</div><div>management accounting fail</div><div>I fail for discipline myself this semester</div><div>everything isn;t hard</div><div>I know. it's all my problem. </div><div>I did not manage my own time well</div><div>and yet I spent most of the time daydreaming</div><div>playing around</div><div>I feel regret</div><div>yea I truly feel regret</div><div>how? am I going to secure my dream? </div><div>it's really disappointing</div><div>I am so sorry</div><div>God bless me k?</div><div><br /></div><div>~another paper within 6 hours. and I am here. writing a post. lol~ speechless.</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1938802332793669919?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-71487787284955452222011-11-28T16:32:00.002+08:002011-11-28T16:40:08.714+08:00人生<div>在不同的过程里</div><div>都经历着不同的角色</div><div>今天和明天的角色</div><div>以前以后的角色</div><div>当下和未来的角色</div><div>扮演的是不同,很不同的个体</div><div>我现在好像患上了恶劣角色的问题'</div><div>我不再精进学习</div><div>我觉得自己有些堕落</div><div>给了自己好多好多天的借口</div><div>我自己越来越懒了</div><div>又是这样</div><div>一点动力都没有</div><div>当失去的时候</div><div>只能认输</div><div>只能后悔</div><div>一点办法也没有</div><div>要做打不死的蟑螂</div><div>最近实在是太过放纵自己了</div><div>仿佛按奈不住自己心中过分寂静的心</div><div>一直</div><div>一直地往线外里跳</div><div>好</div><div>好</div><div>害怕</div><div>会做出一些后悔的事</div><div>或许吧</div><div>我做人</div><div>永远都那么懦弱</div><div>那么的胆小</div><div><br /></div><div>有点一默</div><div>要读书</div><div>要学习了</div><div>想想人家哈佛学生如何读书读到白头发</div><div>自己的</div><div>做个有用的人吧</div><div>你现在的角色是大学生</div><div>一个为了自己的目标</div><div>一直告诉自己要刻苦耐劳下去的角色</div><div>不能认输</div><div>不能自己宣布放弃</div><div>你不可以这样</div><div>不能</div><div>这样下去了</div><div>努力把一切都征服</div><div>一切机会都紧紧地握在手里吧!</div><div>不可以这么堕落了</div><div>加油加油!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7148778728495545222?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-21381533081998214042011-11-13T04:52:00.002+08:002011-11-13T05:03:55.506+08:00原来<div>当心伤透时</div><div>是要当心的</div><div>无法控制的泪水</div><div>胸口闷热到无法制止时</div><div>泪崩</div><div>无人了解的痛苦</div><div>亲身体验的痛苦</div><div>忍受了一年多的痛苦</div><div>多次为了同一件事情伤透了心</div><div>我了解了</div><div>真的彻底领悟了</div><div>好人做的那么彻底</div><div>当善意被人当狗吠是</div><div>明白了</div><div>觉悟了</div><div>原来浪费了自己的光阴</div><div>浪费了自己的青春</div><div>在无谓的事</div><div>不被明白的苦心</div><div>何苦继续呢？</div><div>健康没了</div><div>烦恼多了</div><div>人更忧郁了</div><div>心累了</div><div>无法负荷了</div><div>不是你不好</div><div>是时候停止一切错误了</div><div>是我不够好</div><div>我承受不了那么沉重的压力了</div><div>在那一天</div><div>10.11.11</div><div>终于</div><div>爆发</div><div>终于</div><div>崩溃</div><div>终于</div><div>觉悟</div><div>对不起</div><div>我不能</div><div>已经尝试很多次了</div><div>我真的。累了</div><div>对不起</div><div><br /></div><div>只有。做自己就好了</div><div>一直都局限自己在一个框框里</div><div>是时候跑出来</div><div>做自己</div><div>为自己的人生负责</div><div>就算未来别人的流言蜚语</div><div>都不要畏惧</div><div>不值得</div><div>做自己觉得对的事</div><div>善待自己</div><div>等于善待他人</div><div>自私吗？</div><div>不再觉得了</div><div>没良心</div><div>也不觉得</div><div>一直都活得那么累</div><div>是自己找的</div><div>如果早一点了解到这一点该有多好</div><div>人嘛，都爱说是非</div><div>连自己都是</div><div>那就不要害怕会被人闲言闲语</div><div>不需要害怕！</div><div><br /></div><div>释怀</div><div>真的释怀了</div><div>人生啊，只不过如此</div><div>谢谢您</div><div>一直以来给我的考验</div><div>原来借酒真的可以消愁</div><div>当时就该承认了</div><div>原来真的是</div><div>压抑</div><div>太久太久了</div><div>以后</div><div>都不会了</div><div>都不会了</div><div><br /></div><div>未来的日子，会过得更好</div><div>起码，我深信着</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2138153308199821404?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-66356175133044322492011-11-06T18:18:00.003+08:002011-11-06T18:24:35.722+08:00yea feel so hungry now.<br />but have to wait!!!!<br />haih I need to confess here.<br />friends. sorry for always being so self-aggrandizement for all the time<br />melancholic. my personality<br /> really learn alot these days<br />I tend to control people<br />I tend to make others to work according my decision<br />I am so bad.<br />if just for assignment. it's still ok<br />but even in respect to the relationship with others.<br />I am so so egoistic. <br />so self-centered<br />you feel so right?<br />I need to change.<br />I confess here. my friends! whoever bother to read this. please knock my head if I am being so inconsiderate again in the future. (not for assignment though)<br />I seriously need to learn.<br />life is for learning<br />I want to learn to be good, where being nice and kind to others.<br />sometimes I am too easily to jump into conclusion<br />and want to win for all the time. <br />I need to learn. and improve myself. and to be mature<br />is going to be 20 soon.<br />luckily. i have you all. my friends who are willing to tolerate with me. thanks alot.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6635617513304432249?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-6176391473286414422011-10-19T02:25:00.002+08:002011-10-19T02:29:06.294+08:00对<br />不可以放弃<br />还不到最后一秒都不知道结果会是怎样<br />虽然比想象中还要懒散<br />但是在剩下的这几个小时里<br />我一定会更努力<br />将之间未完成的事做完<br />朝向梦想的分数<br />我。一定做得到！<br />加油，金顺！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-617639147328641442?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-34557786804081977882011-10-13T22:36:00.002+08:002011-10-13T22:45:11.386+08:00since when<br />everything is getting different<br />my life, my friendship with others, my luck.and many others<br />talked about my life.<br />I am always the same. never change <br />still that talkative<br />still love to eat<br />and still very FAT<br />somebody keep on calling me fat girl. so sad sad<br />even though busy<br />sometimes I love to slack <3<br />then this makes me think of my assignments<br />gosh <br />I seriously still in holiday mood<br />company law assignment makes me TOTALLY EXHAUSTED<br />anyway still ok.<br />will start doing everything tomorrow I guess<br />will work hard.<br /><br />my friendship with others<br />abit not close with klang friends. sigh<br />didnt really go out much due to so many external factors.<br />bah. outside is too dangerous. be a otaku better<br />with my uni friends. now still very close. but I wonder what it will changes for the future. I somehow don't wish that there is any changes in my friendship with uni classmates. to be frank. i still prefer the friendship of all of us in the first semester. everything is so harmony.<br />now. alot of hardwork need to be done to maintain the friendship<br />and the stages are moving.<br />everyone becoming damn different when time goes on.<br />I need to learn to adapt<br />and I knew I might need to give up something<br />inside my little heart there is something<br />i cant say much<br />maybe<br />I am selfish?<br />I don't know<br />but my mind tell me to disagree with what happened now.<br />I don't like you to be with that person.<br />okay forget about that.<br /><br />my luck. nothing to comment<br />GOD is watching over me. i knew that<br />anyway<br />had a great annual ball with my unimates<br />had a great langkawi trip with my classmates<br />love you all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3455778680408197788?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-64226955204955325902011-09-12T23:12:00.002+08:002011-09-12T23:23:28.355+08:00The challenge is getting tenser.<br />I challenge in my life<br />today, I copied my friend's answer again<br />second time in my uni life.<br />life sucks isn't it?<br />I swear I will never copy other's answer again.<br />the feeling is just very bad.<br />I feel that I am not doing my stuff well<br />I shouldn't be the one who copy answer, but should be the one who let others to copy my answer. sorry, that's me. never never did such thing again! <br /><br />club activities. <br />really, busy like hell. <br />perhaps my comrades, other committees are feeling headache for their work as well.<br />I somehow quite admire my friend, sungli, because he really manages his time well!<br />he never abandoned his studies, despite the fact that he has a girlfriend and still manage to balance his studies and relationships with his girlfriend. I am truly respect him and that's lots of thing I have to learn from him.<br /><br />Money.<br />Yea, has officially broke for this month<br />gotta stay at hostel and cook every night<br />left 5 bucks for the week. <br />can I survive?<br />and those future costs, eg: ball, gym, langkawi trip.<br />lots of expenses to be incurred in the coming days. <br />I guess I shall declare bankrupt soon. =(<br />~PS: love the barter system with yuan teng~ haha<br /><br />Studies<br />it's 11.19 now<br />I told myself to start studying at 11pm<br />but I didn't<br />I am still blogging now.<br />I can't find the mood to study yet, sadly speaking<br />and I showed my disrespect to some of the lecturer this sem. at least I find so.<br />so sorry to you, Mrs. Eyu.<br />wasn't purposely to do so. but the environment in the class forced me to do so? <br />sigh<br /><br />SO yea, have been stalking that person since the beginning of the semester. haha. forgive me. I am those kind of person who love to stalk people with intelligence as well as leadership traits. paiseh. <br /><br />Shall set a rule to myself<br />DO NOT LOSE TIME<br />especially time on facebook.<br />and time for daydreaming<br /><br />work hard ying!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6422695520495532590?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-3943728859290818182011-07-24T05:33:00.002+08:002011-07-24T05:45:40.575+08:00It's a lonely night isn't it? <br />Yea but still feel good<br />At first I really thought this trip would be like something boring and dull.. But it's not! Yet I missed some fun because I was just too tired just now. Now they all are sleeping and I am alone here .. Listen to some mp3 .. Thinking about my life, and miss the friends that is taking flight now to uk.. Really hope them will enjoy much for the trip. I really wish to go but I would have to wait patiently.. Real patiently. Then I think about studies. To be frank, I still can't forgot my mistake. Poor time management. And till the last sem of year 1 I finally understand so, really hope it wouldn't be too late for me.. I'm always working hard on studies. Though sometimes I was quite lackadaisical. But I truly wanna secure my dream. Dream of getting scholarship and oversea study opportunity. Yea I need that badly. I wish to be successful in the future. I wonder, can I? Life is harsh. Being able to face with reality is crucial nowadays. I always wonder about the fact that I was still living at a fairy tale world and I need to overcome it. Yea it's me. Who always waste her time to fascinate about something that wouldn't even happen. No matter what, I really hope my dream will realize. Will work hard.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-394372885929081818?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-27041861506727135762011-07-18T02:21:00.002+08:002011-07-18T02:30:46.778+08:00Finally.<div>we reached the end of the semester</div><div>yea few more hours I am having my last paper</div><div>stats.</div><div>I think I will miss Mr.Derek's class</div><div>the way he push us</div><div>the way he is being sarcastic</div><div>and the way he brought himself</div><div>haha</div><div><br /></div><div>well, I just don't know why</div><div>I seem to not have any mood of studying right now already</div><div>I guess it was due to the fact that I am longing for holiday too long d</div><div>haha</div><div>gotta work hard still</div><div>even though I knew that I didn't push myself to the maximum for this semester</div><div>thought I did </div><div>since my health was ruined so badly by me for this semester</div><div>but I didn't.</div><div>I didn't manage my time well</div><div>so I screwed up many things</div><div>luckily i got high marks for management</div><div>it still comfort me to some extent</div><div>but then my main "business" is accounting wei</div><div>a lil disappointed to myself</div><div>but what can I do</div><div>I just have to continue move on</div><div>don't let emotion control myself</div><div>focus on the present moment to strive for better tomorrow</div><div>but at this moment</div><div>I feel like PARTY-ing</div><div>where is my motivation?</div><div>I don't know where it gone</div><div>hey MOTIVATION, come back woi.</div><div>hopefully next month, when the result release that time</div><div>I can still smile, and tell myself, hey ying you must really thanks god for still willing to bless you. next time please manage your time well k?</div><div>I hope so deeply and sincerely</div><div>if I can't smile, then I tell myself now first</div><div>HEY YINGYING DON't be so demotivate</div><div>it's just a stepping stone in your life</div><div>tomorrow will be better OKAY!</div><div>Yea live positively</div><div>possibility is everywhere</div><div>so a time of failure wouldn't change much of your life</div><div>you will still succeed in the future</div><div>please be confident to yourself</div><div>life is full of gift</div><div>and please grab all those gift and live happily</div><div><br /></div><div>The word to myself</div><div>Good luck ying ying</div><div>=)</div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2704186150672713576?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-30431150393864301902011-07-17T09:24:00.002+08:002011-07-17T09:26:01.063+08:00很不安<div>这种感觉很不好</div><div>都怪自己.</div><div>不懂得好好运用时间</div><div>太笨了</div><div>但是我暂时不会去想</div><div>待成绩出才想吧</div><div>现在已经于事无补了</div><div>下次一定要学会安排时间</div><div>不能再这样下去了</div><div>=(</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3043115039386430190?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-27990767608726271732011-07-11T04:08:00.000+08:002011-07-11T04:09:28.011+08:005 more hours.<div>and I am feeling so unprepared</div><div>nervous.</div><div>pray for me please!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2799076760872627173?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-83526660300279555792011-06-30T01:06:00.002+08:002011-06-30T01:36:29.858+08:00一年前<div>一年后</div><div>反思</div><div>我。变了吗？</div><div>有变好</div><div>有变坏吗？</div><div>最近</div><div>觉得自己真的老了.快要20了</div><div>大学</div><div>小妹妹小弟弟越来越多</div><div>想当年</div><div>我也是别人的小学妹</div><div>懵懵懂懂的问东问西</div><div>现在</div><div>加入社团</div><div>还蛮不适应</div><div>但是</div><div>我不是nerd啊</div><div>要证明，或许吧</div><div>但是认识我的人应该都知道我读书时读书</div><div>假期时.惭愧。</div><div>应该是要去玩的</div><div>但是我是灰姑娘</div><div>又很穷</div><div>这个假期真的要出去打工了</div><div>下个学期真的不能在浪费时间了</div><div>现在要学习减少娱乐（虽然还是很少）</div><div>但是动画片不能再看了</div><div>电脑游戏能减该减了</div><div>Itouch game 能不玩就最好</div><div>老实说这一年的最后一个学期</div><div>我真的有变到吧</div><div>不像以前那么积极了？</div><div>越来越大</div><div>看的东西越来越清</div><div>有些事</div><div>能放下不说就不说</div><div>有时我知道我太固执了</div><div>一个月生病两次</div><div>老实说</div><div>健康是重要的</div><div>以前发生很多不愉快的事</div><div>但是我知道我会过得越来越好</div><div>我想要看得更多</div><div>想要让自己的大学生活变得有更多的可能性</div><div>目标</div><div>还是要完成</div><div>时间</div><div>需要更加妥善的安排</div><div>我知道我浪费太多时间了</div><div>不可以一直待在同一个圈圈</div><div>要一直往前走</div><div>旁人的眼光毋须理会</div><div>只要做好自己就好了</div><div><br /></div><div>这个课业</div><div>我真的有些彷徨</div><div>希望上天依然再次保佑我</div><div>我会证明您没有看错我</div><div>会很加油的</div><div><br /></div><div>大考来临</div><div>我的目标</div><div>一定会达到</div><div>自己的承诺</div><div>会做到</div><div><br /></div><div>号外</div><div>遇到比自己更有信心的人了</div><div>我真的是自叹不如</div><div>他们果然很强</div><div>但是</div><div>我答应自己</div><div>达到成功的路上</div><div>是和朋友们分享成功的滋味</div><div>绝对不是在践踏别人身上来让自己完成目标</div><div>做人</div><div>有时一定要友善</div><div>对任何人</div><div>虽然别人都说很容易被骗</div><div>但是一颗善良的心</div><div>往往永远更胜一切</div><div>诚心诚意一定是最重要的</div><div>上天 我不会辜负您</div><div>我会好好的活下去</div><div>努力往成功的方向而去</div><div>用自己的双手</div><div>能帮就帮</div><div>只要</div><div>大家开心就好</div><div><br /></div><div>6月30号</div><div>半年。过去了</div><div>是时候换个角度看自己</div><div>看世界</div><div>努力做好自己</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8352666030027955579?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-87002528794003578072011-05-11T16:27:00.002+08:002011-05-11T16:33:14.746+08:00so yea. it's been a long time not to update the blog<div>I'm thinking</div><div>what happened to me recently?</div><div>lack of spirit.</div><div>also feel that less motivated compared to before.</div><div>it can't be.</div><div>i can't let myself to be so unmotivated anymore</div><div>gotta fight!</div><div>after all. I am not that weak</div><div>my goal.</div><div>may not be realised if I continue to be like this</div><div>I am being distracted </div><div>by him. I knew that.</div><div>being unable to influence him is something matters to me</div><div>whether to be hardworking or be street smart.</div><div>yea one day you will become a CEO or whatsoever successful people. i know.</div><div>but you can't deny the fact that I have my own style of doing thing</div><div>I am trying my best to improve myself</div><div>I know that I am not the best.</div><div>anyway. you are the one that make me feel headache</div><div>i didnt know why.</div><div>argh. i just "hate" you.</div><div>=(</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8700252879400357807?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-52398439319372984882011-04-26T00:06:00.002+08:002011-04-26T00:13:39.518+08:00我没有什么才艺<div>一直以来觉得自己全身上下最有用的就是我的嘴</div><div>如果我不是那种脸皮厚又爱讲话的女生</div><div>那么我一定是一个很孤独,孤僻的人</div><div>因为闲暇之余</div><div>我又还能做什么呢?</div><div>跳舞别说了</div><div>棋艺也不精</div><div>书法又不会</div><div>绘画也没天分</div><div>更别说钢琴了</div><div>我真的一点天赋也没有</div><div>有想过要学</div><div>但是碍于学费的关系</div><div>一直没有去完成自己想要学小提琴和书法的梦</div><div>以后吧?要是没有男朋友就在闲暇之余去学学吧?</div><div>怎么好像很凄凉似的?</div><div>哈哈</div><div><br /></div><div>要学的事,</div><div>也是自己一直以来都没有做到的事</div><div>如何在危机的时候表现的临危不乱</div><div>我真的不敢保证自己处理危机的方式</div><div>哪怕有一天自己被人家追杀</div><div>我该怎么临危不乱呢?</div><div>我不知道</div><div>所以,我该学..</div><div><br /></div><div>加油</div><div>盈莹</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5239843931937298488?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-9313361703504863742011-04-23T21:40:00.002+08:002011-04-23T21:48:06.678+08:00有时侯<div>机会摆在我们眼前<br /><div>不是我不要</div><div>是我不能要</div><div>我不像你们</div><div>虽然活在小康之家，</div><div>但并不富裕</div><div>所以有很多事,</div><div>你们不会了解</div><div>不是我不要</div><div>是我比你们找了解到</div><div>自己对自己未来的责任</div><div>想要什么</div><div>就得自己去想办法得到</div><div>虽然爸爸妈妈给的不少</div><div>但是我不能多拿</div><div>有些事，</div><div>只要我自己能负荷的</div><div>我会去</div><div>我也愿意学</div><div>不是在批评你们比较有能力</div><div>只是希望让你们知道</div><div>不是我不要</div><div>是我想靠自己的双手</div><div>自己赚的钱</div><div>或以优良成绩换取的奖学金</div><div>来完成我的英国梦</div><div>这是我对自己的承诺</div><div>努力啊</div><div>盈莹！</div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-931336170350486374?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-20364175102115742822011-04-19T18:15:00.002+08:002011-04-19T18:26:34.331+08:00I am wavering<div>between my personality and my desire.</div><div>I have heard of one thing before</div><div>"Not wanting to hurt somebody else is childhood nonsense"</div><div>yet, I am still living in child's world isn't it?</div><div>Not wanting to hurt others</div><div>but being the one who bears all those hurtful messages.</div><div>exhausted</div><div>perhaps, my goals will fail</div><div>I will end up complete my university life miserably.</div><div>because I don't wanted to be harsh</div><div>I don't wanted to be rude</div><div>trying to treat everyone as nice as possible</div><div>being kind.</div><div>but university life is cruel isn't it?</div><div>that are a few people who tried in vein to hurt you.</div><div>HOWEVER!</div><div>Nothing can beat me up easily</div><div>I am the one who fight with destiny</div><div>so I won't give them a damn</div><div>yes. I won't lose</div><div>not the fact that I am being competitive</div><div>just the fact that I am not weak</div><div>Don't you dare to provoke me!</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2036417510211574282?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-66994190767954054702011-03-22T01:49:00.004+08:002011-03-22T01:52:33.397+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vSq9PQGjy7o/TYeP1UyX5zI/AAAAAAAACwk/QXJmfV9tid4/s1600/200410211352811.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 185px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-vSq9PQGjy7o/TYeP1UyX5zI/AAAAAAAACwk/QXJmfV9tid4/s320/200410211352811.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5586592009052219186" /></a>the first yet the last photo they took together<div>sometimes people passed away</div><div>what left behind are the memories that created by them together</div><div>I miss you all</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6699419076795405470?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-13394667186558896452011-03-21T17:51:00.002+08:002011-03-21T17:56:17.688+08:00不管多努力<br />在他的心中<br />我永远都做的不够好<br /><br />不被懂的心<br />渐渐冰封<br />反正我就是你眼中的烂泥<br />做好任何事又怎样<br />还是会被看不起<br />还是一样没用<br />不是吗？<br /><br />好想离开<br />好失落<br />好无奈<br /><br />全世界都一样<br />算了<br />不想管了<br />不想付出了<br />我累了!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1339466718655889645?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-59763877952268160322011-03-13T03:14:00.003+08:002011-03-14T23:12:03.603+08:00I'm from village<br />And hey first time wei<br />Took flight! <br />Excited<br />Yea!<br />But just I know I'm noob<br />Anyway everyone was kind enough<br />Air stewardess are all very nice<br />Suddenly<br />Dream popped up in my mind!<br />I wanna be an air stewardess or a pilot<br />Unless I have the determination to work for it<br />And purposely take the laser treatment for eyes<br />If not this dream probably won't realize<br />But somehow I thought of another idea<br />Ya..i should work hard<br />Be a famous and professional financial analyst<br />Won't go for audit I think<br />Yea I must work hard<br />Work for multinational company<br />Get the chance to work besides stepping on the land of many other countries<br />Yea I need to work hard<br />Earn money<br />Enjoy my life as young as possible :)<br />Still at Singapore now:( <br />I'm tired:(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5976387795226816032?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-28685405324344872232011-03-12T03:55:00.005+08:002011-03-12T04:05:09.913+08:00blog is a real good place<div>to express your thoughts</div><div>when you feel happy</div><div>depress</div><div>confuse</div><div>worry</div><div>annoy</div><div>you just need to come here and write down everything</div><div>it relieves me</div><div>I read back my previous blog</div><div>the one from spaces</div><div>when I was just a form 4 student</div><div>there might be some deep sorrow life that I experienced before</div><div>but anyway</div><div>I shouldn't care so much</div><div>and somehow I did prove that their judgement was totally a mistake</div><div>even you all may laugh at me</div><div>or comment about me </div><div>or whatsoever</div><div>just critics me</div><div>because I do know that the criticism I got from you all</div><div>even though it was rude</div><div>and hurtful</div><div>but I live my life well</div><div>I will success somehow</div><div>I will prove that I will</div><div>and thanks for all those comment</div><div>blog is a real good thing</div><div>now when I look back</div><div>I found peace</div><div>despite of those sad incidents</div><div>my life actually wasn't that bad</div><div>emo.perhaps all the time</div><div>but happiness make up part of my life too</div><div>I will try to be happy</div><div>and not so tense</div><div>because after all,</div><div>my life is great</div><div>^^</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2868540532434487223?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-51406954589332659492011-03-12T01:48:00.007+08:002011-03-12T02:29:41.527+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-1EKzbsYjRvM/TXpk8TGOilI/AAAAAAAACwU/VS_WvJaV9uc/s1600/198981_10150108246658183_647478182_6435071_6974792_n.jpg"></a>This time,<div>11 of us.</div><div>not bad, 4 more people join us for the sem break trip</div><div>last sem only 7 of us. we went to malacca</div><div>this sem we went to genting</div><div><br /></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-1EKzbsYjRvM/TXpk8TGOilI/AAAAAAAACwU/VS_WvJaV9uc/s320/198981_10150108246658183_647478182_6435071_6974792_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885675160472146" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; ">us~</span></div><div><br /></div><div>one day trip. yea.. sad thing is. I wasn't able to enter casino yet sigh</div><div>well we went to theme park to make the trip to be meaningful?</div><div>because it would be too meaningless to go there if we just plan to go up to there in order to enjoy the coldness that hardly experience in the city and just to get a cup of starbucks?</div><div>so because of this.</div><div>we lost for another 20 bucks for the expensive entrance ticket for theme park</div><div>our fault</div><div>for choosing to act randomly</div><div>end up everyone of us pay extra 20 bucks</div><div>but never mind la</div><div>since everyone of us enjoy for the trip</div><div>if money can buy happiness,</div><div>why don't we go for it?</div><div>so it's a real fun trip</div><div>especially the moment we are in the cable car</div><div>I feel relieve when I shouted that time</div><div>sorry my friends</div><div>for you all to bear with the noise, the loud and high pitch noise created by me.</div><div>I laughed alot.</div><div>thanks to you guys</div><div>hopefully next sem break we will go out together again</div><div>yea that's right</div><div>our next destination. penang i guess =)</div><div>or langkawi!</div><div>but just sometimes I really hate!</div><div>can't you all be cooperated earlier because in order to book hotel or do whatever thing</div><div>we should plan and do it earlier!</div><div>not everytime last minute</div><div>end up we can only go to somewhere near</div><div>and end up not so much of our classmate can go together with us</div><div>oops nagging again</div><div>forgive.</div><div>need to express the annoyance in my heart</div><div><br /></div><div>so here are the pictures of that day (forgive, I looked kinda fat)</div><div>oops actually I drink horlicks alot lately</div><div>it's too tasty</div><div>fat dy fat dy</div><div>HAIH</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div><div style="text-align: left;"><br /></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qtI454Ko-ls/TXpk7hhaz9I/AAAAAAAACwE/4dyAfxZibxQ/s1600/198565_169797899738493_100001248516094_423268_6557240_n.jpg"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-qtI454Ko-ls/TXpk7hhaz9I/AAAAAAAACwE/4dyAfxZibxQ/s320/198565_169797899738493_100001248516094_423268_6557240_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885661852749778" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">when we reached genting, kachak!</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-cQfelDMVH1U/TXpjxY3mvOI/AAAAAAAACuM/Ks28ydbrpAM/s320/185951_10150108234833183_647478182_6434940_1832221_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884388219567330" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; ">first group photo =)</span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZLSXNTMzlYk/TXpk79AeekI/AAAAAAAACwM/LriAKDkrz4M/s1600/200405_10150108241453183_647478182_6435018_574461_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-ZLSXNTMzlYk/TXpk79AeekI/AAAAAAAACwM/LriAKDkrz4M/s320/200405_10150108241453183_647478182_6435018_574461_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885669230770754" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><div><div style="text-align: center; ">being a noob seems not bad =)</div></div></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="-webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-xOx_Dp5ulJM/TXpk7ZR-NnI/AAAAAAAACv8/0ANQ9NEwaEE/s1600/198846_169800043071612_100001248516094_423324_927123_n.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-xOx_Dp5ulJM/TXpk7ZR-NnI/AAAAAAAACv8/0ANQ9NEwaEE/s320/198846_169800043071612_100001248516094_423324_927123_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885659640477298" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">3 girls that went to genting, yea only three. sad right? =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Yp1_kw9_Cyg/TXpk7P5Yy0I/AAAAAAAACv0/8iHoYJRWJvU/s1600/198437_10150111966981601_558911600_6720567_3918885_n.jpg"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-Yp1_kw9_Cyg/TXpk7P5Yy0I/AAAAAAAACv0/8iHoYJRWJvU/s320/198437_10150111966981601_558911600_6720567_3918885_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885657121442626" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">this picha is funny, it truly explain the theory of figure and ground. I just like it =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-M56oQ6-gE58/TXpkZnQnBCI/AAAAAAAACvs/lN7oKSEkq1I/s1600/198133_10150108241793183_647478182_6435023_3899736_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-M56oQ6-gE58/TXpkZnQnBCI/AAAAAAAACvs/lN7oKSEkq1I/s320/198133_10150108241793183_647478182_6435023_3899736_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885079277306914" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">steven no doubt you looks yao yeng, but it's me who make you looks yao yeng. bluek</div><div style="text-align: center;">without me, you are just a dumbo</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-IDQN86AKsdc/TXpkZMih5PI/AAAAAAAACvc/TRCLuDWsJJ0/s1600/197805_10150108238813183_647478182_6434992_4780538_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-IDQN86AKsdc/TXpkZMih5PI/AAAAAAAACvc/TRCLuDWsJJ0/s320/197805_10150108238813183_647478182_6434992_4780538_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885072104711410" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">we are going to play the bumper boat</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QZkX5FrcJZg/TXpkYReu8PI/AAAAAAAACvM/a2sHoP-TTBs/s1600/197513_169800539738229_100001248516094_423332_6577096_n.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-QZkX5FrcJZg/TXpkYReu8PI/AAAAAAAACvM/a2sHoP-TTBs/s320/197513_169800539738229_100001248516094_423332_6577096_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582885056251097330" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">I somehow feel this picture is my best picture in all the albums</div><div style="text-align: center;">but too bad, if I were to be more thin</div><div style="text-align: center;">this picha shall looks nicer</div><div style="text-align: center;">haih</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--pQwpjhEqYE/TXpkCVIk1hI/AAAAAAAACvE/eckqJFfj2MY/s1600/196565_10150108240418183_647478182_6435008_3738898_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/--pQwpjhEqYE/TXpkCVIk1hI/AAAAAAAACvE/eckqJFfj2MY/s320/196565_10150108240418183_647478182_6435008_3738898_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884679274780178" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">us again~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9Ai6j2JrWrE/TXpkCBsqBXI/AAAAAAAACu8/938ShgCGOns/s1600/196560_169800989738184_100001248516094_423341_1509416_n.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-9Ai6j2JrWrE/TXpkCBsqBXI/AAAAAAAACu8/938ShgCGOns/s320/196560_169800989738184_100001248516094_423341_1509416_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884674057405810" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">don't bully me! I got a strong biceps! =))</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-6pAdtEAP9Ww/TXpkBY-Px0I/AAAAAAAACus/96kd1b6Ub18/s1600/195985_10150108242378183_647478182_6435029_7349928_n.jpg"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-6pAdtEAP9Ww/TXpkBY-Px0I/AAAAAAAACus/96kd1b6Ub18/s320/195985_10150108242378183_647478182_6435029_7349928_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884663125329730" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">another of my artwork. hope this picture cheers you all up =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zQ0zv9vDZTU/TXpkBFDfGWI/AAAAAAAACuk/wgFKPS0wdBo/s1600/190663_10150111966346601_558911600_6720555_5170759_n.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-zQ0zv9vDZTU/TXpkBFDfGWI/AAAAAAAACuk/wgFKPS0wdBo/s320/190663_10150111966346601_558911600_6720555_5170759_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884657778596194" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">too happy till my eyes disappear. =(</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-aQUPjZr0J0I/TXpjxCk9X-I/AAAAAAAACuE/e7FyGaXxFCM/s1600/184759_10150108238518183_647478182_6434988_7278766_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-aQUPjZr0J0I/TXpjxCk9X-I/AAAAAAAACuE/e7FyGaXxFCM/s320/184759_10150108238518183_647478182_6434988_7278766_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884382235779042" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 180px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">just a random picture~</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dcj5nudtNKQ/TXpjw93rBSI/AAAAAAAACt8/nJOWoaLoYAA/s1600/184602_10150111965991601_558911600_6720552_4739711_n.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-dcj5nudtNKQ/TXpjw93rBSI/AAAAAAAACt8/nJOWoaLoYAA/s320/184602_10150111965991601_558911600_6720552_4739711_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5582884380972090658" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;">before playing the pirate ship =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: left;">going to australia later</div><div style="text-align: left;">excited? no idea</div><div style="text-align: left;">but so many natural disasters that happened lately</div><div style="text-align: left;">make me feel worried</div><div style="text-align: left;">not to myself</div><div style="text-align: left;">but everyone</div><div style="text-align: left;">who knows when the disaster will strike us?</div><div>may god bless those who are suffering from the disaster right now</div><div>rescue them please.</div><div>anyway it's my mom's birthday today</div><div>HAPPY BIRTHDAY MOMMY<b><span class="Apple-style-span" > <span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-family: Arial, Tahoma, Helvetica, FreeSans, sans-serif; font-size: 13px; text-transform: uppercase; ">♥</span></span></b></div><div> </div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5140695458933265949?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-87240348231307248802011-03-08T00:15:00.005+08:002011-03-08T00:58:07.118+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-J_E6zrXYzxg/TXUKDpYPe9I/AAAAAAAACqM/1PeC3WSgMlQ/s1600/beach-holiday2-08.jpg"></a><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">for holiday!</span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></b></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); font-size: 16px; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-weight: normal; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-J_E6zrXYzxg/TXUKDpYPe9I/AAAAAAAACqM/1PeC3WSgMlQ/s320/beach-holiday2-08.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581378370959014866" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 282px; " /></span></span></b></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span"><br /></span></div><div><div>after a 2 months suffering with those sort of assignments</div><div>finally. I finished my final today</div><div>and that's it!</div><div>this marks the end of my second semester</div><div>couldn't believe right?</div><div>time seems passed very fast</div><div>after a blink of eye</div><div>here comes the another semester</div><div>I still left 7 semester to go</div><div>but I hope time can passed slowly</div><div>because I enjoyed the life as a student</div><div>don't want to face with the reality that I'm 20 this year</div><div>no longer a teenager</div><div>and in 2 more years</div><div>like I said, life is divided into many portions</div><div>from children, teenager, and now a young adult</div><div>throughout the process to gradually becoming more mature</div><div>it's inevitable for me to step into my another part of life after I done my studies (unless I receive good result and being granted with scholarship to further study, hopefully in overseas)</div><div>then imagine</div><div>I am going to be an employee</div><div>undergoes interview</div><div>then get the high-paid job (hopefully! of course who don't want high paid job? lol) </div><div>work like hell</div><div>get salary each month, deduct socso and epf</div><div>pay back the car loan</div><div>pay income tax</div><div>pay insurance</div><div>raise my life by myself</div><div>I wonder what kind of job position would I get in the future</div><div>I have the tendency to be aggressive</div><div>and sometimes I feel I am arrogant</div><div>are them positive traits for me?</div><div>what I want is to make sure everyone of us get to complete our task successfully</div><div>leaves no regrets afterwards</div><div>well my friend yuan teng said I have the traits of becoming a director?</div><div>haha hopefully I can be a strong businesswoman in the future</div><div>in the field of finance, not really like auditing</div><div>but I do wish to get an intern job at any of the BIG 4</div><div>despite the fact that I am weak in english</div><div>speaking, writing, all aren't good enough</div><div>still got a lot of thing to learn</div><div>anyway I do have confidence in my soul</div><div>I can do well, I trust myself</div><div>and strive to my goals! =)</div><div>life is hectic</div><div>happiness, sadness, loneliness</div><div>are those elements that make up my life</div><div>but I'm willing to take a step back for all the incoming challenges</div><div>even though the process might be tough</div><div>but after enduring with all sorts of hardship</div><div>here comes another better Ying Ying</div><div>add oil girl =)</div><div><br /></div><div><b><i>Postscript</i></b></div><div>~encounter poh while I was wandering around in sunway pyramid, and sorry I'm abit hyper just now =) </div><div>~and I look forward to my trip. oh 4 more days. hiak hiak =)</div><div>~badminton? jogging? I need to lose weight! (a never-stop discussing topic in my life, sigh)</div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><b><span class="Apple-style-span">~anyway happy holiday to all my unimates</span></b></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8724034823130724880?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-53043762663971612382011-03-07T05:07:00.003+08:002011-03-07T05:16:31.980+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Q5LcJB5J0yI/TXP3ksbYBRI/AAAAAAAACqE/ID981bRlxDQ/s1600/coffee.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-Q5LcJB5J0yI/TXP3ksbYBRI/AAAAAAAACqE/ID981bRlxDQ/s320/coffee.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5581076573015508242" /></a><br />在这个寂静的夜晚<div>现在是凌晨五点种</div><div>三个小时后,</div><div>就是我这三个月里</div><div>最重要的事</div><div>考试！<br /><div>咖啡</div><div>是让我醒神的好方法</div><div>但是不能多喝</div><div>只要考试时才可以喝！<br /><br /></div><div>谢谢你</div><div>一直想起你拔刀相助的那一刻</div><div>“帮你就帮你,不要再说了”</div><div><div>虽然很typical大男人</div></div></div><div>但是你的帮忙</div><div>让我感到了温暖</div><div>原以为</div><div>在这种地方工作的人</div><div>钱对他们是重要的</div><div>所以对于陌生人</div><div>管他呢</div><div>但是你是那么多间店里</div><div>不收钱</div><div>哦。我有点内疚</div><div>好担心你会被骂？</div><div>因为帮助我</div><div>别人或许会说你苯？</div><div>我一定会考好成绩报答你的</div><div>这个邂逅</div><div>我一定铭记于心</div><div>谢谢你,六号店的好人</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5304376266397161238?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-74352320615901582062011-03-06T15:47:00.003+08:002011-03-06T16:02:57.697+08:00Imagine<div>I used up 2 hours in order to print the notes in my laptop</div><div>thanks god after I walked at digital centre in pyramid</div><div>asked different shop at there each by each</div><div>thanks to this guy</div><div>who work at digital centre, in the shop no.6</div><div>thanks for his generosity</div><div>i get to print out my stuff. and it's free!</div><div>if not, I might have to print out my stuff at club 9, which costs me 1 bucks per page, somemore black and white! if it's the case, i won't print =(</div><div>and another option, 50 cents per page</div><div>I might consider</div><div>but of course I will feel heart-pain</div><div>but luckily</div><div>I met this guy</div><div>friends! remember go and visit this shop</div><div>whenever you guys got any computer problem or need to buy accessories!</div><div>please go there!!! =)))</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7435232061590158206?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-46431254005497937472011-03-05T03:41:00.003+08:002011-03-05T03:46:14.281+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-fWbQVN6HfJs/TXFBRgeZ6JI/AAAAAAAACp8/SznKSBMlgZs/s1600/%25E6%25AF%258F%25E5%25A4%25A9%25E9%2583%25BD%25E6%259C%2589%25E5%25A5%25BD%25E5%25BF%2583%25E6%2583%2585.gif"></a><div style="text-align: center;">人生有很多未知数</div><div><div style="text-align: center;">我不知道明天的我会怎样</div><div style="text-align: center;">也不知道生活上会发生什么变化</div><div style="text-align: center;">我是个future-orientated的人</div><div style="text-align: center;">我相信明天会更好</div><div style="text-align: center;">天天都是好天</div><div style="text-align: center;">加油</div></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div style="text-align: right;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-fWbQVN6HfJs/TXFBRgeZ6JI/AAAAAAAACp8/SznKSBMlgZs/s320/%25E6%25AF%258F%25E5%25A4%25A9%25E9%2583%25BD%25E6%259C%2589%25E5%25A5%25BD%25E5%25BF%2583%25E6%2583%2585.gif" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5580313182319798418" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><br /></span></div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4643125400549793747?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-28778494652425252992011-03-03T17:32:00.002+08:002011-03-03T17:39:48.688+08:00我知道<br />我很直<br />老师都看得出我不开心了<br />但是我不想因为这样就退缩<br />我没有办法隐藏我失望的表情<br />我承认，我是真的难过<br />但也是我自己的不好<br />是我不够努力<br />如果我再努力些<br />如果我真的再用功一点<br />我就不会失去那么多了<br />要不是老师放松了<br />我应该要拿更低分了<br />所以我一定要更努力<br />还是要把希望放得高高的<br />失望是难免的<br />至少我努力了，有努力朝自己的梦想迈进<br />那就够了<br />上天，我会好好加油的 =）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2877849465242525299?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-44833815493432532562011-03-02T23:05:00.004+08:002011-03-03T08:43:41.807+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-2O-Fu8l3AXg/TW5hraSLxQI/AAAAAAAACp0/3TSL3zrmAtE/s1600/20110227913.JPG"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4wsSTxmXay8/TW5hqrY9bnI/AAAAAAAACpc/UShVJmJfRmE/s1600/20110227889.JPG"></a>Everything will be better in time <br />Did my presentation today <br />not to say very well, <br />still there is always a space for improvement <br />but at least this time <br />I present better than the last time <br />I can see how practice works! <br />and also the synchronisation with group mates yuanteng and yuenyeng <br />We did well for overall. I feel, because at least all of us perform better than last time <br />bravo, my friends! <br /> <br />so life has been so hectic in this semester <br />many things happened again <br />but I shall not cling to the past <br />and should move according to the pace of everyone <br />so fast, it's the finals again <br />in 5 more days! <br />ohh countdown for final as well as my holidays!! <br />after this torturing semester <br />I guess I started to understand how's the life in short semester <br />It isn't fun at all <br />and guess what, before that I even think of taking another third year subject together in this semester <br />I'm glad my classmates stop me from taking that subject <br />if not, I will be died-ed right now! =( <br /> <br />so I shall start preparing for the exam now <br />it's march now. <br />I believe it would be another great month for the year <br />oh ya just played badminton with my classmate <br />perhaps the last time for the semester <br />shall continue next semester <br />hey! T1 friends <br />hope our friendship had grown deeper in this semester and also the future semester <br />you guys are amazing!! <br /> <br />OH YA not to forget my klang friends <br />I went out with my form 3 gangs last sunday <br />we went to one fm party opposite my house <br />and at last we did nothing there <br />because we only find out that the concert start at 4pm, <br />while we were there since 12 oclock <br />so agnes and yenling headed to Aeon later after we chit chat for awhile in my house <br />so after that i went to kuala selangor with my family <br />so that is! the end <br /> <br /> <br /><div><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-SsjUr8cWTEU/TW5hrHgqmPI/AAAAAAAACps/csL5xh4j0Rw/s320/20110227901.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5579504381736950002" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /> <br /></div><div style="text-align: center;">Group picha <3<a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-2O-Fu8l3AXg/TW5hraSLxQI/AAAAAAAACp0/3TSL3zrmAtE/s1600/20110227913.JPG"></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-2O-Fu8l3AXg/TW5hraSLxQI/AAAAAAAACp0/3TSL3zrmAtE/s1600/20110227913.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-2O-Fu8l3AXg/TW5hraSLxQI/AAAAAAAACp0/3TSL3zrmAtE/s320/20110227913.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5579504386776483074" style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">me and ailian- she is so photogenic =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-fwfBn1cwe24/TW5hq9sNnPI/AAAAAAAACpk/5PDzjpIH5Xs/s1600/20110227906.JPG"><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/-fwfBn1cwe24/TW5hq9sNnPI/AAAAAAAACpk/5PDzjpIH5Xs/s320/20110227906.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5579504379101027570" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a> <br /><div style="text-align: center;">yenling says I looked very alluring =P</div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4wsSTxmXay8/TW5hqrY9bnI/AAAAAAAACpc/UShVJmJfRmE/s1600/20110227889.JPG"></a><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4wsSTxmXay8/TW5hqrY9bnI/AAAAAAAACpc/UShVJmJfRmE/s1600/20110227889.JPG"></a><div><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/-4wsSTxmXay8/TW5hqrY9bnI/AAAAAAAACpc/UShVJmJfRmE/s320/20110227889.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5579504374188437106" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; " /></div><div style="text-align: center;">me, ailian, and yenling =)</div><div> <br />holiday coming again. <br />time to find my friend out <br />but I don't know whether they will ask me out or not <br />you know who I mentioned <br />because now everyone starting to get busy <br />so I won't force. lol</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4483381549343253256?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-43736693661098026792011-02-26T21:02:00.002+08:002011-02-27T00:46:42.620+08:00还记得<br />中四那个大胆在大家面前，在所有陌生的印裔和华裔面前以流利的国文演说的那个人吗？<br />还记得<br />中四那个大胆去参加各种比赛，辩论，演讲，甚至诗歌朗诵的那个人吗？<br />还记得<br />那个第一次正式演说，勇敢地自己吗？<br /><br />这次<br />我也要勇敢地站起来！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4373669366109802679?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-73353606218988885052011-02-25T23:34:00.002+08:002011-02-25T23:39:30.877+08:00hard to accept.<br />feel really tough to face it<br />it's really an unbelievable miracle.<br />for the high marks that not suppose granted to me<br />Angel is you the one who trying to protect me from accept the truth<br />I don't wanna to leave in denial<br />I just don't understand<br />thinking that I do not deserve everything that I hold now<br />I just feel lost again<br />but no matter what will happen in the future<br />no matter my marks will be deducted or previous case study's marks will be increased<br />I will just work hard<br />work hard till the only paper for this semester<br />9 more days<br />I believe everything will be ok.<br />now I shall starts working hard back<br />I cannot lose confident for so many days<br />I have to go back the previous me<br />which the better me<br />not to runaway again by karaokae-ing again<br />shouldn't cling to the past<br />must move on<br />give me power<br />please. the angel in my heart<br />thank you =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7335360621898888505?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-35281446480985977432011-02-25T11:11:00.003+08:002011-02-25T11:18:13.629+08:00No mood at all<br />still cling to the past?<br />yea keep on finding the reason to blame<br />that caused me not to answer well<br />I even blame the lecturer for not separating us<br />also blame the lecturer for marking so strict<br />blame myself to try study smart?<br />regret alot<br />If I were to be more careful<br />If I were to hold my own principle strictly<br />If I were to use the old way to study<br />I wouldn't have fall down<br />yea now I starts blaming everything<br /><br />but so what?<br />blame?<br />it can't solved anything<br />I tried so hard for motivates myself<br />but just<br />I really have no mood to do anything now<br />facing with the upcoming results that will be released<br />I totally lost confident<br />I am lost!<br />I couldn't forget anything related to case study<br />I can't even do anything for presentation now<br />it's just a huge mistake for me<br />I shouldn't<br /><br />Why? Why? Why?<br />Demon in my heart<br />stop yelling at me<br />stop influencing me<br />care for so many things for what?<br />I should have care for myself more<br />I don't know what to do<br />I really don't know<br />Anyone here to save me?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3528144648098597743?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-23423384654723328822011-02-23T13:25:00.001+08:002011-02-23T21:59:05.404+08:00Haih I shouldn't have rely on others<br />when I got the test questions<br />I stop there<br />staring at the question<br />with no idea of how to solve it<br />attempted question wrongly<br />what happen on me?<br />too high in expectations?<br />yea that's why. I expected that this time I can do better<br />but nope. much more worse than last time<br />I am so disappointed to myself. <br />I am so useless.<br />sighhhh<br />I thought I am having such a high spirit<br />which can eventually changed everything<br />but I lose self-esteem after intepret third question wrongly<br />with the feeling of nervous and also lack of time<br />I looked at the answer of my friend that sit beside me<br />He apparently chooses the wrong answer.<br />so I followed his answer<br />and that's WRONG!<br />sad<br />I shouldn't have to do so. <br />I am so frustrated with myself.<br />I am bad<br />but now I have to work hard more<br />I shouldn't lose more marks<br />too arrogant already<br />that's why<br />arrogance drives failure.<br />I failed<br />but I won't let this case study to demotivate<br />I will survive<br />I will! <br />and I will score well for final and presentation<br />the only two chances for me to score.<br />hopefully<br />angel please help me =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2342338465472332882?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-71591028309407268522011-02-23T03:41:00.002+08:002011-02-23T04:00:12.585+08:00This girl<br />has a lot of dream<br />she dream of becoming a better girl<br />girl who equipped herself with higher EQ<br />girl who wish herself to be at oversea now. learning the ability to survive in different places. life in KL is really too dull for her. She still feel being protected somehow.<br />girl who love challenges<br />yeap she has to face with a lot of challenges<br />in studies<br />in friendship<br />in pursuing a dream<br />she wonders what's the difference between study hard and study smart<br />she don't study smart. at least others think that she is a kind of student that study hard<br />but deeply inside her heart. she thinks that not only study smart nor study smart are important. actually, we need to study smart and study hard at the same time<br />I totally disagree with his idea.<br />to be a better person. we need to make sure we possess different qualities<br />this causes me to think that the difference between nerd and street smarts<br />I am not either of that<br />but I definitely understands what will happen when we graduate in two and half more years<br />being able to get first class in degree is my dream<br />yea I wasn't joking<br />I will have to work hard.<br />I want that not because of fame<br />but because of the money<br />I knew that I should play a proper role as a student<br />entertainment- yes<br />but study - also yes<br />won't cling to the past<br />what pass had passed<br />the past can only act as the motivation for improvement<br />not the factor that demotivate us.<br />we should have faith in our mind<br />because god is fair.<br />none of us born perfectly<br />neither do I<br />I don't strive for perfection<br />I understands that no 100% always<br />but I can work hard, put more effort to improve myself<br />I am not a good girl<br />I am easily annoyed and turn to be mood swinging when something urge to be finished soon has to be done. like my assignment<br />I relaxed<br />but not the day before major exam, before major assignment that would make me regret<br />I knew I had some weakness<br />I sincerely apologised<br />I am not good enough<br />but would you kind to lend me your hand<br />clarify the reason you think so<br />because I am not really those kind of smart person that can instantly think of anything<br />well I'm trying to learn as well<br />this is called lifelong learning process right?<br />having you guys in my life was the fate that has decided by GOD.<br />I accepted it.<br />and I appreciated it<br />Forgive me if I am too autocratic? I try not to be. Just I hate to be last minute<br />somebody knows me very well after team so many times with me<br />I still believe everyone have their own style of learning<br />I respect you all<br />and yesterday's experience made me recall back all the past experience<br />I knew that I am too over<br />I worried too much<br />I am too anxious<br />but I just couldn't stop myself from worrying<br />I don't know what to say<br />but I wanna to say sorry<br />sorry for my bad temperament<br />but I just hope that everything goes well<br />I.. I..<br />good luck to both of us?<br /><br />I wish I could be a better person<br />a lot of incidents happened to me that make me grow up in the past few months<br />I shall self-monitors myself more<br />You certainly needs to care<br />don't let my arrogance spoil myself<br />I'm a scorpion somehow<br />Compromise with me? haha<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7159102830940726852?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-52361402582575510602011-02-22T01:42:00.003+08:002011-02-22T01:51:52.496+08:00In my life, there's alot of thing that I have done, and I regret after<br />and I am regretting right now<br />I don't know whether I am worrying too much<br />but I just don't feel comfortable with my video assignment<br />because I must work hard. prevent flaws that could lead to even more deductions in my mark.<br />not to blame anyone<br />but blame myself. when I know that I should be the person that be responsible to everything that involved in studies<br />I should have work more.<br />That's why I don't want to regret<br />I don't that I feel depressed the moment I received the result<br />even though I still feel confident of my result.<br />but just I would wish to avoid anything that can cause bigger mistake<br />for the video. i just regret for not preparing the script<br />if I were to do that earlier, I wouldn't have to face with the problem right now<br />I just feel something went wrong<br />Angel, tell me what to do.<br />I am too anxious.<br />but I couldn't allow myself to ignore the problem when I found that there is a problem.<br />just forgive me. I know I worry too much<br />I am not perfectionist<br />I just wanna score well<br />I don't know what to do.<br />sigh.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5236140258257551060?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-91285499910322334472011-02-19T00:29:00.006+08:002011-02-19T00:50:13.364+08:00why why why?<br />why ants are always in my room<br />with no supply of sugary foods?<br />and I am really feel sick of killing them<br />it's so forbidden by Buddhism theories<br />but I'm really sick of them<br />they are like mosquitoes that followed be everywhere!<br />forgive me for killing them. <br />by using my king kong brand again =(<br />i just wanna to have some peace <br />i'm sorry.<br />but i can't bear with your existence in my room, red ant<br />please get out from my sight!<br /><br />~~~~~<br /><br />change topic<br />almost done my video shooting for video assignment<br />hopefully everything goes well<br />now alot of assignment are flooding into my life.<br />case study, video, presentation<br />and the funny thing is.<br />our class did really bad for the assignment<br />and there is a high chance for all of us to fail?<br />ohh i couldn't bear to see this happen<br />and i definitely won't let this happen<br />i must make sure i myself pass my uni life without failure for a single paper<br />and so i hope my classmates can move at the same pace with me<br />so we can all finish the university and attend convocation at the same time?<br />i know we can do it definitely<br />T1 people you all are always the best for me!<br />let's work hard and create miracle for comm skill<br />eventhough according to sungli, only around 7 people pass in that class.<br />but T1/Aug 2010 would be the one that break all the chain<br />we will score an amazing result, right?<br />self-console<br />but we should be positive somehow.<br />depression remember?<br /><br />~~~~<br /><br />yea video.<br />it's been so much fun to snap video with james and eugene<br />and eugene becomes so gay when everytime i suggested him how to act<br />yea you know, i am a girl, so my suggestion will tend to be girlish<br />forgive me<br />and also forgive this noob in video shooting<br />she knows, she is sucks in being a camera girl<br />and also she is good in laughing, which makes her sucks because she ruin the one in a million shot ><<br />sincerely apologise<br />hope we can get good marks.<br />and eugene, james, ms.amy here wishes all of us can score high for this assignment<br />and pass the paper together! =P<br /><br />sincerely from<br />the crazy business statistic lecturer from china<br />ms.amy =)<br /><br />~~~~<br /><br />and also not to forget i try to review back my own video for presentation<br />lack of practice is my major problem!<br />really!<br />how can I be spontaneous like them?<br />can I set a goal?<br />I want to make myself to be at least the top 5 presenter in our class<br />now- i am a weak speaker<br />hopefully in two weeks time <br />-i will become a good speaker.<br />I know, to be outstanding, I will need some time<br />but I know i certainly can speak good.<br />should be confident enough!!<br />oh ya can I evaluate our group as well?<br />not Serasi!<br />and we should apologise to everyone of us<br />we are not really good in team working<br />sorry yuenyeng yuanteng<br />but we must really work harder<br />and tell our class and ms.teh<br />three of us are the best group!? be confident is good right?.. hehe<br />and I promise I won't use cue card for the next presentation<br />don't disappoint everyone yingying<br />you have got to work harder!<br />gambate<br />A is not impossible for comm skill<br />when there is a hope, there is a chance<br />however, chance will only belong to you if you put more effort in it<br />and believe me, ying ying<br />you can do it!! gambateh!!!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-9128549991032233447?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-59059232500025438402011-02-10T22:07:00.002+08:002011-02-10T22:18:02.411+08:00今天的演说让我意识到自己有多差?<br />很奇怪,不知道为什么以前还可以拿满分?<br />现在,就只是觉得自己很差很差?<br />今天啊,我班大多数人都是没有用小抄<br />直接在我们大家面前发挥<br />让我真的觉得自己好没有用<br />为什么他们可以那么豁达<br />我却那么萎缩,还要带上小抄<br />一点也不能像他们那么大胆<br />有些同学更是让我意想不到<br />真的真的没有想到他也可以做到这样?<br />那么我呢?<br />我能吗?<br />如果我也可以,那该有多好<br />我一定可以的吧?<br />我希望我可以<br />我答应自己,下次的演说,我决不用小抄<br />是时候了,是时候更加努力地去做好所有的作业<br />是时候开始努力开始冲刺了<br />剩下三个星期就考试了<br />真的好快,有些害怕<br />我要开始读书了.一定要~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5905923250002543840?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-20227242806823770962011-02-04T01:28:00.002+08:002011-02-04T01:29:22.992+08:00DIAN XUN?!!!<div>so many cookies</div><div>so many chocolates</div><div>so many soft drinks</div><div>so many junk foods!!!</div><div>gosh gosh gosh</div><div>mesti "pui" die d ><!!!!!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2022724280682377096?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-21627453562984235222011-02-03T02:13:00.003+08:002011-02-03T02:19:45.465+08:00finally. here it comes<div>bunnie year</div><div>would it be a better year? </div><div>i hope so</div><div>Is it the time to unblock my friends?</div><div>i don't know</div><div>feel kinda awkward to unblock them</div><div>cause i guess they will scold me gao gao lat</div><div>i prayed to ah gong just now</div><div>requested him to bo bi me so that bad lucks all run away from me</div><div>I just can't bear with all that any longer</div><div>especially bad luck still come and say hello to me 3 days before new year</div><div>that's why i doubt</div><div>will everything be ok after this</div><div>is it really really ok?</div><div>haih i don't know</div><div>really have no idea about how my life will be going on in the future.</div><div><br /></div><div>anyway happy CNY to all my friends</div><div>all the best and good luck to you guys.</div><div>wish myself too =P</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2162745356298423522?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-70162087111413551722011-01-31T18:45:00.002+08:002011-01-31T18:48:44.469+08:00today is 31 January.<div>it suppose to be my full stop of all those bad luck</div><div>yea it is.</div><div>but I ended my January 2011 with a misfortune again.</div><div>I thought I will be happy,</div><div>but not at all.</div><div>seriously depression right now.</div><div>life is too fragile for me</div><div>I sucks, I knew it. really sucks.</div><div>in everything</div><div>life sucks</div><div>study sucks</div><div>.........GOD teach me what should I do.</div><div>what should I do??</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7016208711141355172?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-19563145269294761952011-01-26T21:07:00.002+08:002011-01-26T21:21:44.990+08:00These three days really roxx la<div>jog for monday and tuesday, then just done badminton with my unimates at usj 19.</div><div>couldn't believe i became so healthy these days. anyway tired too.</div><div>well thanks to my bro, i got a great racket to play badminton.</div><div>hopefully can exercise as much as possible before CNY, as you know. will turn to be very fat during CNY. already eaten some of the biscuits during last week when I was at home. </div><div>i just not too sure how much fat i had accummulated before CNY. </div><div>so i have to jog jog jog. and..hopefully something will happen when i jog. haha. POSITIVE Thinking =)</div><div>but i hate my friend channa, he curse me to fall down when I jog next time, and he will be going to snap my funny look and share on facebook. he is just a BAD BAD KID!</div><div><br /></div><div>I started to cook in my hostel.</div><div>oh crap. you won't know how much time to spend until you really did it.</div><div>and that's what I've experienced recently.</div><div>cooking is just so tired and time-consuming</div><div>it costs me approximately 2 hour for the whole cooking thingy, including washing dishes, cooking, and eating!. then because I started to jog these days, which means I have to wash my clothes everyday, so I get to use the towel in the next day.</div><div>and all these routine work used up alot of my time.</div><div>spent almost 3 hours on the so called house chores.</div><div>I finally experienced how hard my mom used to do when she had to do all these thing alone</div><div>my time are getting lesser and <span class="Apple-style-span" >lesser</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >after all those assignment suddenly "cram" into my life.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >sounds as I should adapt it as soon as possible. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >it's week 2 now, that means I have only 5 more weeks to complete 5 assignments</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >and now, i completed neither of it.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >arghhh.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >how come time passed so fast?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >I need to learn how to allocate my time on studies, besides on the time I used to read story book, exercise, playing plant vs zombie, house chores, and so on.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >alot of things to do. </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >feel hardly to breath?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >because today evening i just had a small quarrel. just a very small, even though they might not feel so. but i feel guilty after all. because of my personality of too careful in studies. they abit upset with me. I need to change. sometimes too careful wasn't work at all. you need to be brave especially you're taking this kind of subject, comm skill. need to be creative, need to be daring enough. and I'm just not good enough. sincerely apologise to you guys. my teammate.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >thanks for yours consideration. I will work hard, definitely work hard for this assignment =)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >so tired now, i think i will lay down for a while in front of lappie.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >still stinky, but i don't wanna to bath yet.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >will bath when i wake up later</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" > no worries. i just lay down on table.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >not on bed. i am not that dirty somehow =)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1956314526929476195?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-11437896878330833402011-01-23T23:04:00.002+08:002011-01-23T23:15:13.127+08:00forgive me <div>I really wanna uphold what I promised myself before</div><div>that's why i blocked some of my friends for facebook. limit them from seeing about what I posted on my wall. I believe i will feel better if I hide myself from the public, care less of them, don't go out with them, don't talk to them.. And this was really what I wanted to do since last year. after that incident, where I promised myself to stay at home more frequently. which I break the promise. and I believe that was the reason I got the punishment.</div><div>Forgive me</div><div>I need time to settle down myself</div><div>to really think about what happened on me</div><div>you won't understand</div><div>what you think now, I had thought before</div><div>story of those who are much more worse than me? I know, I knew all of them so badly</div><div>but I want to run away from the life temporarily. </div><div>I give up buying new shirt for CNY too.</div><div>just to lock myself inside the room and pretend nothing going to happen</div><div>and I'm good. still good. </div><div>just a little bit frustrated with my accident in my life.</div><div>just frustrated to myself!</div><div>prefer to focus back on studies.</div><div>I'm bad.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1143789687833083340?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-86854099533271621622011-01-23T19:53:00.002+08:002011-01-23T20:08:24.632+08:00现在再看,以前淑欣print给我的生日密码真的很准。一切都随着岁月的流逝慢慢地验证了。<br /><br />11月16日出生的男女对权力都具有一种天分，并且知道如何运用它。许多这一天出生的人无论是在家庭中或是工作上，往往是众人公认的好领导人或主管。而在他们所属的社会团体或工作团队中，他们也相当善于提供咨询，或一展训练方面的才能。他们发布的命令很少遭到质疑或反对，因为他们总是设法避免别人的怨恨或背叛，在做成决定前总以团体的最大利益为优先考虑。<br /><br /> 不过，这一天出生的人在孩童或青少年时却常常表现得十分叛逆，甚至具有破坏倾向，一直要到约30岁出头，才可能变得较为成熟。虽然如此，幸运的是，大多数11月16日出生的人总能反省及检视自己的行为，洞悉自己的优缺点、动机和需求，以及与周遭其他人之间的关系。<br /><br /> 11月16日出生的人是极端的个主义者，不会受到社交圈、家庭或同事太多的影响。换言之，<span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>接受别人的帮助、教导或支持，对他们来说可能蛮困难的</b>。</span>即使这样，他们却拥有活跃的想像力，<span class="Apple-style-span" ><b>能够感同身受地体验某个人的境遇，并且设身处地、真正了解那人当时的感受</b>。</span>在这一天出生的人之中，成就最大者多半懂得作好工作的技巧，并擅长在某个特定的领域中建立起自己的支配权，不过因为他们相当精通如何与人和一相处，并具备丰富的人生阅历，因此他们在团队中也能成为配合度极高的一员。尽管他们看来魅力无穷、不具杀伤力，别人仍然可以感觉得到一股<span class="Apple-style-span" >坚毅与决心</span>，因此在对他们作无谓的抵抗或攻击之前，或许会先多加三思。<b>不过，11月16日出生的人热爱竞争，所以他们对于那些旗鼓相当的人来说将会是不错的敌手。</b><br /><br /> 11月16日出生的人也十分处心积虑地寻找与自己搭档。对他们而言，不管是选择爱情或事业上的终生伴侣，都是首要大事。他们时常忠厚在要等到遇见真正想找的人，否则就无法在工作上有任何瓣的收藏。不幸的是，就爱情来看，今天出生的人往往在尚未水到渠成之前便可能已错失良缘了，于是就得在情海中浮沉飘荡好些年。无庸置疑，不愉快的恋爱经验、破碎的婚姻及低潮失败的性生活，可说是满布于他们的人生地图上。至于那些从未寻获自己真命天子的人，最后终究会孤零零地过活，而且尽管生性独立，这时可能还是会非常依赖自己的家人或一辈子的好友。不过，幸好他们也是可以让人依靠的类型。<br /><br /><b><span class="Apple-style-span" > 11月16日出生的人经常忧心忡忡，仿佛世界末日即将来临，一切都要完了</span></b>。<b>他们老往坏处想，要不灰也相当清楚最糟的情况会是怎样。<span class="Apple-style-span" >在他们的生活中似乎一再爆发各种状况，同时也可能因为突兀的行为而遭人非难责备。</span></b>或许当11月15日出生的人稍有所动时，别人就只得退到一旁让行了。此外，由于他们的作风迅速惊人且神秘，这一天出生的人往往如同夜晚出没的鬼火一般，能够快速无息地来去自如。所以那些重视安全感的人若与他们谈恋爱，可能会是件冒险的事，但对于喜欢刺激的人来说，正是再适合不过的理想伴侣了。<br /><br />幸运数字和守护星<br /> 11月16日出生的人会受到数字7（1+6=7）和海王星的影响。尽管受到数字7影响的人往往无法完成自己的理想，并且极容易与现实世界脱节，但这些问题只有当他们发展得比较不好或历练不足时才会发生。在冥王星（天蝎座的主宰行星）的影响下，通常能对实际外物，尤其是金钱，具有稳固的控制力量。不过，较缺乏深谋远虑的人可能会谨慎小心的态度置诸脑后，使得自己的家人陷入经济拮据的窘境之中。<br /><br />健康<br /> 11月16日出生的人必须注意惯于久坐引起的疾病，尤其是北部的毛病、运作不佳的排泄功能以及容易发胖的倾向。所以严格坚守每日定时运动的原则，对他们的健康来说是不可或缺的。他们也应该避免饮食过量，特别是加入太多奶油或乳脂类的食品。生活上的纵欲无度会造成他们消化系统、肝脏和胰脏方面的的负担，可能会在40多岁时引发胆囊（由于脂肪的摄取）、肝硬化（与饮酒有关）及糖尿病（过多的糖所导致）等问题。在某些情况中，服用药草茶或中药对他们的健康可能会有极大的助益。<br /><br />建议<br /> 永远记得顾及别人的利益。表现出负责任的态度并明智地行使自己的支配权。不要陷于权势的欲望深渊中。<b><span class="Apple-style-span" >小心外来的蓄意破坏，但也别偏执地胡思乱想。保持镇静与警觉才是最重要的。</span></b><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8685409953327162162?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-25244738408087929692011-01-21T20:43:00.002+08:002011-01-21T20:56:38.075+08:00oops time to emo again<br />well. everything wasn't going well since the beginning of 2011<br />to be honest. I feel my luck was like shitt.<br />so many things that made me feel sad happen all over again. and again<br />yea you might said I had think too much<br />certainly what you think of! am I right?<br />forgive me. I know I definitely know I think too much! <br />but just. if there's the case <br />i rather be alone<br />at least when i'm alone, i feel better<br />will take more good care of myself when i'm alone<br />yea i should be alone more!<br />do not find me. <br />i drop my tears again at pyramid.<br />it reminded me again what happened at pyramid last time<br />it reminded me how unhappy i felt when i was in pyramid, when i was not alone, but with a bunch of friends.<br />well this will be the chain of something. i will said it as a chain, because the bad luck will follow you follow you until the end of your life? at least i feel so now, deeply depressed. do not know what can I do. <br />none of them understand my feeling<br />i'm young, i am so vulnerable to all these kind of things<br />do not try to change me.<br />DO NOT<br />this isn't me. i live so hard for what...<br />it isn't me anymore. <br />I hate this kind of feeling!<br />I hate myself for having a crush on you before<br />I also hate myself for choosing to believe eventhough i told myself not to<br />i break the chain rule, so i deserve the punishment<br />i must be alone, only I myself can settle my own problem<br />none of everyone are really mean to help<br />at least it was so mean when i heard you guys said so.<br />too straightforward. no mercy at all<br />after all i'm not strong!<br />I'm not at all!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2524473840808792969?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-6400258146176254052010-12-17T01:44:00.002+08:002010-12-17T02:32:41.094+08:00最近我的生活严重被扰乱<br />是因为我自己多管闲事的性格<br />我看不过眼<br />原谅我有那种想要当英雄的欲望<br />我希望自己能有股力量，去唤醒那些不珍惜生命的人<br />告诉他们世界是有爱的<br />或许我自己没有经历过什么痛彻心扉的事情<br />所以我可能不能理解他们为什么要那么做，<br />但我相信，我们的人生，打从一出生，上天就注定了我们是怎样的人<br />我深信，只有相信自己的心，用客观的角度去探讨自己所做的任何决定<br />我们会发现，原来鲁莽行事的自己是多么的滑稽<br />有些人，一出生就没有了父母，<br />有些人，一出生就得面对身体上的残缺<br />有些人，一出生就卧病在床<br />这是天定，也不排除人为因素，但是我们是人，我们不是神，<br />我们没有资格去决定出生时我们的人生是否完好无缺，<br />但是我们却有资格去主宰自己未来的命运<br />再看看那些饱受天灾的灾难而失去生命中重要的亲人，或是因为天灾所造成的身体残缺<div>他们还是努力活下去</div><div>因为他们知道命运是掌握在自己的手里</div><div>有时我看到那些灾民，我心中不禁感到有些惆怅</div><div>我怨为什么不好的事情会发生在他们的身上</div><div>我怨自己没有什么能力改变什么</div><div>我诚心的希望自己有那种能力</div><div>可以让我所遇到的每一个人都扬起他们的嘴角</div><div><br /></div><div>我并不是意味自己想要训斥任何人</div><div>因为我真的没有资格这样做</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; ">但，你们不觉得可耻吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; ">随随便便在网络上po上遗书</span></div><div>只为了效仿前几天那位为情自杀的青年的不良示范</div><div>然后就博取大众的同情心</div><div>或是让人辱骂？</div><div>假如死了又怎么样？</div><div>原来死也要好像做秀一样</div><div>搞得满天风雨</div><div>让大家期待您的死讯？</div><div>在这世界上，有多少人不想死而遗憾送命</div><div>有多少人死得更加悲壮</div><div>但是他们的死是更加轰轰烈烈的</div><div>他们没有去宣传</div><div>哦，我在几月几号要去死了</div><div>他们为了国家奋斗，或是与自己的顽疾作斗争</div><div>看看SELINA，被火烧伤，性命垂危，还不是那样顽强的面对生活上的考验</div><div>为什么我们就不能学学别人，乐观地活下去呢？</div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >再说我们没有人知道那位死者在临死之前是不是也曾经后悔自己的行为</span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >是不是也有想要悬崖勒马的念头</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我们不知道</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我们不能排除死者也有可能是在神智不清的状态下结束了自己的生命</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我没有真正谈过恋爱</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我不知道死者心理到底是怎么想的</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >或许，有一天我恋爱了，我应该要想想这个问题</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是如果有一天我真的分手了，我知道我不会轻易地说放弃生命</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我还有我的家人，家人一直都是我心灵上的支柱</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >尽管他们有一天会离我而去</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是为了他们，我会更努力地活下去</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >无论贫穷与富贵，我深信我一定会好好地活下去</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不知道上天给我的人生考验是什么</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我现在也没有什么勇气去决定自己未来会有怎样的动向</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但起码到目前为止，我还是会告诉自己笑一笑没什么大不了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >未来的路还很长，前方是否有荆棘或是波浪，我不知道</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我们只能好好地憧憬我们的未来，深信，它一定是美好的！</span></div><div><br /></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; ">我知道，在这里说什么也是没什么用</span></div><div>因为我不是当事人</div><div>因为我没有遇到像当事人那种天要塌下来的问题</div><div>我告诉自己，明天会好的</div><div>笑一笑没什么大不了</div><div>我知道我自己没有资格，也很鸡婆</div><div>我只是想要在这里诉说我对生命的看法</div><div>生命是美好的，没有一个人想要自己亲手断送自己的性命</div><div>所以不要再把倒数死亡当成玩物了</div><div>这种无止尽的恶作剧</div><div>久而久之</div><div>是不会换到任何关爱的</div><div>别人也会更藐视你</div><div>到时候，真真正正需要到关爱的人</div><div>他们可能再也得不到善心人士的注意了</div><div>因为这个世界会越来越没有爱</div><div>没有人会再愿意相信，没有人会再愿意给予帮助</div><div>到时只是苦了那些真正需要被帮助的人</div><div>因为人们被这些无稽之谈蒙蔽了</div><div>他们不愿意再相信这一切到底是真是假</div><div>人们变得越来越自私</div><div>到时我想人性本善就快变成人性本恶了吧？</div><div>我知道我有些夸张，但是请为这个社会努力，请不要玩弄别人的同情心</div><div>人活着，不是要倒数寻死</div><div>人存在的意义是，让这个世界变得更美好！</div><div>请大家一定要</div><div>惜福</div><div><br /></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-640025814617625405?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-2158778389406683782010-12-09T07:04:00.003+08:002010-12-09T07:09:37.049+08:00OMG Exams officially over!!! <br />Woots Woots!! <br />though exam not really done well <br />but whatever <br />I have a lot thing to do this holiday!!! <br />first and foremost! shopping till 99!! <br />by the way sad sad sad, no more money left >..< <br />somemore somebody's birthday coming soon <br />sighhh pok liao pok liao! <br /> <br />yea, tvb drama!!!! <br />finally!!! I can watch drama after a long time fighting with exam, <br />luckily gold miner still with me <br /> <br />twilight, arghh must finish reading arrr <br /> <br />trip to melacca <br /> <br />hair treatment <br /> <br />Christmas celebration <br /> <br />countdown (oops anyone have any plan about it?) <br /> <br />gathering with my ns friends <br /> <br />pavillion!! <br /> <br />badminton!! must lose weight ahh, treadmill also, hullahoop!! <br /> <br />alot alot more, but haven't plan yet >.<<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-215877838940668378?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-66661458083304195552010-11-30T12:59:00.002+08:002010-11-30T13:06:58.586+08:00Just done my law final.<div>feel so sad can't finish all paper</div><div>sigh</div><div>13 marks gone- hopefully Paul still grant me at least two marks for my little definition and performance existing duty on that park >.<</div><div>which means I am the one who make the 13 marks to say goodbye to me.</div><div>sigh</div><div>87marks left</div><div>how much I can get?</div><div>assignment marks also don't know yet</div><div>haih too many uncertainties already</div><div>it's the same for english too,</div><div>serious? ms tan will be the examiner? ok I K.O then! god bless me +.-</div><div>ADD OIL LA YY</div><div> <br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6666145808330419555?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-9419934325015113862010-11-15T17:33:00.002+08:002010-11-15T17:39:53.061+08:00咳, 不知道为什么一点感觉也没有<div>尽管在过几个小时我就不再是pok pok cui的小丫头了</div><div>不再十八,但是我真的没有什么期待,可能太忙了吧?</div><div>被课业充斥的日子,真的是很累</div><div>累到我根本没有什么精力去想要如何庆祝</div><div>班上朋友一直问我怎样庆祝怎样庆祝</div><div>我真的也不知道</div><div>只知道自己根本没有什么资格去想</div><div>刚刚我交了一个作业,不是怎么地有信心</div><div>后天,我又得交另一个作业</div><div>所以真的是忙到我,什么都没感觉了,</div><div>不想想,只想问</div><div>我到底几时才可以交完Assignment???</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-941993432501511386?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-76607688838810527682010-11-10T21:25:00.003+08:002010-11-10T21:31:32.814+08:00原谅我的无礼<div>我实在是接受不到,</div><div>当老师已经说我们的作业已经够好了</div><div>他却无情地批判我说写出的作业</div><div>这真的让我很受伤</div><div>怎么感觉我好像变得很差那样？</div><div>自尊心受创</div><div>我不喜欢自己变得很差的感觉</div><div>无所谓，但在老师已经赞同的同时</div><div>他却一股冷水向我泼过来</div><div>我很好胜</div><div>但是我的心情真的很差,</div><div>我是真的真的有很努力地去做功课的</div><div>原谅我,我无法克制自己不去伤心</div><div>宽恕</div><div>因为人总是喜欢主宰自己或身边人的一切</div><div>你是,他是,我也是~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7660768883881052768?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-87217008886547756362010-11-02T21:13:00.003+08:002010-11-02T21:15:11.043+08:00forgive me for being so bad to you.<br />haih. <br />it becomes difficult if I have to break my principle of life in order to give what you want at last.<br />I'm sorry, for the time being, I can't promise to help anymore.<br />I know I'm bad<br />but this is not my own thing,<br />I need to consider with my groupmate also.<br />haih. I know I am bad.<br />sorry =(<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8721700888654775636?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-19903021336058192042010-11-01T00:19:00.003+08:002010-11-01T00:37:14.075+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TM2bDc_T4iI/AAAAAAAACos/iBbhEngo3Rc/s1600/roller_coaster.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 214px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TM2bDc_T4iI/AAAAAAAACos/iBbhEngo3Rc/s320/roller_coaster.jpg" border="0" alt=""id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5534250000731857442" /></a><br /><br /><br />31/10/2010.<br />should be a good day right?<br />BR 31% discount weii<br />although I had planned to buy a pint for myself. to reward myself =)<br />but unforeseen circumstances HAPPENED!!!<br />and it ruined my entire sunday mood.<br />the time she called and told me files are all disappeared.<br />I was like GOSH. feel wanna die.<br />and lost the confident, the mood, and the motivation to continue my work.<br />my mood. really swings following by her call.<br />my mind totally feel uncontrolled and I was feeling damn tired because of the bad news.<br />sigh,<br />end up i went back to klang and had dinner with my family<br />not bad, at least I was alimented by my family.<br />I appreciated alot. <br />and she sent back to me at around 10 oclock.<br />the feeling was..so suprised. she is so efficient.<br />though some parts still need to be altered.<br />haih but well done<br />and I have to work hard now. sigh<br />it's november now<br />my month!<br />so I must be happy!!!<br />and good luck to myself!!<br />november will be a good month for me!<br />no more unhappiness<br />everything will be alright =))<br /><br />please do not be so care-free next time ya.<br />it affected me alot!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1990302133605819204?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-60436641075001935722010-10-23T14:05:00.003+08:002010-10-23T14:08:01.688+08:00I have chosen this conglomerate as my company to invest in for the assignment<div>and I guess I am having permanent head damage already</div><div>because there are so many news about the company to read on!!</div><div>and yet I only have few days left before the deadline</div><div>and and <br />I feel so reluctant to read all those notes in the annual report</div><div>but I am forced to read</div><div>feel want to sleep la.</div><div>sleep for a while first.</div><div>hm better decision.</div><div>><</div><div>When is the day for me to BERJAYA??</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6043664107500193572?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-77659808501723195932010-10-22T12:04:00.002+08:002010-10-22T12:08:23.680+08:00Oh no my laptop is officially heavily injured now!!!<div>OUCH</div><div>and my mouth spilled up the word OH DAMN instantaneously at the place i drop the laptop accidentally, which is the counter of Tun Hussein Onn Library!!! GOSH GOSH GOSH!!!!<br /><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">omg, it only has a life span of 2 months till current </span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">please work well for at least 3 years mannnnn =((</span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">HELPPPP!!!!</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "><br /></span></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7765980850172319593?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-5113401947026448542010-10-22T06:02:00.004+08:002010-10-22T06:40:37.115+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMDBByODcFI/AAAAAAAACok/hSUYTirOaLA/s1600/Crystal+Absolutely+NO+Regrets.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 288px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMDBByODcFI/AAAAAAAACok/hSUYTirOaLA/s320/Crystal+Absolutely+NO+Regrets.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530632578815717458" /></a><div><br /></div>I received my mid term test result yesterday<br /><b>I admit,I expect more for the result</b><br />somehow, if I choose a better question,<br />since question 2 extremely pulls down my overall marks!<br />it's ridiculous I got 23/25 for the first question but 15/25 for the second question<br />it's like south pole and north pole<br />but I cannot regret<br />It's me who choose to do the question 2<br /><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">so no regret!!!!</span></b><br /><br />about AIS<br />I just dream about it<br />In that dream, all my classmates are having high marks<br />but I couldn't figure out how much marks I got.<br />I am pondering inside my dream,<br />but end up I awake and can't "predict" the result after all<br />haihh<br /><br />so one more thing to add up<br />I had just passed up my AIS assignment yesterday<br /><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: x-large;">feeling..too relax for the assignment</span></b><br />seriously I done nothing much on the assignment<br />to conclude, <b><i>I contribute less to this assignment if compared with other assignment</i></b><br />I feel sorry to myself<br />and I hope I will get a good marks for this assignment<br />however, I guess the plagiarism level should be high<br /><i><b><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: large;">since everyone basically give the same answer-WALMART O.O??</span></b></i><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-511340194702644854?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-37672598720981378512010-10-22T05:46:00.006+08:002010-10-22T06:38:00.744+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC_ijSWjlI/AAAAAAAACoc/k6S69o7WjBE/s1600/Everything_Will_Change_by_CodeAires.png"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 384px; height: 256px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC_ijSWjlI/AAAAAAAACoc/k6S69o7WjBE/s320/Everything_Will_Change_by_CodeAires.png" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530630942719643218" /></a><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br />I don't know since when I changed a lot.<br />previously I guess I was a girl, simply trust on others(though now I'm still the same), simply lend my help, simply give anything i have.<br />now, after work, after study in Sunway<br />I guess I totally change<br />I feel quite guilty when this friend appeared in my life<br />teaching me what should I do<br />it's sounds so weird<br />I thought I'm already ok, considered not bad,<br />but in front of him, I am totally an evil girl.<br />sigh.<br /></span><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">since when, I turn to be so anti society?</span><br /><b>i guess after i was robbed</b><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">since when, I feel giving tips to a waiter or waitress or those provide service to me is not the thing i should have done?</span><br /><b>after my friends told me, you never earn money, you won't know how hard the money to be earned, so keep it to yourself.</b><br /><span class="Apple-style-span">since when, I stop giving alms to the people that come to sell me something or perhaps the beggar that soliciting alms from me?</span><br /><b>I'm not a ruthless girl. of course I did such stupid act before I discovered that they are ready to cheat me, so why don't I donate lump-sum to those that can be trusted more? you don't know how much dangerous the outside world now~</b><div><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >you don't know how much guilty i feel now<br />I feel I am bad<br />but I don't know how to defence from your point of view<br />some part in my mind<br />I feel i am not that bad<br />but.....<br />what should I do?</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >SORRY- I have my own perception towards</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >not always the perfect</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >but always enough for me to bring myself well </span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >forgive me =)</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3767259872098137851?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-44871764499677752432010-10-17T03:34:00.008+08:002010-10-22T06:28:11.313+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC9P2XyxVI/AAAAAAAACoU/LSqwN9pGUlo/s1600/69318_1537050079032_1618281912_1327590_972710_n.jpg"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qhhydGI/AAAAAAAACoM/3DpOKCdB6So/s1600/71785_1537049759024_1618281912_1327589_162487_n.jpg"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8phxLeSI/AAAAAAAACns/JklyMunoxZE/s1600/68764_448543028236_691603236_5675677_2081185_n.jpg"></a><span><div><span> <br /></span></div>It's 3.35a.m. now <br /><span>can't sleep again</span> <br />just attended my best inti friend-shayne's birthday party <br />first of all. i was being scared by her two puppy because of my <span>cynophobia</span> <br />and I did something awkward involuntarily, <span>I just can't control myself </span>>.<>.<</span><div><span></span>here are some photos grabbed from facebook =) <br /><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"> <br /></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"> <br /></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qhhydGI/AAAAAAAACoM/3DpOKCdB6So/s1600/71785_1537049759024_1618281912_1327589_162487_n.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qhhydGI/AAAAAAAACoM/3DpOKCdB6So/s320/71785_1537049759024_1618281912_1327589_162487_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530627781151585378" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">all of us are force to make some ridiculous face expression</div><div style="text-align: center;">cutie carol =)</div><div style="text-align: center;">this winnie and shirley should be the guai ma queen d =) <br /></div></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "> <br /> <br /><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qWVaZmI/AAAAAAAACoE/x2MMIHSNlb0/s1600/69101_448552248236_691603236_5675787_4746263_n.jpg"></a></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qWVaZmI/AAAAAAAACoE/x2MMIHSNlb0/s1600/69101_448552248236_691603236_5675787_4746263_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qWVaZmI/AAAAAAAACoE/x2MMIHSNlb0/s320/69101_448552248236_691603236_5675787_4746263_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530627778146887266" style="text-align: left;display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 288px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">~US~</div></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "> <br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qOGEVcI/AAAAAAAACn8/9JdKOyliqI4/s1600/66674_1537057159209_1618281912_1327619_6134900_n.jpg"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8qOGEVcI/AAAAAAAACn8/9JdKOyliqI4/s320/66674_1537057159209_1618281912_1327619_6134900_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530627775935043010" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 384px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">Bell, you are just a cute dog</div><div style="text-align: center;">but so sad I am afraid of you</div><div style="text-align: center;">I'm sorry ><</div></span></span></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"> <br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8pwu85GI/AAAAAAAACn0/RI-0IjYAI2E/s1600/33578_448552008236_691603236_5675777_7429325_n.jpg"><img src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8pwu85GI/AAAAAAAACn0/RI-0IjYAI2E/s320/33578_448552008236_691603236_5675777_7429325_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530627768053458018" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 288px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;">four of us use to stick together during foundation year</div><div style="text-align: center;">anyway I still love them even we are separated with each other nowadays</div><div style="text-align: center;">I wish we could have chance to hang out together more for the next time =)</div><div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div></span><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8phxLeSI/AAAAAAAACns/JklyMunoxZE/s1600/68764_448543028236_691603236_5675677_2081185_n.jpg"></a></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal; font-size: 15.8333px; "><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8phxLeSI/AAAAAAAACns/JklyMunoxZE/s1600/68764_448543028236_691603236_5675677_2081185_n.jpg"><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC8phxLeSI/AAAAAAAACns/JklyMunoxZE/s320/68764_448543028236_691603236_5675677_2081185_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530627764036270370" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 384px; height: 256px; " /></a></span></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; "><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; ">happy birthday shayne!! =)<span class="Apple-tab-span" style="white-space:pre"> </span></span></div></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">then, just to update for something happened recently in my life. er ya don't be shocked </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">i was robbed</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> by two stupid XXXXX last two weeks, which causes a</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> big loss for me!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">! <br />cards all have to redo,but good things are no more ugly photo for my IC and license. should feel happy or sad instead?? haih. just a way to console myself <br />two phones also gone T . T <br />and the saddest thing would be </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">my mirror and comb</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> inside the bag. aLL gone <br />lol just to joke.of course my cards are more important weiii >.< </span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">undoubtedly, my dad was again..feeling disappointed on me haih i don't know what can I do to let my dad happy on me. i just...sigh however, those misery had passed actually I guess I had recovered from that incident just I turned to be </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">anti eng ann and anti motorcyclist only,</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />whenever there is a motorcycle passed by me. my whole body automatically feel alerted, and </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">it is creepy!!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> oh no have to runaway from ah mao d. just remembered that his family owned a motor shop.. groom groom groom!! XDDD <br /> <br />then that incident actually</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> spoiled my study plan and leisure time during the holiday!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />end up I was like doing nothing for the whole week. <br />and </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">I fall sick immediately after that incident!!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />GOD really gave me a big challenge. <br />anyway, I should appreciate alot. <br />at least I know GOD still bless me. <br />because I saw a news, and the victim's tragedy is far more dreadful than mine <br />occur at the same area- ENG ANN <br />and half of her body was heavily injured because she was being pulled by the snatch thief who ride motorcycle until 28 house's distance.GOSH they really MOU YAM GONG looo <br />that's why it could be considered as </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">a fortune out of misfortune already</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />thanks GOD <br />however, this incident seriously left a fearful experience for me <br />I guess the day I walked out from the shadow, it would be the day I turned to be damn rich or damn strong, or else i would be just feel scared to all motorcyclist because I am too vulnerable to their attack. no matter what, I am still very weak. not that strong enough to protect myself from all the villain in the world. I must work hard and study hard so that I have the opportunity to hire a bodyguard in the future >.< </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">the evildoers will get their own punishments, right?? </span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /> <br />OkOk times up. <br />time to talk about my degree stuff <br />I thought this should be a honeymoon year for me. but NOT AT ALL after few weeks I studied over here. <br />things are so different than what I experienced at INTI before <br />there are many ACCA student study at FOYER every night, unlike INTI, <br />I can't really find more than "5 mouses" study at college >.<><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> I was caught in rumour again!!!</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />after INTI foundation, now again <br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">I became the victim of the class</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />my classmate- Steven chang said that a class must at least have a couple, so that we won't feel bored during study time. </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">WTH =.= why meee?? <br /></span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />Degree life wasn't easy <br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">assignments occupy all of my time</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />everyday we have to talk about</span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> assignment assignment assignment</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />no exception, even when I sleep, my dream was related with assignment too <br />the number of assignment is much more heavier than what I did in foundation <br />and mostly are group work.. sigh but sometimes luckily I got some of my groupmate that have good english skill, who can help me to correct my grammar or sentence mistake. <br />i guess poor english base would be my biggest weakness <br />haih, I guess this year I got really no time to attend any extra english classes anymore. <br />and I got no more money to study at British Council weii <br />I should look for more part time job and work hard during the semester break. I guess >.< </span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">Then I should proceed to the two mid-test I did for few days ago Both were sucks! because I took them too easy as my lecturers have gave us tips before so I don't really study much. usually before the test date, I will burn midnight oil but this time, </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">I sLEEP!! couldn't believe the changes on me >.<</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />well, econs I did better because I have built a strong foundation while I was studying at INTI (thanks Ms. Linda- I miss you alot!!) <br />, but I don't really have the time to finish all. >.< </span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">about </span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">AIS <br />It was extremely sucks weiii</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />I feel as if I was being cheated by my lecturers <br />I shouldn't believe too much on their tips <br />if possible they shouldn't tell us so much about the tips <br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">so that I won't "die die" follow their tips only <br />I am so damn stupid!! arghhh</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br />haih I guess this paper at most I can only score 40/60 <br />maybe more worse as this would be the most positive prediction <br />haih haih haih <br /></span><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">I hate myself for trusting you both la. ms uma and ms raji</span></span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /> <br />so after the AIS exam, we went to snowflakes for tea time <br />it was nice because we were hanging out again. <br />I love the gathering time, when everyone sitting together...talk crapp. muahhaha <br /> <br />by the way, whatever laa. <br />I got to sleep now. it is 4.25 a.m. now <br />I guess I can sleep d <br />I hope I am able to wake up tomorrow at around 830a.m. <br />my brain arhh, can you cooperate abit??? =) <br /> <br />got to continue my assignment <br />>.<><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;">I miss you all, my dearest friend, especially those I was like lost contact with them for quite a long time already >.< otherssss ="))))</font"></span> <br /></span></div></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"> <br /></span></span></span></div><div><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><img src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TMC9P2XyxVI/AAAAAAAACoU/LSqwN9pGUlo/s320/69318_1537050079032_1618281912_1327590_972710_n.jpg" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5530628422401967442" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 256px; height: 384px; " /></span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >picture of the day</span></span></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-weight: normal;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15.8333px; -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; "><span class="Apple-style-span" >you don't know I'm really run out of idea when I only have 5 seconds to prepare ><</span></span></span></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4487176449967775243?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-24985765690475892852010-10-07T17:08:00.002+08:002011-01-06T04:05:34.575+08:00Sigh, i guess my holiday still left only 3 days <div>and I was like doing nothing for the entire holiday,</div><div>now I am feeling so weak.</div><div>this would be the most miserable moment for me since I was born. whoops, i guess so.</div><div>sickness have turned me down.</div><div>turning me to the state of unenergetic.</div><div>yet I have to thank my classmate</div><div>most of them are so .. I don't know what words to describe them,</div><div>but I can feel that they are so good to me.</div><div>they never blame me but to give me support when I am down</div><div>when I really feel lost to continue my life.</div><div>their supports gave me a warmth feeling</div><div>thanks to them</div><div>my T1 classmates.</div><div>you all are always the best for me.</div><div>I do love you guys =)</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2498576569047589285?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-52832037979148102212010-10-06T20:58:00.002+08:002010-10-06T21:16:28.998+08:00<div>祸不单行</div><div>这句成语</div><div>很适合用在我身上吧</div><div>从今年考试没拿到全科A</div><div>再来五月时弄坏后车门</div><div>七月时撞到跑车</div><div>到现在财物尽失</div><div>而且还是要在最忙的日子里</div><div>不只，现在还病倒了</div><div>我到底做了什么不好的事，</div><div>上天为什么要这样惩罚我呢？</div><div><br /></div><div>这个部落格，</div><div>可以的话，我并不想常常光临</div><div>渐渐的，它成为了我宣泄不满的地方</div><div>成为了我遇到困难时最想要打扰的地方</div><div>曾几何时</div><div>它是我用来记载生活的点点滴滴</div><div>不知什么时候，</div><div>它成为了一个让我发泄情绪的工具</div><div>原本是要开开心心的</div><div>但总觉得近来，它变得死气沉沉了，变得忧伤，变得抑郁了</div><div>不该是这样的</div><div>既然是这样的话，那么我期望我下次来</div><div>不是因为生活上遇到不快而来，而是想要分享原来的初衷，</div><div>朋友昨晚跟我聊到</div><div>我才恍然大悟</div><div>原本自己告诉过自己的事，</div><div>竟然要一个刚认识两个月的朋友来提醒自己</div><div>人生不如意事，十有八九</div><div>我相信明天会更好</div><div>这些都是我往日写在面子书上的座右铭</div><div>现在这样简单的道理</div><div>还是要朋友来提点</div><div><div>失意总不能太久</div><div>是时候了</div><div>振作起来了</div></div><div>不怪天，因为上天要磨炼我，</div><div>所以我只能接受</div><div>接受上天的考验</div><div>不哭</div><div>跌倒了还是要爬起来</div><div>我会努力振作起来的！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5283203797914810221?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-73794649047556626222010-10-04T22:40:00.002+08:002010-10-04T22:51:26.122+08:00<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TKnp4v3H-tI/AAAAAAAACnk/3_MsE_QoAm0/s1600/%E7%9C%BC%E6%B3%AA.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TKnp4v3H-tI/AAAAAAAACnk/3_MsE_QoAm0/s320/%E7%9C%BC%E6%B3%AA.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5524203579076246226" /></a><br /><span class="Apple-style-span" >是习惯了吗？</span><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >平时的话，遇到任何不如意的事情时，第一件会做的事情就是把心理任何的不快宣泄出来</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是我承认这次我真的很难过</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >只是我不知道为什么我再也哭不出了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >是变坚强了吗？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >还是只是习惯了这一切的不幸？</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >２０１０年或许真的不是一个吉祥年</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我只是想发发牢骚</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我不会因此变得消极</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >但是我会努力</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >一定要阻止未来发生不幸的可能性</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我会努力的</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不再让泪水白流</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >希望他们能被绳之法，这就是对我来说最大的安慰了</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >我会加油的</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >不被恶势力打倒</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >眼泪，不能白流！</span></div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7379464904755662622?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-68753612600574203222010-10-03T16:08:00.002+08:002010-10-03T16:12:51.956+08:00after today's incident. <div>thank you my friend.</div><div>but i'm really not ok. </div><div>I hate malaysia now.</div><div>I hate those beh.</div><div>I hate to go eng ann anymore.</div><div>I wish someday, or there would be a prince appeared in my life as soon as possible.</div><div>i hope I got somebody that can protect me whenever I'm lost.</div><div>I hope there would be a shoulder for me. </div><div>I am not strong enough</div><div>but this doesn't mean that I am desperate or whatsoever</div><div>just I feel super sad.</div><div>however, this was my little wish,</div><div>and I know it'd be difficult for the dream to come true.</div><div>but just let me express my sad feeling.please. </div><div>SAD</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6875361260057420322?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-91345464024221798862010-10-03T16:02:00.002+08:002010-10-03T16:07:17.760+08:00This time, <div>my valuable things..</div><div>ALL GONE.</div><div>what that two guys do to me. </div><div>I wont ever forget. I curse them!!!</div><div>031010. it's nt really a good day</div><div>after all. i left nothing. </div><div>what I left was a miserable days from today onwards</div><div>I am sad </div><div>DEEP SAD</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-9134546402422179886?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-19915899699733268112010-09-29T00:43:00.002+08:002010-09-29T00:46:40.546+08:00在班上出丑？<br /><div>功课很繁忙吗？</div><div>身心疲累吗？</div><div>每天睡迟？</div><div>读书没有动力？</div><div>大学的压力太大？</div><div>人生不如意事,十有八九.</div><div>不要害怕</div><div>凡是都有好的一面</div><div>加油！</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1991589969973326811?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-39027330825885842112010-09-28T21:49:00.004+08:002010-09-28T23:50:01.788+08:00My life is full of dramatic scene.<div>there must be some stories happen on me unless I locked myself in the room</div><div>and everyday I must have shared something happened in the college about myself to my roommate. </div><div>Take today as an example, I feel so damn embarassing because everyone in auditorium stares at me and my friend for our rediculous act. At the same time, when I discover that everyone is looking at us. OH no, I spurt out the water inside my mouth because I couldn't breath at all at the time. Haih, whatever la, things that shouldn't happen had already happened. No doubt, I had become so famous among my schoolmate. Sigh. what I can do?</div><div><br /></div><div>Besides, I over slept again...</div><div>too exhausted. that's the reason.</div><div>forgive me for keep on giving excuses.</div><div><br /></div><div>Study skills confirmed will get a B le. feel sad. but it's ok. no grade for this subject after all.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3902733082588584211?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-17028928984445028292010-09-21T07:20:00.003+08:002010-09-21T07:24:52.565+08:00Well, I don't no.<div>however, I do feel quite stress about my degree life at sunway these days</div><div>Am I not meeting the requirement for entering lancaster university programme or</div><div>the subjects are just too hard?</div><div>it's 7.22a.m.</div><div>currently I am trying to put more effort in asjusting back my sleeping time</div><div>and I just managed to finish my some of my accounting tutorial questions in the previous one hour</div><div>to be honest. I don't really know the solution of the question</div><div>feel that it was so tough!</div><div>by the way, I guess it's actually not really tough</div><div>but I am lack of practice recently,</div><div>so probably I have forgotten everything I learnt before</div><div>Hmm, I got to push myself harder and harder nowww.T.T</div><div>add oil to myself</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1702892898444502829?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-10999059981325065332010-09-20T05:49:00.003+08:002010-09-20T05:57:21.716+08:00It has been a week for me not able to sleep well,<div>OMG, one week for me not to sleep during the night time, but only sleep at daytime. WTH</div><div>I really don't no what happened to me.</div><div>I really wish to sleep normally as what I did for the first 4 week studying at sunway university</div><div>but now, my body feel so alert after midnight</div><div>can't really force myself to fall sleep now.</div><div>that's the reason I am blogging right now.</div><div>and just to nag for something related to my studies</div><div>AIS is really driving me to crazy</div><div>I have spent for many days for studying it</div><div>but it seems doesn't work at all.</div><div>no matter how many effort I put in this subject</div><div>I just feel hard to cope with this subject</div><div>What a dull subject and a subject with a lecturer that taught so rapid!</div><div><br /></div><div>it's 5.55a.m. now</div><div>and I am still awake</div><div>I wondered how can I adjust back my timing?</div><div>I want to be a normal person</div><div>not a vampire that only physically and mentally alert during the night time.</div><div>HELP!!</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1099905998132506533?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-51983645186969312252010-09-06T17:07:00.002+08:002010-09-06T17:38:15.753+08:00Yea, this is the first day of week 4 for me to study at Sunway. oops, live at here as well.<br />Well, I feel quite stress for recently, feel like I am not really ready with the all sorts of uni life.<br />feel like I am so unprepared. Perhaps I don't enjoy my holiday much before I enter university?<br />Now I couldn't find back the spirit of study as in foundation. feel so reckless for everything.<br /><br />Today I just had my english test. I don't know whether I did study hard for the test or not, since I planned to wake up at 3 o'clock yesterday, but I fall asleep back. SO, I ended up study nothing for the test, but before that I really did spend some time on this subject. Haih, what to do, can I comment about the test question? It is really hard for me, again I couldn't finish the test question on time. During the time I was answering the question, I feel so sleepy so I close my eyes once a while, BUT, I feel so damn guilty now, for not appreciating the time that I have to answer those question. Then I can confirm that six marks of my test are totally gone for now. For the grammar part, I hope that I can score well. My friend who are studying at the other class told me that their class's highest score is only 40.5/60, and the lowest drops till so tremendously, which is only 6 marks over 60. I know I wouldn't be the top, but of course I hope I can get a good marks, but just that I feel my distance with the good score are so so so farrr now. Sigh. I know it's only week 4, but I seemed already feeling so ganjiong with my studies. Should I or shouldn't I? However, I still think positively on my future. Even English doesn't get an A, life still goes on. For me, I will only feel disappointed on myself for not really work hard to improve my English. I am just too Chinese already. Even my roommate's friends questioned on my origin. They thought I am from CHINA!!!! Arghhh, they thought I am merely a girl came from China, because of my voice. sighh.. I don't know what to say..Although my vocal sounds so weird, sounds that I am not a local chinese, however, I am still, a truly Malaysian okay?<br /><br />Whatever la, I'm so lousy recently, no mood to blogging as well. Actually I am now surfing the net, and planning to study at here, but end up sitting in front of the computer, BLOGGING. Forgive me, for not paying so much concentration on my sucks grammar, I really got no mood to care so much.<br /><br />Oh ya, talk about the life at Sunway, currently I stay at Sun-U apartment here; Life at here are just too free, and of course I'm loving it. Finally I got the freedom, and nobody's going to restricted from me to do anything. However, I am tethered with all those tutorial questions, because I must work hard to fight for any chance that can cut down my tuition fee, if it is allowed, I hope I can get exempted for the tuition fee. But it's just TOO hard. Sunway got so many competitors, and I am just a simple girl, with a simple result, and simple look as well. In other words, Sunway got so many lenglui, and I am so normal. Lolx.haha<br /><br />I hope to go out, but I got to study at the same time. It's really a dilemma for me now :( .I guess I should learn how to manage my time efficiently. Yea, I did go out for last weekends, went out continuously.. and spend ALOT. On Saturday, I went to pyramid with my roommate (she is nice and pretty. haha) and we had our lunch at Fullhouse. Besides, I bought a new high heels at pyramid too. Oh ya not to forget that I met my colleague-OKW there, so ngam.. haha. For the next day, hmm I mean Sunday, after we finished our assignment for AIS, me and Carol went to Sunway Pyramid for dinner, and again we went to Pappa Johns because the pizza at there are just too nice :) Then, carol brought me to dorothy perkins and at there I buy myself a super skinny jeans. first time weii, I don't know whether I will feel dare to wear it or not. I needs time. :(<br /><br />Haih this weekends I really spend alot, got to starve now. T.T<br />is going to become auntie roti soon. sighh<br /><br />Work hardddd!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-5198364518696931225?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-88401669388105891342010-08-19T19:37:00.003+08:002010-08-19T19:49:56.852+08:00Yea,YingYing<br />you must really improve your self-discipline attitude<br />now you are no longer under your family's protection or guidance, and there is no mommy's alarm for you every morning anymore. So, you got to take good care of yourself in the university. You must not over sleep like what you have did on yesterday. You must not let it happen all over again. God Bless You.<br /><br />Then, you must improve your english.<br />you must try to communicate more in english, learn to be more sociable.<br />I know you are friendly enough, but then you just need to be more sociable by speaking more english. Read more twilight anyway!! mandarin is important,but english is far more significant when you are studying in sunway. Don't feel shy to talk. Nobody is going to laugh at you. Just be yourself.<br /><br />Besides, you must be active as well. You must not let your university life passed with nothing. You must join some clubs or societies, perhaps, attempt to any activities that held in the university. The most important thing is to live your life till the maximum!! GOOD Luck and Cheerr ^^<br /><br />At last, work hard! work hard to prove to the person that you are not just a normal girl.<br />though the brain test show that you can only notice 3 F in the sentence, whereby those who can only see 3 F in the sentence are normal person, they aren't smart enough. However, I believe although I am not smart, but I'm here, willing to take challenges, willing to learn, and will put all effort in studies, to show that though I don't have a smart brain, but I got a strong and determine heart. Watch up!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8840166938810589134?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-80692960012233823642010-08-17T11:49:00.004+08:002011-01-06T04:14:36.283+08:00<div style="text-align: center;"> <br /></div><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQeIa25WI/AAAAAAAACpQ/x95vPnn5zPA/s1600/DSC00958.JPG"></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQduDml2I/AAAAAAAACo4/nRua_fv4350/s1600/DSC01133.JPG"></a><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Hello everyone.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >yingying is officially a sunway-rians already</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >yesterday was her first day, staying at her second home.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Not bad, her house constitute with 5 family members including 3 from Africa</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >one from Sabah. </span></div><div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >Honestly, I didn't really sleep well for yesterday</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >keep on awoke and ran into toilet and haha..</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >but then I feel so pleased because my roommate is a really nice girl.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >and she is pretty and tall as well.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >then, for the most important thing is that,</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >she is my senior. so thanks to her, I can borrow some text book from her. haha</span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >not to say much</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" >below are the picha of my room =)</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" > <br /></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size: 13.3333px; "><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQduDml2I/AAAAAAAACo4/nRua_fv4350/s320/DSC01133.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558797049079961442" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size: 13.3333px; ">didn't take much picha actually</span></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="color: rgb(0, 0, 238); -webkit-text-decorations-in-effect: underline; font-size: 13.3333px; ">but this is my study table =)</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" > <br /></span></div><div><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQeIa25WI/AAAAAAAACpQ/x95vPnn5zPA/s1600/DSC00958.JPG" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQeIa25WI/AAAAAAAACpQ/x95vPnn5zPA/s320/DSC00958.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558797056156820834" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px;">eating lunch alone at my lovely second home <3</span></div></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "> <br /></span></span></div><div> <br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQeIfqgtI/AAAAAAAACpI/eid2cFVKUsE/s1600/DSC00999.JPG" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "><img src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQeIfqgtI/AAAAAAAACpI/eid2cFVKUsE/s320/DSC00999.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558797056176980690" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px; " /></a><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 15px;">taking picha =))</span></div></div><div><div style="text-align: center;"><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;"> <br /></span></div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; "><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQd4itHlI/AAAAAAAACpA/c3fssuOJ_dE/s1600/DSC01148.JPG"><img src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQd4itHlI/AAAAAAAACpA/c3fssuOJ_dE/s320/DSC01148.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5558797051894767186" style="display: block; margin-top: 0px; margin-right: auto; margin-bottom: 10px; margin-left: auto; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px; " /></a> <br /><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQduDml2I/AAAAAAAACo4/nRua_fv4350/s1600/DSC01133.JPG"></a></span><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TSTQduDml2I/AAAAAAAACo4/nRua_fv4350/s1600/DSC01133.JPG"></a></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" ><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 13.3333px; ">Hopefully the day at here would be nice!!</span></span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">because Freeedommmm</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">and I get to know some of my classmate are staying at sun-u apartment too</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">well, i guess the life at here would be ok.</span></div><div><span class="Apple-style-span" style="font-size: 14px;">I love here anyway</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8069296001223382364?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-541437203841037942010-08-16T01:14:00.003+08:002010-08-17T11:39:36.813+08:00"我想要过不同的人生.<br />我想要跟别人不一样.<br />我不想走平凡路.<br />我想要突破自己.<br />我经常那么做.<br />正是因为我这种个性.<br />因为我的倔强和执着.<br />让我有机会站在这个舞台上.<br />有机会改变自己的命运.<br />但同样是我的突破.<br />让我站在这个PK台上.<br /><br />我 想说 在我20多岁的时候,2字出头.<br />在我能够做突破,做改变,做尝试的时候.<br />我没有去做.<br />将来我一定会后悔.<br />无论发生什么结果.我都不会后悔.<br />我就是我.<br />坚持我的个性走下去."<br /><br />支持李行亮<br />坚决好声音<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-54143720384103794?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-10018279812118469562010-08-14T15:22:00.002+08:002010-08-14T15:39:10.137+08:00后天开始，<br />我将真正离开这个每晚都离不开的床了<br />虽然每星期还是会回家啦，<br />但是以后伴随着我生活的就是大学里的另一头家咯<br />不再<br />不再是温室里的一朵小花了<br />迎面而来的是如何一个人在外生存的挑战<br />虽然以前国民服务时有离开过家里整整一个多月<br />但是这次真的不再一样了<br />当时，国民服务的生活就像被保护的感觉一样<br />衣食住行都不用烦恼<br />所以还是很简单就可以好好的照顾自己了<br />但是现在这种感觉就不同了，这不是生活营<br />这真的是一个人外出闯荡的感觉了<br />虽然学校离开家里只有三十分钟的路程<br />但是我深深的感激父母给我的机会<br />给我一个体验大学生活的机会<br />我不知道星期一迎接我的会是怎样的挑战<br />但是我会很诚恳地去渡过我在那儿的每一天<br />我会努力好好地照顾自己<br />希望可以好好的为我的大学生涯留下一段段美好的回忆<br /><br />生活费，<br />咳。。好烦好烦。。<br />最近手头真的很紧很紧，（这星期花太多了>.<）<br />这个月只剩RM300可以花了<br />咳，希望啃面包的生活可以让我瘦掉。。哈哈<br /><br />还是很喜欢写华语<br />等吧！耐心地等，我为自己定下一个目标<br />就是一定一定要搞好我的英文<br />就在今年里所剩下的四个多月<br />李盈莹一定可以讲一口很很很流利的英文<br />写很很很棒的英文的。<br />UCS1001 加油！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-1001827981211846956?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-48020368355106639632010-08-09T00:43:00.002+08:002011-01-06T04:03:18.371+08:00I couldn't deny that I have been too emo since after I went to college last year. I just feel shocked that my friend will told me such thing, that I never thought that I have changed so much since after that. what he say may be correct, I really turn to be a person that is so much different with the previous ying ying.<br /><br /><div>A conservation with chia.</div><div>when I reread this.</div><div>out of sudden, I feel I'm so bad</div><div>forgive me</div><div>the previous ying ying will never come back,</div><div>as you know, time change everything.</div><div>as well as the personality of mine.</div><div>but in a positive manner.</div><div><br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4802036835510663963?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-376440827520519732010-08-07T22:37:00.002+08:002010-08-07T23:03:14.083+08:00盈莹，你没得救了<br />原谅我再次在这里抒发我的心声<br />朋友都说我很喜欢emo<br />她都不想管我了<br />我真的真的很没用吧？<br />妈妈说，我太在乎了，自尊心也很强<br />有时，我总觉得我真的很没用<br />尽管自己是个自尊心强的人，可是很少人看到吧？<br />我很想要赢，想要自私一点<br />但是当我胜利的时候，我却没有办法不理会别人的想法<br />我太在乎了<br />为什么当自己快要被别人伤害时<br />我却不会反击，为什么我不能自私一点<br />好像今天，我就觉得很“火滚”，可是我又能怎样<br />19岁了，还要受一个乳臭未干的售货员的脸色？<br />要是我的朋友遇到这种事时，他们一定不会像我这样，一定会投诉到乱吧？<br />我在想，是我不敢吗？<br />对我真的很胆小，我没有办法大庭广众下去教训别人，我也不是这种人<br />结果只能默默地沉住气，<br />但心理真的真的很不舒服<br />我是顾客耶，你凭什么给我耍脸色<br />况且是你拿错的裙给我在先<br />想想我怎么会去买一件XLsize的裙呢？<br />你的眼睛在哪里哦？<br />其实想想我自己也有错，<br />应该自己把裙拿去给柜台<br />就不用受你的脸色了，<br />真是的，态度这样不好，迟早会有其他像我一样的顾客对你感到不满的。<br />咳，即使我心里有千千万万个不满，那又能怎样？<br />还不是得懦弱地躲在电脑前，在部落格宣泄自己的不满<br />这样的我，以后会有什么作为呢？<br />我很茫然<br /><br />～我真的真的很想逃离局限我的框框，<br />渴望自由的我，<br />想摆脱目前的约束<br />我真的真的不想再为别人着想了，<br />为什么我不可以很自私，为什么什么都要忍，为什么别人可以这样，我却不能？<br />不管了，我会变的，现实那么残酷<br />我一定要更<strong><span style="font-size:180%;">邪恶</span></strong>才好。<br />或许朋友说得对，这个社会本来就是很复杂，我应该庆幸，我生活的地方是那么的温馨，<br />不好听就是从kampung来的咯<br />但是我不能永远这样，不可以！<br /><br />何时才会姜太公钓鱼，愿者上钩呢？<br />我也不够的努力，我知道我辜负了您..原谅我<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-37644082752051973?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-40730361796923824892010-07-20T20:49:00.004+08:002010-08-11T09:47:39.911+08:00I found myself feeling scared while waiting the bus in the stormy day, and at that moment I began to feel the sama sort of heaviness I had felt so long ago when I was alone, as if the earth were pulling me down toward it.<br /><br />A certain thought was swelling in my head, growing until I couldn't ignore it any longer. I wanted to turn away from it; but I was as powerless to stop that<br />thought from taking over my mind as the wind is to stop itself from blowing.<br /><br />I'm having a serious dilemma at the moment. SAVE ME!<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204);">Refer from Memoirs of Geisha. page 93</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4073036179692382489?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-33725129455918159702010-07-10T16:25:00.005+08:002010-07-10T16:34:58.282+08:00<div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDgwNM4yT0I/AAAAAAAACl0/EVgMX0cvNwA/s1600/1007101450595055.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 240px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492192748934156098" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDgwNM4yT0I/AAAAAAAACl0/EVgMX0cvNwA/s320/1007101450595055.jpg" /></a><br /><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDgwM_srUUI/AAAAAAAACls/Uu5_HtJeYzU/s1600/1007101456142717.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 213px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5492192745393705282" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDgwM_srUUI/AAAAAAAACls/Uu5_HtJeYzU/s320/1007101456142717.jpg" /></a><br />原谅我又再花痴了<br />可是我还是爱上他了 >.< 自从看到了李俊基，刘亚仁， </div><div align="center">他是第三个，<span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff99ff;"><strong>陈翔</strong></span><br />喜欢他的羞涩，小眼睛<br />我发现这样的艺人都是我的菜，<br />喜欢他们 ^^<br /><br />~希望他的快乐男声之路可以顺顺利利~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3372512945591815970?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-29003704575719592382010-07-05T20:11:00.002+08:002010-07-05T20:46:44.530+08:00forgive me if you guys feel that I'm rude.<br />but I really beh tahan d.<br />met this BITCH in the bus.<br />and what he do really makes me feel damn frustrated.<br />feel so want to scold him ***K CB pergi mati la!!!!<br />WALAO IS THE VERY VERY BEK CEK LOOOO!!!<br /><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;">forgive about my rudeness.</span></strong><br />pufff. not to tell more d. it is such an embarrasing thing for me to write down at here.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2900370457571959238?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-39212312489739009902010-07-04T22:53:00.003+08:002010-07-04T22:58:50.182+08:00<div align="center"><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDCg4vG9TVI/AAAAAAAACk8/nSGs9IR3oMo/s1600/dd.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 191px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 255px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490064842343402834" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDCg4vG9TVI/AAAAAAAACk8/nSGs9IR3oMo/s320/dd.jpg" /></a><br />多么希望<br />能像图中的老鹰般<br /><span style="color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">任我翱翔</span></strong><br /></span>能够自由自在的<br />那该有多好啊??</div><div align="center">可悲的是</div><div align="center">人们往往还是需要</div><div align="center">那么一丁点的</div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000066;">约束</span></strong>~</div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-3921231248973900990?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-77695241779766546152010-07-03T23:58:00.000+08:002010-07-04T22:59:24.561+08:00Yoohoo, one of my previous S4 classmates returned from UK 2 days ago. Though previously we are not that close, but he invited all of the classmates to his house for a party (her sister's birthday party actually). Of course I am abit curious with the<span style="color:#33ff33;"> </span><strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#666600;">"after" look</span></strong> for this guy. Wanna know that whether he did change tremendously like tsuqi, who just went back from NZ half year ago. It's glad to say that, he is still the former Yong Jie that we knew last time.<br /><br />Honestly, not much piggies attended this gathering. Well it's ok, because there is certainly a next chance for everyone of us to meet up again soon. According to Ellen them, Chin Li and her are going to oversea for further studies soon, kinda feel sad for the future separation of us. haih. Kah Yee and Yi Min planning to study at oversea too. haih, everyone has their own plan for future, I was the only who still step on the same point. Sometimes, I just wish that I could have granted the chance to study at oversea too, as in that time, my family members will be feeling proud of me. However, what to do, my study wasn't that great, and I am not that keen enough in determine my own future road. Well, maybe I should have spent some time for me to seriously think on my own weakness, to think of the reason why I couldn't get a scholarship. sigh, it was my own fault, grandmother stories, forget about it. sigh<br /><br />From here I learn that<br /><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong>ATTITUDE IS EVERYTHING</strong></span><br /></strong></span><span style="font-size:180%;color:#cc33cc;"><strong></strong></span><span style="color:#660000;">I guess I have to improve myself more from this quotes.</span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span><br /><span style="color:#660000;"></span>Not to crap more, pictures show everthing. lol (grab grab. haha thanks to joe ann and the pro CANON camera ^^)<br /><br /><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB_BesRJXI/AAAAAAAACkE/hnsYGyR6dMk/s1600/37399_1459943213538_1082141039_31317495_4810289_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490027609159968114" border="0" alt="" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB_BesRJXI/AAAAAAAACkE/hnsYGyR6dMk/s320/37399_1459943213538_1082141039_31317495_4810289_n.jpg" /></a> it's sad to say, good job to GERMANY. haih</div><div align="center"><div><br /><div><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-3BqLF9I/AAAAAAAACjk/ddqPw4-fLg4/s1600/35850_1459933533296_1082141039_31317455_5711676_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490027429567862738" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-3BqLF9I/AAAAAAAACjk/ddqPw4-fLg4/s320/35850_1459933533296_1082141039_31317455_5711676_n.jpg" /></a> it's sorry to grab this picture, but chia is too cute already ^^<br /><br /><div><div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-lqQD7dI/AAAAAAAACjM/BQ7weofjYjU/s1600/35822_1459929133186_1082141039_31317425_6042367_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 214px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 320px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490027131226549714" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-lqQD7dI/AAAAAAAACjM/BQ7weofjYjU/s320/35822_1459929133186_1082141039_31317425_6042367_n.jpg" /></a> The birthday girls ^^</div><div>HAPPY BIRTHDAY anyway ya!<br /><br /><div><div><div><a href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-kqTjEmI/AAAAAAAACi0/YdP-Z5vUOPE/s1600/35051_1459931613248_1082141039_31317443_6778762_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 352px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 240px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490027114061304418" border="0" alt="" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB-kqTjEmI/AAAAAAAACi0/YdP-Z5vUOPE/s320/35051_1459931613248_1082141039_31317443_6778762_n.jpg" /></a><br /><div><a href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB90f9CX4I/AAAAAAAACis/4JITqXCmyh8/s1600/35051_1459931573247_1082141039_31317442_1986424_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 352px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 239px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490026286648811394" border="0" alt="" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB90f9CX4I/AAAAAAAACis/4JITqXCmyh8/s320/35051_1459931573247_1082141039_31317442_1986424_n.jpg" /></a> A group picture with this UK guy ^^<br /><br /><div><div><div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB9zvc6KPI/AAAAAAAACiU/UyosEI-FHcI/s1600/34486_1459925533096_1082141039_31317411_4949469_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490026273629153522" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB9zvc6KPI/AAAAAAAACiU/UyosEI-FHcI/s320/34486_1459925533096_1082141039_31317411_4949469_n.jpg" /></a> Thanks to joeann for trying to snap so much profile pic for me</div><div>but so sad my eyes are just too SMALL >.< <div><a href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB9y4wF2TI/AAAAAAAACiM/Hp5p8uAyUM8/s1600/34617_1459938813428_1082141039_31317468_779475_n.jpg"><img style="TEXT-ALIGN: center; MARGIN: 0px auto 10px; WIDTH: 320px; DISPLAY: block; HEIGHT: 214px; CURSOR: hand" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5490026258945661234" border="0" alt="" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDB9y4wF2TI/AAAAAAAACiM/Hp5p8uAyUM8/s320/34617_1459938813428_1082141039_31317468_779475_n.jpg" /></a> LIKE LIKE ^^</div><div align="left"></div><div align="left">Last words,<br />It has been around 4 months for me not to meet them already. Well, I still love them, I sincerely hope that they would have a bright future, and they would have a happy life too.</div><div align="left"><br />Oh ya, I am damn sick now, is having a super bad flu. </div><div>Wonder can I skip the work tomorrow? sighh.</div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7769524177976654615?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-89877932855683154632010-07-02T20:43:00.007+08:002010-07-04T00:20:21.383+08:00<span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;">Who am I referring to the girl for this title?<br />of course is me <strong>LEE YING YING.</strong><br />the </span><span style="font-family:trebuchet ms;"><span style="color:#990000;"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">world no.1 most troublesome girl.</span></strong><br /></span><br />Since I was born, I trouble my parents a lot, though they are responsible to do so, they got to take care me whenever I failed something. They are still there to support me whenever I feel depressed with the hardship in my life. I know they love me so much, but I couldn't stop trouble them even now I am already<strong> 18+-year-old</strong> for this year.<br /><br />Besides that, I troubled my friends a lot too.<br />Ya, it was quite true because I always trouble my friends due to my stupid personality, which is being so forgetful for sometimes.<br />Well, to be honest, I'm really not that forgetful in the <strong>past</strong>.<br />However, since the second semester for my Pre-U course have commenced, I started to be forgetful, not to forget the study things, but other personal things that is very important for me. Most of the time, I guess I trouble Yen Link a lot to help me find back my belongings. She even made a card for me in order to just remind me not to be so forgetful in the future. (those who have seen it definitely know about what had happened last time).<br /><br />Since form 5, I have misplaced a very important thing. Well, that was the first time for me to make such an <span style="color:#33ff33;"><strong><span style="color:#33cc00;">unforgivable mistake</span></strong>,</span> which influence my family a lot and a lot. Throughout the years, my family remember this old stories and they will recall it back whenever I have done the same mistakes. Perhaps it has already become some kind of phobia to myself. Yea, that is the part I am afraid the most. It seems to be very <strong><span style="font-size:130%;color:#000000;">frightening</span></strong> if I have repeat the same mistakes, not only one time, but perhaps many more times. I always feel that I have lack of the sense of security if I really forget something, or misplaced something. I will feel that the world is going to reach its end, and maybe something catastrophe is gonna to occur soon. Ya, that's me, I always know about my own problem, but I just couldn't stop this kind of negative thoughts, though I always thought that I am a happy-go-lucky girl. but <strong><span style="font-size:180%;">actually I'm not</span></strong>. sigh. That is also the reason that why I can turn to be so guilty to anyone, or anything. Poh sorry arhh. need you lecture me again. haha, thought that I can be whatever to everything, but just I care too much d. haih<br /><br />As an employee, I made a huge mistakes that trouble my colleague again. Though she also admit that part of it should be her fault, but I am here feeling so guilty to her, because she may need to do more job because of me. Because of me that keep on requested the job from them, she may not feel wanted to pass the job to me, but she is forced to do so. MAYBE. because as what I heard, they are afraid that I will make mistake, so that they never really feel wanted to pass any job for me. sounds sad. :( I am also feeling quite disappointed to myself. My colleague also questioned me about what I was thinking during that time. Well, I really don't no, I thought I'm already very careful to everything I had done. haih. I should have keep on asking her about the step, but I just afraid that they will feel annoyed because of me. haih. <strong><em>There is only a fine line between correct and wrong.</em></strong> So, what to do, mistakes have already been done. What I pray is that I don't lose the trust from them. I'm so sorry. and please forgive me. <strong><em><span style="color:#003300;">Maybe accounts is just not that suitable for me</span></em></strong>, and sorry to trouble them while they are so busying with their on stuff.<span style="color:#00cccc;"> </span><span style="font-size:130%;color:#6666cc;">I know I am always a troublesome girl.</span><br />I shouldn't have mentioned this incident, because I know he will sure blamming himself.<br />Well, his act make me feel uncomfortable and feeling bad as well.<br />If I ever know he will do so, to be so stubborn, I will not tell him I am sick. Not to trouble him so much, just to follow me at the back to search out where am I during that time. Lolx, seriously I don't hope him to do so, <strong>this friend care me too much d. is gonna to explode soon. LOL.</strong> I couldn't stand for too much debt of gratitude, just forgive me.</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8987793285568315463?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-41455104617208331342010-07-01T20:09:00.006+08:002010-07-10T00:22:33.252+08:00 <br />What a bad starting for july. <br />Not only fall sick, but also having a serious injury for my right ear. <br /><p>Arghh, I should be more careful in this morning. Why I so rush to push the stick into the other side of the ear hole? End up the back side of the ear is seriously injured, and pain too. awhhhh >.<</p><p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMTcXe4RI/AAAAAAAAClM/8qfcXNO3Ugk/s1600/DSC09812.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMTcXe4RI/AAAAAAAAClM/8qfcXNO3Ugk/s320/DSC09812.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491942167517520146" /></a> <br /></p><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMSw5JpCI/AAAAAAAAClE/iV5OCa45n2k/s1600/DSC09814.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMSw5JpCI/AAAAAAAAClE/iV5OCa45n2k/s320/DSC09814.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491942155847574562" /></a> <br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMTyAe71I/AAAAAAAAClU/ScmPpJEFaXY/s1600/DSC09816.JPG"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TDdMTyAe71I/AAAAAAAAClU/ScmPpJEFaXY/s320/DSC09816.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5491942173326634834" /></a> <br /> <br />Chao, got to sleep earlier tonight d. <br />Thanks to somebody who infected his cold to me. <br />Kinda hate him alot, because I never expected to fall sick during my working days. <br />And because of him, today become the first day for me to fall since two months ago. <br />Thought that the vaccine I have injected for the past two months can help me get rid of all those flu, but kononnya it doesn't help much. <br />And I guess part of the reason is because I keep on sleep in the air cond room these days. <br />Haih, got to go back my own room d. skin oso dried d. haih <br /> <br />Lastly, I hope my ear hole won't close up. <br />God Bless Me <br />Haih<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4145510461720833134?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-20210239880296148072010-06-30T20:52:00.007+08:002010-06-30T23:56:47.214+08:00~This is a super long post~ AGAIN<br /><br />So fast, half year gone.<br />Time passed so quickly, it seems that just few days ago I've finished my pre-u course.<br />and now, it is july already!! Gosh, couldn't really accept it.<br /><br />To be brief, I am not that OK in this month.<br />Not only mentally, but physically not as good as before too.<br />Let's compare what I've done between May and June.<br />For May, i started to work, and it's actually a great challenge for me because it's my officially first job throughout my life. By the way, when it comes to June, my working days gone smoothly. Nothing big happened, but sometimes, I did make some small mistakes that couldn't been accepted by myself. Perhaps, I prefer to be perfect sometimes. That's why I guess Ms.Chong hates me well because I always care about all those minor mistakes. Let's talk about what happened today, thought that I should be busy in the end of every month, but so sad I'm not, today I feel that I am like a useless employee that just sit at my own place, doing some tasks and purposely extend the time that I use to finish the task. After a while, one day passed, and I actually doesn't do many things. Hmm, I am actually feel sorry to Ms.Chong because I keep on disturbed her for any tasks. What to do, I really cannot let myself sit there and wait for the salary to reach my pocket. I couldn't let myself to rest. and I am really desperate to learn the new account system. Hopes a lot~<br /><br />Sometimes she wonder that why there is no tasks assigned to her, even though she tried to request the task. If there is nothing for her to help, why don't the company reject her application last time? That is my negative feeling, but I guess soon there will be more tasks for me, and I guess I will feel sad for the last week for me to work at there. To be honest, today I feel abit sad because one of the colleague finish his temporary working period and today is his last day. However, I feel comfort because I still manage to talk something with him before he left. Good Luck to your next journey ya, this future priest~<br /><br />Well, I actually love this month well because I got kinda lots of tasks for me to complete everyday. As everyone knows, I don't like to procrastinate, even it is, I seldom procrastinate. Hence, when the works are too much for that particular day, usually I choose to work overtime(don't know will get paid or not laa. haha), just because I scared the height of the document on my desk will go higher and higher. After all, I still managed to finish all, since all of the task is pretty easy for me, what is the toughest is that I got to make sure that I never key in wrongly. It would be pretty scary if I key the info wrongly, because... sometimes we couldn't even cancel our mistakes that had done. Fortunately, with my eye focus to the computer screen every single second, I never did any mistake for the petty cash part. I couldn't let myself done the same mistakes as what I did in the first week of june. I key in the wrong account and at last I have to cancel all the transaction and key in the details.. ALL OVER AGAIN. and when my colleague do the bank reconcilation on the next week, she discover I did a lot of cancellation. Luckily, I never get scolded by her. Thus, from that day onwards, I started to be alert on every petty cash or cheque payment thing. I couldn't allowed myself to do those silly mistakes anymore. Well, I feel this will be a good thing for me, since in future I can learn to be more concentrate, more careful in everything I did.<br /><br />Then, many days have passed until the SUPER MEGA mistake that I had done recently, which is really couldn't been accepted. Well, I just feel speechless to myself, for not being concentrate and focus well on the keyboard that I press on. At that time, I actually wanna press on backspace to delete the previos number that I key wrongly, but I just don't know how come I myself will press on F12. I understand, it's all my careless mistake, I shouldn't have change my eyesight to another place. End up everything gone because F12 means previous, which mean go back the previous screen and every details I key in before are gonna to say sayolala with me. It's really sad for me. REALLY REALLY SAD. :( Seriously, what I feel sad is I have wasted the 1 hour effort because the stupid F12, and the total transactions for me to key in again at that time was actually approximately 400packs. A lot right? that's why, it is really the most stupid mistake that shouldn't have made by everyone, and I am the one who do the mistake ..NOW. haih, end up that day I got to do overtime until 8 o'clock again. However, to be frank, I enjoy the feeling of working overtime. ohh forgive me.. :P<br /><br />Besides, the relationship for my colleague and me improve well too. Though that stupid James keep on shooting me, but I know he never want to mean it. Everyone of them does care of me. Though sometimes when they are busy, they are actually scary. Lol is ok, I don't hope that I will get closer and closer with them, but as long as they don't hate me, then I feel satisfied d. Not to forget, one of my pregnant colleague gave a birth on the last thursday. On the next day, we went to Assunta hospital to have a look on her and the baby girl. The baby is so so so cute. First time for me to see a new life, crying in front of me. So CUTE~ My colleague shares to me about the moment she delivers the baby. Though scary, but I actually look forward to the day I turned to become a mother in future, perhaps, I need 8 more years gua~ lolx. bite me! By the way, this visit let me understand that it's not that easy for a baby to reach to this world. Our dearest mom sacrifice alot!<br /><br />Hmm, besides the working part for June, I actually enjoyed the month with many friends that I seldom meet nowadays.(thanks to my dad, because he went to tibet for two weeks. haha..sorry my dad, but to be frank, everytime u went to oversea, I feel that I can FLY.haha sorry ya!) Yet, I realised all my goal for the month, such as hang out with form-3 bestie, with my lao pos', with my college dear, and also with my family as well. But I am actually feel sad because I never managed to took picture with them, for the every single outing of us. haih.<br /><br />Well, let me recall back.. erm, actually, I went alot of places in this month. and of course, I spent alot of my salary too. T.T, who can sponsor me har?<br />Apart from the place in klang, I actually went to Cheras Pasar Malam, located at Taman Connaught, for the first time. and I am with them, I mean my form-3 besties. haha, and kinda happy because they are willing to pick me up at somewhere near my working place and send me back home that night. Though some small accident happen, but it really doesn't matter because all of us are sticks together again. Well, due to the heavy(afternoon) and severe downpour for the whole day, so end up there is only few stall open during that night. But it's ok because I need not to squeeze with other people. Also, I met my colleague at that night, and he keeps on inviting me to his christian fellowship gathering, which will be held on the next week of that day. To be honest I never feel wanted to attend that event because I feel I am not prepared enough to know more about Christian. Some how, I am not that actuation as my sister. Seriously I need some time to really think about religion things. For now, I am still a typical buddhist. Guess so~<br /><br />Just one day after, I decided to meet Shayne, and live at her house for one night. haha is hotel actually, because her room's decoration is so nice. so comfortable and so warmth to overnight at her house. Before that, Shayne and Carol came my office and pick me up and we went to one of the japanese restaurant located in Jaya One there. I shared with them about my story and Shayne share the INTI news to us. Basically Carol just sit there, listen to everything I say because I really got a lot of things to tell them. What to do, so many things happened in my life recently, including a stupid fish who suddenly intrude to my life. lolx. By the way, I did a bad thing on that night, I have let them wait for me until 8 o'clock, and this was the first time for me to stay till so late because of the unfinished tasks. Some time I wish that my colleague can pass the task for me earlier, I mentioned again, just sometimes, so that insteads of the time I do filing, I can use the time to complete the more urgent thing. But, it's still ok, because I still can do it on the next day, that's why I give up at last, and I procrastinate. haih.<br />After we sent carol back to Subang there, Shayne sent me back to her house and we actually have a very nice pillow talk till 2a.m. something. We talk for everything, and I guess our friendship have stepped into another level. I really treasure my friendship with her and carol. love them.<br /><br />One week after, I went to her house, again. This time, Shayne brought me to Evon mother's stall and we have our dinner there, and the dishes are so damn nice, especially the tom yam. you know, I was hoping for another dinner at that stall, since it is affordable and nice. <strong>Shayne, I am waiting for your final to reach it's end. Study hard ya my dear!</strong><br />After the dinner, we have actually went to <span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>OUG Pasar Malam</strong></span> together. This was the second time for me to go there. I still remember that the first time I went there with ChuShi, Carol, and Shayne, after the "2012" movie. Then, we overnight together at ChuShi house.(Well, kinda feel sad because now ChuShi's house do not have enough room for us to overnight anymore. haih, It's ok, we still have Carol's house. haha ^^). We bought some earings at pasar malam there, and Shayne has actually encouraged me to wear the Onion ring shape's earings, but I reacts funny and made her laugh alot. I know, just give me some time to get use to it with that big circle earings kay? Well, now I am actually pretty get use to it with different type of earings d, just that I feel bad because each time i put in the earings or took out the earings from the ear hole, my ears are bleeding. I guess one day my ears are going to rot soon. T.T<br /><br />On the next day, Shayne send me back to the office again, oops, her brother was actually the driver of that morning. Hmm, his car.. what to say, first time for me to sit this type of sports car, excited yet feeling worried with the "onion ring" with me on that morning. I had my breakfast at Old Town Kopitiam together with her family. Just to say thanks to her family for treating me the breakfast on that day. Thanks a lot~ ^^<br /><br />Oh ya, not to forget that I had actually went for <span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>bak kut teh</strong></span> twice in this month, first time with boomboomchacha, and the second time with yenlink only. And because of yenlink's and boon's special eating habits, I am the one who almost finish the whole bowl of pork. Arghh, hate them because they set me up! they took this chance to let me gain more fat. Arghhh.. Hmm forgive me. k la k la they have actually eat abit,<strong> ABIT</strong> only.<br /><br />While YenLink are going to Langkawi with her A2 gangs, boon and I went to <span style="color:#3333ff;"><strong>Aeon Bukit Tinggi</strong></span> together. Well just to hang kai kai because life would be super boring if we don't find something to do. Hmm I drive for that day, first time for me to drive there. seriously. But then actually I have drive to Banting before, just that this is the first time for me to drive without my family members monitoring me. We have our dinner at there and I'm pretty enjoy the moment with her because our mouth open non-stop since I pick her up at her house. That's what best friend to be alike right? Always have inexhaustible topic even long time for us not to hang out together. By the way, I guess I'm the one who always creates inexhaustible chat topic.haha. Well, thanks to my dear boon, if she never alert me, I don't know that there is still a watch shop over there that sell the acceptable price for watches. Yet, I managed to buy a watch for my mom, as the present to thank her for sending me to bus stop everyday.(and of course, for her belated mother's day present^^)<br /><br />Actually I did go to Aeon on the first week of this month with yenlink too. However, I just managed to buy a new shirt for my own, and we spend approximately one hour at there, just to buy some shirts for us in PADINI. okay. what to do, I will buy more shirts especially when there is a Sale. haha, forgive me if you feel that I am always trying to get thing on the cheap.<br /><br />Oops almost forgot Carol's birthday.<br />However, that day morning I atcually woke up in the early in the morning.<br />and causes yenlink in trouble. Well, I am really feel sorry to her.<br />and thanks to her help as well. If not, I guess I would have against the traffic rules, or perhaps, kena tangkap by the traffic police.<br />After I takes back my thing from the office, she send me back to klang and we have actually have <span style="color:#3333ff;">bak kut teh</span> as our breakfast, feel full and it's cheap, one person just costs RM7.50 only.<br />Then, she send me back home, and because that my mom went to singapore already, I have to wash my own shirts. Arghh. bek cek bek cek. But I'm glad because wash clothes helps me sweats too. haha. After I took bath, I straight drive to <strong><span style="color:#3333ff;">Sunway Pyramid</span></strong> and meet Carol and Shayne there, to celebrate Carol's birthday together..^^ I am sorry to tell you guys that I have actually made an emergency break while I am driving along the federal highway. I am not purposely to do so but it happens out of sudden. That time I was thinking to cut into the middle lane from the third lane, but at the same time one kancil is cutting from the first lane to the middle lane. And when I knew I am certainly couldn't manage to cut lane, I focus back to my own lane. However, at the time I focus back to my own lane, the car in front already break for a long time, since there is an accident happened in the front..One old man actually died at there because he was trying to cross the highway. ohh, I am really sorry. R.I.P ya.. to the old man.<br /><br />Hmm, back to Carol's birthday. Actually we went to the cinema there and watch the movie called <strong><span style="color:#6633ff;">"Sex and The City 2".</span></strong> Well the movie is actually not bad, and I went there just for laugh since I remembered that boon told me that it is actually a nice movie to watch. Ok this movie is really a 18PL movie. haha, from the way the actress talk and their gesture. ok not to say more. Just go and watch it, if you have exceed 18 years old. hahaha lolx.<br />After the movie, we went to a cake restaurant called ZEN and buy 3 pieces of cake for each of us, since I guess three of us are certainly couldn't finish the RT cake. We have a small chat at there and we took some photo together too. Is waiting for Shayne to post all the photo in facebook. haha<br />After that, Carol left earlier and Shayne and I continue to chat at there. At around 5p.m., we say goodbye to each other and drive back to our own house. By the way, I still want to wish my dear CAROL HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!<br /><br />What else left? guess nothing already.<br />Oh just now i did mentioned a fish intrude to my life recently right?<br />ya he is actually one of my colleague that helps me alot in the working time.<br />Thanks alot to him, and I am hungry now, because he suddenly drag me to snowflakes with him just now, and causes me feel full and not eating dinner today. but seriously I AM SUPER HUNGRY NOW :(<br /><br />and is pretty guilty for this month because she is like never excercise as many as in what she did in the past months. She is feeling bad to herself now because she thought she can lose weight after she works in PJ, but she is not at all, no gain no lose. T.T<br /><br />Bye bye, JUNE~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2021023988029614807?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-61471140112951176572010-06-28T20:10:00.005+08:002010-06-29T21:42:53.746+08:00最近，蔷薇对她来说，很深刻。。<br />同时也发现，不同的花原来都可以形容她此时此刻的处境<br />星期六当晚，她做了错事，她发表了一段自白<br /><br /><br /><blockquote><span style="color:#9999ff;"><strong>蔷薇终究也想要摆脱武装自己的刺，但是太多人想要“采摘”它了，它又迫不得已地将自己武装起，其实它希望真的喜欢它的人能更好好的珍惜它，×有时候×，它憎恨那些伤人心的冷嘲热讽～</strong></span><br /></blockquote><br />但是却没有想到延伸的是同时伤害了好友的心<br />老实说，当时把自己喻为蔷薇的她，<span style="color:#000000;">没想到却引来好朋友的</span><span style="color:#ff6600;">道歉 </span><br /><strong><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">这，其实不是她想要的。。</span></em></strong><br />但，因为他们的道歉，她哭了，她内疚到要命，而且<br />她发现，原来她的朋友们听不出她的弦外之音<br />她与一位新认识的朋友通电话，<br />告诉他她当时的心情，<br />事实上，她想要在那段自白说表达的是她自己当时的处境，<br />她想要叙述自己的心情，<em>告诉大家她害怕因为星期五晚上的那件事情，她又要再一次承受冷嘲热讽，</em> 而且，她受够了以前一直被人讽刺的自己，<br />受够一次又一次地重复她那个不好，这个不好，她希望身边的人更能看到她的心，<br />其实真的很。。<strong><span style="color:#33ff33;">脆弱</span></strong>～<br /><br />其实，当时她觉得自己对近几天生活上说发生的问题感到很难过，<br />星期五的那个犯错，让她怀疑自己，怀疑自己是否真的很差劲<br />进而情绪上有些不稳，再加上她的胡思乱想，认定自己那么坚决的拒绝好朋友的邀请，<br />铁定会令朋友们感到不满，<strong><span style="color:#ffcc66;">她害怕，她内疚，她难过。</span></strong><br />本来没事的，因为朋友的道歉，让她更加想不开。更难过<br />她不想要因为自己的一段自白，搞到多年友谊，从此产生摩擦，<br />也罢，朋友的道歉激起了她心中的不悦<br />再想想，她有时真的很不爽，被朋友们一起夹攻的感觉，很无奈，很无言<br />尽管她这么写可能会换来身边人的不悦，但她不管了～<br />有时候，她也很希望至少有个朋友可以在她被夹攻时，支持一下她。我强调，是在朋友堆里～<br /><strong><span style="color:#ff9900;">每次她被夹攻时，她总觉得很孤独，很无助</span></strong>，是真的～<br />她恨的是，为什么每每攻防战里，输的永远是她，就算是赢，也总是因为别人的迁就才获得胜利，<br />难道她真的有那么差，那么一文不值吗？<br />别忘了，她真的很好胜，她最讨厌的是，多次一起出去的出游中，<br />最后她总是哭了？有没有想过，这会是什么原因呢？因为她根本就是一个天生的汉堡包吧<br />但是她强调，她绝对不是公主，绝对绝对不是。<br /><br />不要在她哭了还去安慰她，因为这样让她觉得自己真的很没有用，很失败<br />她很在乎，在乎因为狗，因为身无空文时，让她的朋友们，有更多的机会看到她哭，<br />是的，她怕狗，那又怎样？？每个人都有自己怕的事物，为什么怕狗就是罪？<br />再说，她只是害怕热情的狗，看到野狗，她没有行为很夸张那就好了不是吗？<br />而且，别忘了，你，你，或是你，说不定也有害怕的东西，<br />只是，为什么永远，永远被人嘲笑的就是自己？<br />怎么不看别人嘲笑他们怕这个怕那个呢？<br />不过，她还是很<span style="color:#ff0000;">感激</span>，朋友们都了解，也很疼她，所以都会保护她，为此，她是感到很欣慰的～<br /><br />这种害怕被攻击的感觉，自从今年年初新年时，就慢慢萌生了，只是她一直都没有说。<br />所幸，她的有些朋友还是蛮通情达理的<br />有时，当你看到她突然很累的时候，其实，她倦了，厌倦了被人集体围攻的感觉，<br />所以她宁可保持沉默，因此显得更加无精打采，<br />她知道，朋友们并不会想要在一起出去玩时看到这样的她<br />但是她没有办法在受伤后，还要勉为其难的笑起来, 还要在那边无所谓这个，无所谓那个～<br /><br />从小，无论她做了什么事情，不论好事或坏事 ，换来的大多数都是被周遭人的冷嘲热讽，<br />偶然会获得一点肯定，才好不容易找到那么一点点的自信心<br />她一点都不坚强，她很爱哭，小事就哭了，<br />内疚，她哭，<br />令人不满，她哭，<br />其实这都是以前的事了，近来，她只会因为内疚心理的作祟，才会缓缓地流下几滴眼泪，<br />因为她最讨厌的事情，就是给身边的人带来麻烦<br />她永远也<span style="color:#66ff99;">没有办法做到<br /></span><br /><span style="color:#ffcccc;"><strong>把别人对自己的好当成理所当然。</strong></span><br /><br />她知道，<span style="font-size:130%;color:#ffcc00;"><strong>她不是这种人</strong></span>。<br /><br />有时她累了，就把事情埋在心底了<br />或许她习惯了，习惯了这些<strong><span style="color:#999900;">连贯性的疲劳轰炸</span></strong>，所以她索性不理<br />因为随着岁月的增长，她知道她不能把自己所有的心思曝露出来<br />星期五的犯错，让她很害怕，很彷徨，<br />同时她也意识到自己的问题了，归根究底<br />她害怕，害怕总有一天，她会失去所有生命中对她最重要的人<br /><br />不知道是不是承受过，所以她一直都想要很小心奕奕地去处理每件事情，<br />可是无论如何，她没有一次不会带给他人麻烦<br />每次，都要身边的人来帮她收拾烂摊子，<br />她很内疚，因为她似乎都没有办法报答帮她的人<br />而是接二连三的麻烦事，<br />她很讨厌这样的自己<br />她多么希望可以不需要麻烦自己身边的人，她想要帮助别人，而不是依赖他人，<br />因为她也很想要独立些，她想要自己学会解决自己的事情<br />朋友们，当需要援手时，请不要吝啬地麻烦她好吗？<br /><br />她不喜欢当<strong><span style="color:#ff0000;">蔷薇</span></strong>，奈何在这种环境下长大的她不得不当蔷薇，<br />时时刻刻防着身边的人，有什么好的？<br />虽然目前她也可以被形容成<span style="color:#ff9966;"><strong>野花</strong></span>，<br />无时无刻被践踏，不论是很伤人心，或不伤人心的，<br />但是她依然还可以顽强的抬起头来～<br />因为野百合也有春天<br /><br />她都习惯了，因为五年前，她的确是这么走过来的<br />其实，她更希望自己可以当一朵耀眼的<strong><span style="color:#ff99ff;">牡丹花</span></strong>～<br /><br />蔷薇终究会愈合，但是她需要时间，因为目前她的内心真的真的很矛盾，<br />她也很烦恼自己的将来，她真的很讨厌现在的自己，<br />她觉得自己现在所做的一切，真的真的好龌鹾。<br />老实说，一切源自于她那内疚的心，她那忧心忡忡的女人症候群～<br /><br />这是第一次，也是最后一次了，<br />这次，她把所有不开心都释放出来<br />她不想要收藏，也不想再因为这件事而伤神了<br /><br />没有了，从现在开始，烦恼都没了<br />她笑了，她终于勇敢地道出自己的心声，<br />她会学会，<br />豁达一点，<br />她终究也想要开开心心的当一个<strong><span style="color:#ffcc00;">太阳花</span></strong>，<br />听朋友说，太阳花比较可爱，不懂是真是假？<br /><br />蔷薇会慢慢愈合的，别担心～<br />她还是很开朗的～<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6147114011295117657?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-86308567756256668762010-06-27T21:53:00.003+08:002010-06-30T20:50:25.241+08:00原以为她可以很坚强<br />原以为她可以很独立<br />原以为自己是个很自信的人<br />原以为她可以抵抗别人的闲言闲语<br />别人的冷嘲热讽<br /><br />一直以来，<br />她都很想要变强<br />她很好胜，不肯认输，<br />因为她不想要再当五年以前的那个<br />任人欺负，任人玩弄的人<br /><br />你不知道，<br />她心里其实一直渴望可以有个简单的人生<br />但某些原因<br />迫使她不得不想尽办法去争强好胜<br />从而变得有些傲慢<br />但傲慢归傲慢，她从来都没有说看不起任何人<br />她看不起的，就只有那些不求上进的人。。<br />因为不求上进，正是往日的她<br />她真的很看不起那个往日的她<br />如果时间从来，她想要扭曲一切，宁愿不要现在的自己了<br />但是她了解，日子还是得过，<br />所以她从来没有说想要结束生命或是什么的话，<br />她珍惜身边的人和事物，<br />不想错过一切的可能<br />～写到这里，她觉得如果有一天她不再对身边的事物感到热情<br />那或许是现时的社会，已经开始荼毒了她～<br /><br />可笑的是，现在的他发现自己原来真的就是那么一文不值<br />她时常觉得在好朋友堆里，自己永远都很差，<br />性格也不比他们好<br />她虽然表面看起来很自信<br />但是其实这些都只是她佯装起来后的外表<br />其实她的内心很孤独，很寂寞<br />她也很彷徨<br />玩笑的背后，最能让她引以为傲的<br />就是他们认为他所谓的骄人的成绩吧<br />事实上，她自己也是那么认为的<br />因为她很白目，能有几个多年来一直支持她的好朋友们的加持<br />一直是她摆脱自卑心理的一股动力。<br /><br />她很吵闹<br />说话很大声<br />腿又很粗，（犹记得，中四时鼓足勇气想要穿裙去补习，第一次想要尝试穿牛仔裙，可是呢，换来的是好朋友听来的一个男同学的冷嘲热讽，说还是别穿好，因为她的腿很像大象。自此，她没有再穿过那件裙了，可是每每她整理自己的衣橱时，就会想起当时的事。）<br />对于自己的身材，她还是觉得很自卑，尽管她知道其实她只是属于肉肉型的女生<br />不过那位同学的话，真的有少少伤了她的心，毕竟，当时那件裙要70多令吉咯。<br />我不记仇，但是这件事实在是太刻骨铭心了<br /><br />她没有想到，<br /><br />原来<br />她真的很差劲<br /><br />~写不下去了，干脆一次过发表吧～<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8630856775625666876?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-42538506382762274692010-06-27T01:43:00.003+08:002010-06-27T21:45:37.669+08:00偶然看到一个正在UM就读的旧朋友的大学生活照<br />真的令我觉得很羡慕<br />或许我真的不够放<br />不能怪，是自己的错，拿捏得不好，<br />在加上那所谓的“传统”，和什么“世俗礼仪”<br />所以预科班时只是成天围绕着一群女生朋友（其实我的班就是不知道为什么男生女生没有很要好，咳）<br />但是那个旧朋友在本地大学的生活却那么的多姿多彩<br />不论男女，都相处得很好<br />其实我真的很向往这样的生活<br />一霎那，我好希望自己能进入金宝的UTAR就读<br />因为，那边讲华语的人多吗<br />不知道为什么，会觉得有点亲切<br />很喜欢一大班朋友一起出去吃饭，出去游玩的那种感觉<br />喜欢20多个人挤一间房间的感觉<br />或许一起玩闹，嬉戏<br />这种大学生涯是我所希望的<br />无奈，我的选择竟然是商科<br />因为如此我才放弃了读STPM的选择<br />选择了私立大学（搞到两头不到岸，很穷，所以务必努力读书）<br />但是现在想想，倘若当时我积极争取那个我应该争取的本地预科班的一席位<br />现在可能也像那个旧朋友，<br />有那么开心的大学生涯吧？<br />当然我没有说INTI生活不好，<br />只是我很贪心啦，<br />看到元龄真的跟班上的同学打成一片（佩雯也很伤心吧？班上都是女生～）<br />而且还没有什么男女之分<br />当然只是朋友。。我强调只是朋友的那种玩闹。<br />感觉真的会很好，<br />我并不是说我班男生不好什么的，<br />只是想抱怨一声，为什么我们班就不能男生女生一起去吃lunch?<br />对不起，或许我失言了<br />但是我还是向往那种生活<br />在过一个月半，当我结束在konica minolta的工作后<br />就要前往我的Sunway Uni就读了<br />到时候还要住在那里<br />不过我肯定要参加一些社团了<br />因为，我觉得社团里才可以找到更多志同道合的朋友瓜？<br />我也要拿捏放的程度<br />不能太放，也不能太紧绷<br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">我希望我可以拥有一个像那位旧朋友一样的美好大学生涯！</span></strong><br /><strong><span style="font-size:180%;">也很期待！</span></strong><br />～希望我的班不会太多人～（这是朋友说的，太多同学的班里会分很多派lolx）<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4253850638276227469?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-277615357185911632010-06-27T00:34:00.003+08:002010-06-30T20:40:41.428+08:00现在是6月27日凌晨12时三十五分<br /><br />希望你们会看<br />其实，他近期觉得有些emo<br />朋友说，发生在他身上的事都很夸张<br />是吗？他疑惑。。或许吧？<br />但是他一直努力地为他的人生写下一些重要的回忆<br />因为他知道生命可贵，<br />他不想要错过摆在眼前的一切机会<br />尽管他有时有点懒<br />机会摆在眼前却又不好好把握<br />到机会飘远后<br />才赫然回首，<br />那人却在灯火阑珊处<br />也警惕自己要对身边的人好，<br /><br />有吗？他有吗？他希望身边的人都不会觉得他不好<br />他不希望带麻烦给身边的人，无论是家人，或好友<br />环境因素让<br />朋友也说，他很小姐？确定吗？<br /><br />他一直以为大家都把他当男生看<br />因为在男生眼里，至少是自己身边的男性朋友眼里，<br />他。。就是一个男生。<br /><br />所以，他不会有一些女生应该有的待遇？<br />他知道当他把这篇章发表后，<br />换来的或许还是冷嘲热讽，但是<br />这次，他想要把自己心思统统宣泄出来～<br />尽管或许会伤害一些人<br />他还是想要发出着无声的呐喊<br /><br />~也很懒了，一起上吧～lolx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-27761535718591163?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-47435941685270100412010-06-26T19:31:00.006+08:002010-06-27T23:20:24.820+08:00sometimes, i act strong in front of you all.<br /><br />Though my appearance does show that I am a "sampat" person that don't really care about the criticise from others.<br /><br />But, I do scare,<br /><br />because when everytime I treats all this kind of jokes like "never mind", or whatsoever, I feel all those friends are feeling that they can cross the line. Eventually popped out something that is more hurt. Though sometimes I will feel unhappy, but what can I do? Quarrel with them? Or fight back? I guess those who know me well should know that I care of my friend's feeling, so seriously it would be impossible for me to hurt someone. I can swear I never ever want to hurt anyone. I'm always remember one of my guys friend keep on advicing not to worry that much, treat every bad things that happened in our life as normal things, just reply a words- whatever is enough to stop all the stupid anxious feeling. However, my heart is fergile.. sometimes I need love from my friend. the love as in care for me more, but not to shoot me more. Don't think that I'm strong enough. I do, hope that there would be a day, i don't care it is only one day that my friend won't shoot me.<br /><br />Some how, what I care is the words from my best friend. Those friend that not so close with me, I don't care much. you know, I am not a superwoman, I need to rest too. Guilty feeling embrace me for a long time. I'm always feeling bad when all my friends treat me well, though guilty, I was hoping them to treat me well, as in don't shoot me more. Although they feel my attitude, my personality deserves to get shoot by them. However, I am actually wanted to be serious sometimes. I couldn't stand up with all those shooting things, for EVERYTIME. I am actually getting fed up with it. That's why sometimes I don't like to just go out with many people, but just you and me. Because I'm a person that don't wanna to lose, when two people shooting me together, or even more, it makes me feel tired. Though I feel wanna to fight back, I'm tired to do so. I noticed that I started to feel so since the beginning of the year.<br /><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;"><strong>Forgive me</strong>,</span></span> these days I am really feel emo with everything happened.<br />Lots of thing makes me feel exhausted, and stressed.<br />My friend should understand that I'm the one who easily feel guilty on every things<br />I think alot.<br />I know, I really know about all my own problems.<br />That's why I am telling the truth, I'm having a dilemma now.<br />I don't like this current Ying Ying<br />I cry and I do hate this bad Ying Ying.<br /><br />this time, she is feeling tired,<br />and guess all of her friends started to hate her. sob think alot again.<br />I know I'm bad, I'm sorry<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4743594168527010041?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-42530034645210009132010-06-20T20:46:00.001+08:002010-06-20T20:48:39.913+08:00<div align="center">Can't believe that I have cooked..for the first time..</div><div align="center">for the WHOLE FAMILY.</div><div align="center">by the way</div><div align="center">Daddy, hope you enjoy the dinner I cooked for you just now.</div><div align="center"><span style="font-size:180%;color:#ff0000;"><strong>I love you!</strong></span></div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center">and </div><div align="center"> </div><div align="center"><strong><span style="font-size:180%;color:#33ff33;">HAPPY FATHER's DAY!!</span></strong></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4253003464521000913?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-3435121942101164402010-06-05T21:41:00.001+08:002010-06-05T21:44:30.057+08:00<p>我发现</p><p>还是读书最好</p><p>至少读书时，我可以有一个想要努力的目标</p><p>现在，工作了</p><p>却发现能够读书是一种福气</p><p>至少不会像现在那么的悠哉悠哉</p><p>也不会一直地胡思乱想了</p><p>咳~</p><p><br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-343512194210116440?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-5615356175695665512010-05-30T15:05:00.006+08:002010-05-30T15:59:50.860+08:00<div align="center"><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPZsd8_gI/AAAAAAAACgk/aE0CTUSN8ws/s1600/DSC09255.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRoBe6WfI/AAAAAAAAChk/YruD19yIQcs/s320/DSC09347.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959476126472690" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: left;">This weekends is wonderful!!<br />I feel I am really a good petrol-wasted person..<br />What to do, my brother so "good" and force me to drive for him. Looks like he already forgive me for the past things. But, I guess without him accompanying me, I won't have the chance to drive out alone by using his car d~ haih<br /><br />It has been 4 days continuously for me to drive out and wet<br />but most of the time I am with my family only.<br />No matter what happened, family is always my first choice. sorry my friends.<br />For Thursday night, I drive out alone for the first time after two weeks for not being driving at all. and, I have realised my plan that I set so many years ago. Yeah, I have pierce my ear, and now I can't wait to buy the different types of earings, that can makes me prettier. hahahahha. forgive me > . <<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAISBYBf_oI/AAAAAAAACh8/DuJ1UkBhB_0/s1600/DSC09395.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAISBYBf_oI/AAAAAAAACh8/DuJ1UkBhB_0/s320/DSC09395.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959911673855618" border="0" /></a><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAISB8O7BvI/AAAAAAAACiE/qVpjGjeLOlI/s1600/DSC09418.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAISB8O7BvI/AAAAAAAACiE/qVpjGjeLOlI/s320/DSC09418.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959921393829618" border="0" /></a><br />>.< So here comes to discuss about the movie, "Prince of Persia" I am curious why my friends will tell me that this movie is only about the first 20 minutes and last 10 minutes. Now, I realised kononnya that the plot is make up like that, where a person can went back to the past when he press the dagger. Ok, What to say is I didn't really feel impressed on the good image effects of the movie, because I did expected alot of something greater than what have shown in the movie. I have played the game before, that's why I feel not that satisfied. But overall, it's one of the good movie in 2010. Really~ <br /><br />Before we went to Sunway Pyramid, I have actually drive my bro to my working place and have a look on it, and to be frank, it is the first time for me to pass the roundabout in front of the sinchewjitpoh. Now I think I am confident enough to cross the roundabout edi. I hope that I got the chance to drive alone to the company within the three months of working days. Now the things i can do is to prove to my dad that i can drive. But how sad to say just now I just send my dad, and for the whole journey, he keep on criticise about my driving skill. haih, i am ok, but one day I want him to be proud on me! <br /><br />I had brought my bro to snowflakes as well. Luckily he still love the dessert over there, and he is not the oldest people that went there for dessert, so should be happy right? LOL forgive me. So yesterday, both of us again went out to Empire Shopping Gallery at Subang to have a tour. The empire hotel is amazing. Ohh, someone please bring me there when they launched the hotel and spend me to overstay at the hotel there pleaseeee~~ That's all about my weekends. LA LA LA~<br /><br />Out of sudden, I miss the college life with my INTI babes. I feel I am gradually becoming a stupid person because I never study, never read any book since I graduated from foundation studies. haih time passed. Though working life is great, but i miss the happy memories with A2 student. forgive me~<br /><br />By the way, forgive me for not really care about my grammar mistakes, and broken english as well. sorry!! and Iam guilty, because I never exercise for this week!!!! fat please leave me~</div></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-561535617569566551?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-68845786480552931422010-05-29T11:40:00.022+08:002010-05-30T15:57:49.580+08:00<div style="text-align: justify;">Some of you may feel confused that why I wrote the title with chinese, but end up wrote the post with english. It is because I feel this title really suits to my feeling now.<br /></div><br />I guess everyone of you are thinking that where am I now,<br />and I am here to apologise that I have abandoned this blog for so many days.<br />Yea, I have been working in a company in petaling jaya for three weeks already, and the experience, the opportunities that granted for me is so great and valuable~Yet, 5 trips of bus per day really makes me feel exhausted. (Please let me complain abit k?)<br /><br /><p align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRnj-XMQI/AAAAAAAAChc/KsrqHUAILSc/s1600/DSC09256.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 215px; height: 286px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRnj-XMQI/AAAAAAAAChc/KsrqHUAILSc/s320/DSC09256.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959468205322498" border="0" /></a>Hi everyone I am actually curi tulang now~haha</p><p align="center"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 213px; height: 284px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRoooYNcI/AAAAAAAAChs/mT8WXkKj9GI/s320/DSC09373.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959486635161026" border="0" /></p><p align="center"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRo1QAH9I/AAAAAAAACh0/ZBxr-cY3Kk0/s1600/DSC09378.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 182px; height: 243px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIRo1QAH9I/AAAAAAAACh0/ZBxr-cY3Kk0/s320/DSC09378.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476959490022580178" border="0" /></a></p><p align="center">Am I looks like an office lady? hope so~</p><p style="text-align: left;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPZsd8_gI/AAAAAAAACgk/aE0CTUSN8ws/s1600/DSC09255.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPZsd8_gI/AAAAAAAACgk/aE0CTUSN8ws/s320/DSC09255.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476957030943882754" border="0" /></a></p><p style="text-align: center;">My beloved working place, messy right?yaa. i have many documents file around me~~</p>Although all my colleague treat me nicely, but I feel not that happy actually, because all of them treat me as leng mui only. What to do, for them I am really too young, since we have at least a 10 year gap between each other. However, I still hope that they can see my capabilities in handle the task that they assigned to me.<br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="font-family: georgia;font-size:100%;" >I know, my colleague and I would never be friends, but a daddy and a daughter, a mommy and a daughter, or a brother and sister only.Sounds sad right? but what to do, it is a good experience for me to improve my relationship skill with people from different generation.</span><br /></div><br /><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">Please let me to show off my courage for this moment</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">yea, I feel I am so brave nowadays. Can you imagine the feeling of walking in the highway?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Have you tried before?</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I guess few people like me are brave enough to do such a stupid act that put the life in such danger way. In order to chase the bus that go back to klang in front, I get off from the bus (petaling bus) and quickly walk towards the bus in front.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Nevertheless, I had neglected that all forms of the transport is still slowly plying on the highway. So, in the midst of the crowd, I was being horned by so many car driver, as well as the motorcyclist in the other lane.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Some of them even open the car window and shout at me, "ah moi, mau mati kah?"</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I am quite scared at that time, but my mind just focus on the bus in front, I know it is a dangerous decision to chase the bus.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">At last, I managed to get on the bus. I am always like this, a super degil person</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Besides, I have done something crazy as well.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">All of my colleague scold me deeply for my childish action.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">That is, I walked from the federal highway to company for last few days.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">All my colleague said that I am so childish and never really understand the situation in petaling jaya, whereby you can get robbed for anytime when you walk alone for such a long distance.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">For me, I don't want to waste my time to wait for the bus. That's why I choose to walk.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Though I know it's dangerous. I swear I will protect myself because I appreciate the body and soul that given by GOD</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Hmm, I got to really think about my weakness thoroughly.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I feel I am not that mature, I have to really work hard!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">~~~~~~~</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">You guys may be questioning that what the title of this post means.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">It's a long grandmother story.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">For this three weeks, I have been doing something wrong according to my instinct.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I thought the feeling is so true that I really found what I want.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">However, after two weeks of the discovery, I found that I was wrong actually, and I have scolded myself deeply, saying that why I am so so so stupid that I can act something without really think about the possible consequences.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Seems I have forgotten that PJ is such a new environment for me,</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I shouldn't let myself so easily to get well along with all the people at here.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">I know being sociable is one of my strength and something that GOD granted to me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">But, it is not applicable in such a new environment for me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">Control yourself!</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: georgia;">and please do remember,</span></span><span style="font-family: georgia;font-size:100%;" ><span> disaster emanates from careless talk.</span></span><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">.</span><br /></span><p style="text-align: left; font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">However, from now onwards, I really learned a lesson.</span></p><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span><div style="text-align: center; font-family: georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPZMcPT1I/AAAAAAAACgU/YnTP9IuR_Ho/s1600/DSC09133.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPZMcPT1I/AAAAAAAACgU/YnTP9IuR_Ho/s320/DSC09133.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476957022346760018" border="0" /></a>sorry for act cute~</span></div><div style="font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><div style="font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPYeJ1k7I/AAAAAAAACgM/sYEWfpeqeXg/s1600/DSC09131.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/TAIPYeJ1k7I/AAAAAAAACgM/sYEWfpeqeXg/s320/DSC09131.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476957009921545138" border="0" /></a>I know I am ugly for this picture~</span></div><div style="font-family: georgia;" align="center"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></div><span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: georgia;">Bye, the crazy May'10~</span></span><p></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6884578648055293142?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-62397594988236052222010-05-22T22:22:00.002+08:002010-05-28T22:49:34.294+08:00今天，听到一个很惊人的消息<br /><br />她是多么可爱的baby<br />但是天意弄人<br />只看了这个世界不到一个月<br />她离开了<br />呱呱坠地不到三天<br />便发现<br />身体发育情况严重出现问题<br />或许是上天给这个小生命的试炼，<br />但尽管如此<br />动了手术，她还是夭折，往生了。。<br />真的真的为她感到不值<br />为什么为什么会这样，<br />不知道，或许冥冥中自有安排吧？<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S__XlMmWhWI/AAAAAAAACfs/26eK1GWEFz0/s1600/kang+en.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S__XlMmWhWI/AAAAAAAACfs/26eK1GWEFz0/s320/kang+en.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476332705943029090" border="0" /></a><br />试想想<br />一个小婴孩<br />出生不到三天<br />身上就插上不计其数的插管来维持那脆弱的生命<br />还需要在那么小的躯体上动手术<br />听了真的感到很鼻酸，<br />同人不同命，是真的？<br />我真的彻底领悟这些了<br />再想想，她的母亲是多么的哀痛<br />我真的不知道要如何写，如何形容她母亲的遭遇<br />是多么的苦，我真的写不出，好空白，好空<br />但是我祈祷，祈祷康恩下一世可以投个好人家<br />可以快快乐乐地活下去<br />祝福她，还有吴老师~<br /><br />吴老师，请务必坚强，坚强的活下去<br />人各有命，你不准自责，不准心存内疚<br />因为你没有亏欠她什么<br />而且不论妳遇到任何困难，<br />家人朋友的肩膀永远为妳而开<br />我们了解，一时之间妳一定很难接受，<br />不过我相信时间是会冲淡一切的<br />命运是由我们自己掌握的<br />这是上天给你的考验<br />所以您一定要坚强！<br />我们都会支持您的！<br />不知道要说什么，加油，吴老师！<br /><br />这是我朋友希望我帮忙传达的一番话<br />希望在天国的她可以听到亲人们对她的爱<br />"康恩，但愿上天可以保佑妳，让妳下一世可以不用受病魔的折磨，让妳有一个美好的人生。。。<br />不能留在这个世上并不是妳的错，也许是上天给妳的一个考验。。。<br />不管妳身在何处我们永远都爱妳。<br />安息走吧。。。"<br /><br />原来<br />生命是多么的可贵<br />你以为自己是那么地容易就来到这个世上了吗？<br />不是的<br />一来到这个世界上<br />其实包含的是母亲怀胎十月<br />含辛茹苦地把我们生下来<br />而且出生后，父母们也把我们照顾得无微不至<br />直到我们长大成人<br />这当中<br />包含的是爱与泪水的交叉<br />所以我们要感恩，<br />感谢上天所赐予我们的一切不是吗？<br /><br />万物都是瞬息万变的<br />我们不知道接下来的每一分每一秒我们会过得怎样<br />但我深信此刻<br />只要我们都还有那个赤诚之心<br />下一秒，我们都仍然可以很好<br />可以很释怀，可以很坦然的去度过我们这一生<br />真的不求什么，只求人人都能够健康，能够快乐<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S__XluFmUrI/AAAAAAAACf0/2RBs7JwwKGk/s1600/kangen.jpeg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 180px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S__XluFmUrI/AAAAAAAACf0/2RBs7JwwKGk/s320/kangen.jpeg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5476332714932458162" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">~康恩，一路好走~<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6239759498823605222?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-29649295041751647962010-05-08T06:06:00.002+08:002010-05-08T06:31:07.907+08:00Hmm from the moment i step out from INTI college<br /><span style="font-weight:bold;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="color:#ff6600;">arr. i am now officially not an INTI student anymore.</span></span></span><br />yea i withdraw from the college this morning.<br />feel kinda sad because INTI did left some kind of sweet memories for me.<br />haih some more all the lecturers are giving some advice before I leave.<br />Oops. I forgot to go and meet Ms. Sherlin. haih<br />To My dearly Mr.Potato.haha jkjk. i will brush up my english as what you advice to me. don't worry. at the next time we encounter each other, you will be surprised on my alteration. although now my english still sucks. ^^ haha<br /><br />After settle INTI things. I went to Sunway RedBox with Carol and met with my INTI babes.<br />from them, I get to know that their english lecturer is so so so damn strict on the presentation part. Luckily I runaway now. haha.Imagine I am forced to make up, I am forced to follow all the strict rules, I will sure die. super die man. >.< <strong><em><span style="color:#ff0000;">My friends, call me up to see yours presentation ya, I am wondering how is ChuShi would look like after she make up. hehe!! </span></em></strong><br />So, we sing sing sing and sing. but but I don't no why today I seems have no mood to sing. so end up we pay RM13 enter the room and listen the song over there only. wasted right? but no worries, I have a good time with them too.<br /><br />Next, we met Shayne and ChiannWen in front of MNG after we finished the KTV session. However, I have to leave at that time. So, after hug my lovely Shayne, I run out to the bus stop. And outside there is raining. it's heavy rain wei. Therefore, at last I became the "落汤鸡".haih.<br />My Mom sent me to secondary school to get the signature from the principle. I am so so so terrible because I forgot to bring the original copies to certify my certificate. What to do, it was already the second time for me to come here and meet the principle. Oh I recall back something! Arghh, today I have been to be a super rude and bad driver. First time I feel I am pro enough in driving now. In other words, 经过我老哥一番的调教，我变得很勇敢了. Being horned by others for so many times, I feel I am now better than before. thanks bro. Thanks you for teaching me how to jump a red light, how to use emergency lane, how to 硬硬 cut other's lane. Back to the stories, so I pretend to be very pitiful, and at last I manage to get his signature. haha. huhu. paiseh paiseh. shock sendiri here. Lastly, my mom and I went to the Bukit Raja JJ and shopping for a while. I bought some formal shirts again for next week's job. and Mom thanks alot for the shirts and pants ^^ <br /><br />Ima is going back to penang later. HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY to all mama around the world.<br />Mom, and Grandmoms. I love you all ^^<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2964929504175164796?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-80694371528055479962010-05-06T21:01:00.002+08:002010-05-06T21:27:35.953+08:00To inform all my friends, I got an offer to work under accounting department in one of the company in Petaling Jaya. Though it is far from my home, but I appreciate the chance granted to me. So, start from next monday, i am going to "suffer" for three months. <br /> <br />Why i said so? the suffer i means is because I got to travel everyday, which means i should be very tired for everyday. However, it is challenging for me right? I am sure I can learn a lot from the company. Just that I am abit worried that I can't really get along with all the colleague in the company. Please, treat me as an old woman..^^ <br /> <br />Hmm, yesterday was my day to go for interview for the job position. So, I am actually abit scared that my dad will refuse to let me work at there, because the place is actually very far for me if I have to take bus everyday. However, after I convince him, he agreed but he claimed that I am now becoming very brave d. To be frank, this is the first time for me to take bus to somewhere that is just not familiar. In order to reach the working place, I have actually ask for alot of people the way to reach, and I did alot of research before as well. And I feel I am so lucky because every people I asked are so helpful, they are so keen to show me the route to the destination. That's why sometimes I feel I'm bad. Being a Malaysian, such a country with a great culture, and constitute by three main ethnics. To be honest, sometimes I do discriminate those who have different skin color with me, especially the guy. Hmm, actually I am scared to approach them since so many news are displaying that how bad are them. Though I am still not so like to approach the male stranger, but I do appreciate those who has help me. Hope that the three months of office lady can let me learn alot and hope that this three months of travel can..let me lose weight.hahahhahahaha. HOPE IT SINCERELY! <br /> <br />After I finish the interview, I have actually went back ICSJ to settle something related with my studies. hmm so dissappointed that Mr.Law wasn't at there yesterday. If not, I can actually settle all my enquiry in one day. Nevertheless, I feel touched that my friend over there are all so keen to help me in acquiring the scholaship thing. Really, thanks to them alot and alot. One thing I feel happy is after the end of foundation, we seems to be more close with each other now. I hope they won't forget me eventhough nowadays we are not studying together anymore. I will miss them. miss the time we laugh together, miss the time we gossip, miss the time we play cards, and alot and alot. sob sob. <br /> <br />Besides, I have gone to Sunway University with Carol and her friend to ask about the courses we gonna to take in the august. And now I am pretty for my future education. Eventhough my kai gor keep on criticise why don't I leave at the first semester, when I have actually INTI doesn't provide the courses i want. But I swear I never know that until I have actually completed semester 2 in INTI. haih. what to do, I won't regret. Because INTI does leave so so so many memories to me. At least all those memories are amazing enough. I love my friends! <br /> <br />So, now I am just want to shout out <br /> <br />HELLO PJ! <br /> <br />and hope that everything will be fine. >.< <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8069437152805547996?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-81009900847078433632010-04-30T17:25:00.002+08:002010-04-30T17:29:18.338+08:00<p>My friends. just to tell you guys, maybe..high chances.. I am going to INTI nilai as my next journey. Though I told you all I prefer to go Sunway University, but due to some unforeseen circumstances, my dad agree to let me study at NILAI first, after that only I'll try and see whether I got the chances to study in Sunway or not. Haih, first time, I feel I am having such a great obstacle that impede me from pursuing my dream. I don't no what will be my future now, but I swear I will definitely pass it with a great life! </p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8100990084707843363?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-49080083839821835132010-04-29T01:02:00.004+08:002010-04-29T02:00:47.543+08:00<p>不知道该放什么题目，所以就放无题吧</p><p>而且我写这些，并没有想要博取同情</p><p>或许，像柔红说的那样，当我们把目标设得太高，失望也越大吧</p><p>无疑，我真的有些许失望</p><p>28-4-10</p><p>今天</p><p>我哭了</p><p>我承认</p><p>我很懦弱，也很现实</p><p>成绩，不是主导我哭泣的原因</p><p>而是，看到爸爸妈妈今早夺命连环call我</p><p>原来是要带我去咨询学业的事情</p><p>我觉得自己还没有准备好</p><p>准备好去面对我或许没有拿到奖学金的现实</p><p>我哭</p><p>是因为我让他们为我劳心劳力</p><p>看到他们为我奔波</p><p>为我放下手头上的工作</p><p>原本是下午五点才放工</p><p>现在为了我竟然提早下班</p><p>真的</p><p>我心里很不是滋味</p><p>虽然我得到的不是他们的安慰，而是他们的苦心劝告和责骂</p><p>我了解，这是他们的安慰方式</p><p>我了解</p><p>但是我很伤心</p><p>很伤心我竟然失败到会在他们面前展现出我懦弱的一面</p><p>因为，平时的我一直一直很努力的不让他们为我操心</p><p>啊！糟糕，一些到这里，泪水又稀里哗啦的落下了</p><p>我知道</p><p>就算我没有拿到奖学金</p><p>他们还是一样会支持我的</p><p>可是我不想，</p><p>不想要因为我的关系，而花掉他们辛苦赚来的血汗钱</p><p>或许有些人会觉得我很多余</p><p>或者想太多</p><p>可是我真的很不愿意..不愿意成为他们的负担</p><p>因为我的家也没有很有钱啊</p><p>换做是姐姐的话，她不可能会哭吧？</p><p>我呀，就是那种泪腺超级发达的</p><p>为了一桩小事也可以哭成那样</p><p>我承认</p><p>我很好胜，不能输是我的个性</p><p>我也很爱面子，所以父母说要帮助我的时候，我真的很不知所措</p><p>但我不够坚强</p><p>妈妈说我这种汉堡包未来一定不能成大事的</p><p>未来</p><p>我还有未来而言吗？</p><p>我感到前路茫茫</p><p>对未来再也没有什么憧憬了</p><p>早知现在何必当初，说真的，我后悔后悔了！</p><p>但我却又得面对现实，我又能做什么呢？</p><p>未来还有好长的路，但现在的我竟然不知道要如何走下去了</p><p>爸爸说我太过于自信了</p><p>但是我觉得对自己一定要有足够的自信心</p><p>而且我从来都不曾忽视那些比我好的人</p><p>我也一直地留意身边的人的长处</p><p>我决不是那一种唯我独尊的人</p><p>虽然我很争强，那是因为我不想被欺负</p><p>我不想再次回到初三以前那个时常被人欺负的盈莹</p><p>当时，我就发誓要成为令人可敬又可畏的对手</p><p>尽管我还是那么的爱哭，但是我的人也会有底线吧</p><p>很多人都告诉过我，做人有原则就好，当不可以过分执着，我一直都铭记于心</p><p>或许，我被现实冲昏了头吧，当是我仍然深信，现在的挫折，会是一个全新的开始</p><p>虽然现在的我觉得很傍徨，但是我会努力，试着重新站起来</p><p>因为我不想成为那种只会说不会做的人</p><p>我会学着坚强些，会的会的！</p><p>对于成绩，我知道没有永远的完美，所以我真的接受</p><p>只是我真的有些许不甘心</p><p>因为我觉得那真的是讲师的问题，</p><p>她太慢了吗？我无语置评</p><p>但是我甚至怀疑她可能根本来不及改完考卷</p><p>就匆忙呈上成绩了</p><p>毕竟不要忘记，考试前我们连coursework成绩也不懂啊</p><p>到底是天意，还是人为的错呢？</p><p>我不管了，真的不想烦这样多了</p><p>我真的问心无愧</p><p>因为我已经把自己最好的一面交出来了</p><p>就算我知道可能有些人真的一直死死地盯着我</p><p>但是我应该庆幸，因为他们还肯那么地望着我</p><p>告诉自己，这是好事，这是好事</p><p>现在的我还不知道未来会怎样</p><p>尽管我的美梦也破碎了</p><p>但是我还会继续相信明天会更好的</p><p>我会努力的，努力地去朝我最初的梦想迈进</p><p>加油！</p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-4908008383982183513?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-75248715671985343082010-04-28T20:57:00.001+08:002010-04-28T21:00:24.229+08:00<div align="center"><br /><span style="color:#ffcc99;"><span style="font-size:130%;"><strong>我的天空今天有点灰<br />我的心是个落叶的季节<br />我不知道如何度过今夜<br />所有的灯早已经全都熄灭</strong></span></span></div><div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center">现在的我</div><div align="center">感觉处在一个灰暗的世界</div><div align="center">我不知道我还能怎么往前走<br />我找不到那道指引我的<em><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color:#33cc00;">光芒</span></span></strong></em>~<br /></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-7524871567198534308?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-65798540258880324782010-04-28T00:20:00.002+08:002010-04-28T00:33:00.607+08:00have a great days with my A2 babes.. although something unforeseen situation happened in Sepang Gold Coast and I-city, which affects our plan very much, but as long as we are all together. I am glad >.<<span style="font-family:georgia;"> <br /></span><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">Thanks for yours concerned, my friends~</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"> <br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">What I can tell you guys is </span><strong><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="color:#ffff00;">HAIH SAD!!</span></span></span></strong></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">so, get the meaning?</span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">pufff.. not to tell more. just thanks to ChaCha for willing to listen to me, even though I awake her. (have think of boomboom, but I guess she should be sleep d, since she got to work tomorrow..) </span><span style="font-family:georgia;">and thanks to shayne for the concerned. and REMEMBER. my baskin robbin :P</span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">lastly, mom sorry to let you saw such an uncommon situation that happened. D</span><span style="font-family:georgia;">ad and Mom, I am sorry to let yours down. and I still hope. that my dream will realize in this friday. Hope for it sincerely, really ~ >.<</span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">oh ya not to forget candice also, thank you very much for sending me home. and for being my driver for the whole day. thanks.. to be our driver for whole day. you must be very tired, perhaps exhausted. so arigatogozainimasu!!! <br /></span></p><p>going to sleep now. too sad d. i need your shoulder~ <br /></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-6579854025888032478?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-83011599261944788562010-04-27T23:54:00.003+08:002010-04-28T00:43:06.336+08:00<div align="center"><br /></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">上天，</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">您是否听到</span></div><p align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">我</span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#33ff33;"><span style="font-size:180%;"><strong>无声的呐喊</strong></span></span></p><p align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">和</span><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></p><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">无声的渴求呢？</span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">如果是的话</span><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#33ccff;">我会</span><span style="color:#33ccff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><em><br /></em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><em>坚强的！</em></span><span style="color:#66ffff;"><br /></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><em><br /></em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ff99;"><em></em></span><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;width: 320px; height: 317px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S9cUC1Hu9ZI/AAAAAAAACfk/ny7L1PuatgE/s320/arghhh.JPG" border="0" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5464858711689196946" /><span style="color:#66ff99;"><em><br /></em></span></div><div align="center"><span style="color:#66ffff;"><br /></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-8301159926194478856?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-91281710303280290532010-04-27T10:00:00.001+08:002010-04-27T10:01:34.059+08:00go and take result now? <br /> <br />ARghhhhh.. Iam freaking nervous now!!! <br /> <br />or should I wait until tomorrow only I go and look for my result on the net? <br /> <br />But I am curious. Oh N0 <br /> <br />pray pray pray~~~ >.< <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-9128171030328029053?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-29305600900690743252010-04-26T10:10:00.002+08:002010-04-26T10:37:30.364+08:00Haih stay at home for so many days d'<br />finally....I come to college today and sit at the reading room, better than staying at home doing nothing there >.< so...now actually I am in front of cha cha..using my bro's laptop. thanks to him lerrr. because I never thought I can bring a laptop to college before. haha. LOL sorry not to show off here.<br /><br />Hmm. sienzzz ler. same as shirley<br />stay at home for so many days let me think alot<br />really.<br />I think about studies stuff. think about whether I really want to enter sunway university or did I really eligible to enter that university? I am not my sister, she can survive well in every kind of situation, unlike me, I am a little bit afraid about the new environment I am gonna to face, and I wonder could I get the same kind of classmates as what I have in CFPT A2, INTI?<br />I don't dare to worry much because I really don't know about whether I deserve the chance to enter the university or not.. ohh GOD bless me please!!<br />Then, I also wondering whether I really suitable to accounting courses?<br />Although my decision never change since form 5, but these days I start to confuse about my future career. I wonder can I really sit in front of the figures until after midnight everyday or not, or I should take only finance, be a good banker, such as what a great achieve by all my cousins who takes finance before. really, they are all my role model, I wish to be like them, to become a person that can earn 50k per month. But, it needs effort right? Haih, I wish I can make it!!<br /><br />Next, money stuff really troubled me!!<br />YingYing needs MONEY!! CAI SHEN YE faster come to my side please.<br />It has been two weeks for me not "earning" any income from my mom. I don't dare to ask money from them because I know I shouldn't ask money for them since it's holiday now. Some more my tooth surgery have cost my mom some money as well. Haih I need to work!!! Is that anybody wanna hire me?? I need some job related with finance and accounting.. >.<<br /><br />Is that really hard for the english educated and chinese educated people to mix with?<br />I'm sad. because I found it tough to let those english educated people to accept me.<br />Is it my problem for not open-minded enough? I always hope that everyone can acccepted me, but for them, I am like a stranger, perhaps a geek or a monster for them. It's so sad to say I had heard about many people says that the blah blah blah person dislike me, and most of them are english educated person. I always and always try to mix with them, perhaps we have communication problem, as well as mindcept difference, so end up we can't accept each other. Haih, I should be more open-minded, my mindcept is too "China" d. luckily I still can mix with Shayne or josephine, I means some of those from english educated background.. Oops not that brandon who always bragged that he is from english educated background..haha. Hey those who are english educated, believe in me, I am always try and try harder to become more open-minded, so please open yours shoulder and prepare to "embrace" me. thanks and sorry~~<br /><br />Lastly, body weight!!<br />ARGHHHH, it has been so many days for me to eat porridge, but my body weight doesn't seem to lose down. kinda hate myself, for not determine enough to do use the treadmill, such a great advantages for me, but I do not appreciate it. Arghhh. fat fat arr. please stop growing on my body ok?? thanks~~<br /><br />Haih, two more days, result are out..<br />haih not to talk much, going to ask about the RM300 deposits later..bye!<br /><br />~sucks life~<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2930560090069074325?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-8719051515738122672010-04-26T00:46:00.002+08:002010-04-26T01:01:09.582+08:00<p><span style="font-family:georgia;">Hmm, I don't mean to brag or show off here. </span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">b</span><span style="font-family:georgia;">ut just want to tell my friends that, I managed to drive alone now.</span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">Kinda happy because my mom finally agree to let me drive, although she still worry about me, and I also know that I am not really good in driving skill (according to boomboom and chacha), but I think I need to train more now, and I hope in future I can adjust better while driving, so that nobody dare to talk on my driving skill. Since boom boom and cha cha keep on suspected on my driving skill.I know laaa. I know I am quite dangerous because I am like tak pakai mata when in front got a car brake already, I will be careful, really, just that day I can't really focus much, I don't give excuses but frankly, I really get distracted while driving, because I cannot be not concentrate while driving, so end up when I want to hear what you both saying, then I can't concentrate well. I will learn, I will really learn, until the day I can do two things in one time. Sorry lor weii. I am not a practical driver. Sorry~</span><span style="font-family:times new roman;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">forget about driving stuff. Hmm, recently I was getting trouble with my pc. (Dad, when are you going to buy a laptop for me?) Haih, result faster come out k? so I can use the result and apply to university and what's comes next? LAPTOP ^^ then now the problem is I am not that confident enough to acquire the dream result, but I still hold "a line of hope", hopefully they are willing to offer me the scholarship.</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">Then, recently I feel like I am like a RUBBISH. I am like a FEI CHAI who only know how to sleep and eat. I feel I should go out and work because I am like having nothing to do at home everyday, so just hope the result faster come out and I can faster decide my future. I am questioning myself now, what am I going to spent on the three months holiday if Sunway University accepted my appeal. haih, I am lost now..</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">I am lonely, yet I am demanding the opportunity for me.</span><span style="font-family:georgia;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:georgia;">every opportunity that will realises the dream in my life.<br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family:times new roman;">Thanks God. </span></p><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-871905151573812267?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6025325090841297529.post-25868688300667525972010-04-21T01:00:00.006+08:002010-04-21T02:51:13.740+08:00<span style="font-weight: bold;">前言</span><br />从互联网找来的（繁体字会念吧）<br /><div class="left_bt"><br /></div><!--標題--> <!--時間--> <!--時間--> <!--圖片搜索--> <div style="margin: 0pt auto; width: 98%; font-size: 14px;" align="center"><!--Yc94EUEtAn4YSUKCaSOM --></div><!--圖片搜索--> <!--正文--> <!--放大縮小字體功能--><span id="fontzoom"> </span><p><span id="fontzoom"><table align="left" border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0"><tbody><tr><td><br /></td></tr></tbody></table></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　中山大學孫逸仙醫院口腔頜面外科周苗博士指出，<span style="font-weight: bold;">許多處於18-25歲的年輕人也像彭帥一樣經常受口中 “智慧牙”的“挑釁”，<span style="color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">这种疼痛虽没有生命危险，却让年轻人无论在工作还是生活中都很“不爽”，并易在口腔卫生差、抵抗力下降时引发智冠齿冠周炎，</span></span>嚴重時可致 “牙關緊閉”影響到進食、咀嚼和吞咽。</span></p> <div style="font-weight: bold;" class="left_bt"><ul>年輕人多被“智慧牙”折磨， 拔除與否早定奪</ul></div> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　據周苗介紹，智慧牙俗稱“智齒”、“凈跟牙”，是最靠近咽喉的牙齒。智慧牙一般在18歲左右萌出，<span style="font-weight: bold;">此時人的生理、心理髮育接近成熟，於是被看做是“智慧到來”的象徵，故稱它為“智齒”——智慧之齒。</span></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　智齒還是“用進廢退”的生物進化論一個極好的例證。<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 0, 0);">隨著人類的演進，食物逐漸精細，頜骨發育不足，智慧牙作為人一生中最後萌出的牙，缺乏足夠的空間容納，常導致位置不正、無法正常長出，醫學上稱為“阻生牙”。</span></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 255, 0);">　<span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0);">“不過，並不是每個智慧牙都需要拔除”，<span style="font-size:180%;">（但我却是那不需要外的需要.咳）</span></span></span>周苗建議應及早對智慧牙的“去留”作出評估，對於正常萌出且 有咀嚼功能的智慧牙，可以進行保留和保護；而位置不正的智齒，通常不具備咀嚼功能，屬於“廢用牙”，這種牙齒容易咬傷頰黏膜或對頜牙齦，誘發冠周炎或齲齒 等，需儘早拔除。</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<strong>智齒冠周炎可影響進食</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　周苗指出，<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(255, 153, 0);"><span style="font-size:100%;">阻生智齒表面覆蓋的軟組織(俗稱“牙肉”)容易感染而發生智齒冠周</span>炎。</span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 102, 0); font-weight: bold;">（当时我就是因为这个问题）</span></span>智齒冠周炎多發于18-25歲的青年，在口腔衛生維護差、局部牙肉創傷過重、<span style="font-style: italic; color: rgb(204, 51, 204); font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >勞累過度致身體抵抗力下降時容易發生</span><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:130%;" >。</span><span style="color: rgb(102, 0, 204);font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">（没办法考试压力太大了）</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 204); font-style: italic;font-size:180%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">盈莹在考试期間因過於勞累，便導致了智慧牙冠周炎發作。</span></span></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　智齒冠周炎多發生在下頜，上頜甚少見<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 255, 153);">。智慧牙冠周炎常急性發作，在其早期，患側咽喉旁軟組織脹痛不 適，進食咀嚼、吞咽、開口活動時，疼痛加重</span>。如病情繼續發展，可以出現患側的面頰腫脹，局部可呈自發性跳痛或耳顳部出現反射痛。炎症繼續發展，可以出現不 同程度的張口受限，甚至出現“牙關緊閉”等，導致不能進食、咀嚼和吞咽。</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　“在冠周炎未被控制的情況下，炎症還可蔓延或擴散，引起臨近組織的感染，出現嚴重的並發癥，這種情況 在臨床上並不少見。”為了避免這種情況的發生，周苗建議對位置不正的智齒做到<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 51); font-weight: bold;">“早發現，早治療”</span></span><span style="color: rgb(255, 255, 0); font-weight: bold;">（好吧，我认命！）</span>，避免智齒冠周炎給工作和生活帶來更多的不便。出現智齒冠 周炎時，要及時到醫院口腔科就診，經治療炎症緩解後，應儘早拔除患牙。</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<strong>拔智慧牙　注意事項</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<strong>拔牙前需排除下述幾點：</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　有心、肝、脾、肺、腎等大器官疾病患者最好不要拔牙；拔牙區急性炎症患者要暫緩拔牙；有免疫系統、血液系統疾病的患者不能拔牙；妊娠婦女、經期女性要暫緩拔牙。</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<strong>拔牙後應學會自我護理：</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　要咬棉球30-50分鐘；24小時內不能用拔牙側咀嚼，當日最好不要刷牙、漱口；不要舔或吸拔牙傷 口，避免影響創口的癒合；拔牙後出血不止或劇烈疼痛時，應及時就診；24小時內唾液帶有血絲屬正常情況；拔牙後可服用消炎止痛藥，預防拔牙創口感染和疼 痛；拔牙後24小時內可用冷水毛巾敷拔牙側面頰，便於止血；拔牙後24-72小時，用熱毛巾敷拔牙側面頰，利於拔牙側面頰消腫。</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<strong>小貼士</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom"><strong>　　哪些情況下要拔除“智慧牙”</strong></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　周苗認為,除了像彭帥這種反復引起冠周炎的智慧牙需拔除外，下列情況的智慧牙也需要拔除：</span></p> <p style="font-weight: bold;"><span id="fontzoom" style="font-size:180%;">　<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-size:100%;" >　1.智慧牙的萌出空間不足、位置不正，本身有齲壞，或引起前面的鄰牙齲壞者；</span></span></p> <p style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);"><span id="fontzoom" style="font-size:100%;">　　2<span style="font-weight: bold;">.沒有咀嚼功能，或引起食物嵌塞，無法清潔者；</span></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　3.可能是顳下頜關節紊亂綜合徵(顳下頜關節疼痛、彈響)誘因的智慧牙；</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);font-size:100%;" ><span style="font-weight: bold;">4.智齒強行萌出擠壓前方的牙齒，導致前方牙齒的牙根或牙槽骨吸收者；</span></span></span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　5.因正畸的需要，為保證正畸治療的療效時；</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　<span style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">6.計劃懷孕的青年女性，可以考慮在孕前拔除阻生智慧牙，避免妊娠期間發生冠周炎</span><span style="font-style: italic;font-size:180%;" ><span style="color: rgb(51, 255, 51);">（我没有啦！！^.^）</span></span>。在妊娠期間發生冠周炎，處理的難度比平時要高很多；</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　7.需要長期在外地出差或學習時，當地醫療條件欠佳時，可以考慮提前拔除阻生智慧牙；</span></p> <p><span id="fontzoom">　　8.智慧牙完全埋在頜骨裏，被疑為某些原因不明的神經痛病患者，或懷疑為病灶牙患者，也要拔出。<br /></span></p>摘自http://www.cns.hk:89/jk/jk-jbcs/news/2009/09-16/1870154.shtml<br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">啊啊啊</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">我亲爱的朋友们</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">继考试期间因为我的那颗长不出的智慧牙，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">我患上智齿冠周炎，所以当时我的朋友都一直听到我说我的牙痛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">其实我的牙肉和恒牙的盲袋当时已经严重细菌感染</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">所以牙肉肿胀，而且发言，因而十分疼痛</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">因此，<span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">俺决定今天拔除那颗智慧牙</span></span>，简称智齿</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">可是由于我的智慧牙长不出</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">所以我必须动手术</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">把我的牙肉移后</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">才能拔除此牙</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">所以我其实很可怜</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">咳</span><br /><br /><a style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83ey8kuHMI/AAAAAAAACeA/qtAN6domoNE/s1600/DSC09086.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83ey8kuHMI/AAAAAAAACeA/qtAN6domoNE/s320/DSC09086.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462266889905249474" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">等待的过程好漫长~害怕<br /></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83eys76soI/AAAAAAAACd4/QmS26d9VBUA/s1600/DSC09087.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://4.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83eys76soI/AAAAAAAACd4/QmS26d9VBUA/s320/DSC09087.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462266885707575938" border="0" /></a><br />无聊中-但内心实在恐惧</div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83eyGkPyxI/AAAAAAAACdw/ZEDrb1kdQ_Y/s1600/DSC09080.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83eyGkPyxI/AAAAAAAACdw/ZEDrb1kdQ_Y/s320/DSC09080.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462266875407747858" border="0" /></a><br />我其实蛮害怕的<br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">半小时的等待后<br />护士叫了我的名字 Lee Ying Ying<br />所以我最终还是得面对<br />牙医的动作很利落<br />他帮我注射麻醉药时，我没有感到一点痛楚，只是蚂蚁咬的感觉而已<br />然后不一会儿<br />我的半边脸就失去知觉了。。（被麻醉了啦）<br />活了十八年<br /><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">第一次被麻醉诶..感觉有些胀胀的</span></span><br />整个半边脸都有种被股起来的感觉<br />不过其实都只是“感觉”而已<br />我的脸还是一样<br /><br />然后，医生放了一片东西进去我的口里<br />我才知道是要照X光用的<br />然后结果如下<br /></div></div><br /><div style="text-align: center; color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83exwb8nrI/AAAAAAAACdo/VO-U5P4NAiM/s1600/DSC09095.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83exwb8nrI/AAAAAAAACdo/VO-U5P4NAiM/s320/DSC09095.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462266869467356850" border="0" /></a><br />这就是我的牙齿的X光照<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83g2gMX7HI/AAAAAAAACeI/q3fxD7QU9tQ/s1600/dfdf.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83g2gMX7HI/AAAAAAAACeI/q3fxD7QU9tQ/s320/dfdf.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462269150029671538" border="0" /></a>看到吗？红色圈是我的牙肉<br />而蓝色圈是已经露出了的智慧牙<br />很明显的<br />这颗牙已经成长了<br />可是它是不可能长出<br />因为牙肉挡住了它<br />而且如果不拔除，它最后将会影响我的恒牙<br />然后可能还会引发牙龈病<br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">所以长痛不如短痛</span></span><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">拔吧！</span></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">一两分钟后，医生就准备好一切了<br />我呢还是有点忐忑不安<br />不过没办法啦<br />我告诉自己明天就会好的！<br />拔牙过程真的一点都不痛（因为麻醉药的关系）<br />只是觉得一股压力而已<br />而且医生也称赞我很勇敢叻<br />他说有些人害怕到尿裤子诶<br />我很不好，我笑了出来<br />对不起！！！<br /></div></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);" onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83exWxxZ6I/AAAAAAAACdg/DDM2eK0UbYM/s1600/DSC09104.JPG"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 240px; height: 320px;" src="http://2.bp.blogspot.com/_P09p8qJBbE0/S83exWxxZ6I/AAAAAAAACdg/DDM2eK0UbYM/s320/DSC09104.JPG" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5462266862579574690" border="0" /></a><br /><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51); font-weight: bold;"></span><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51); font-weight: bold;"><span style="font-size:100%;">之前还以为只是很小很小的<br />因为牙肉挡住了，所以根本看不到~</span><br /></span></span><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51); font-weight: bold;">原来这就是那颗牙</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51); font-weight: bold;">超大颗的！</span></span><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">拔完后，还要缝针</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);"><span style="font-size:180%;"><span style="font-weight: bold;">我也是活了十八年，第一次缝针</span></span>（我妈妈自夸她把我照顾得很好，的确啦，谢谢咯，不过不可以这样，这样我会变得很懦弱叻）</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">而且还是口腔里</span><br /></div></div><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">盈莹，你很勇敢</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">真的！</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">咳，一个星期后要拆线叻</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">又要流血了</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">回家后，我就一直咬棉花咯</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">不可以讲话</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">一讲话就又流血了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">可是我爸又一直逼我讲话</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">害我的血好像都在一直流似的</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">因为我的口腔一直有血味</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 153, 51);">而且唾液都有血丝（不过纯属正常啦）</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">后记<br />从新年前的得知，</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">到今日的拔除</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">一切发生得好快</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">也好漫长</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">以后都不会痛了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">只期望其他那三颗不会长出来</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">不过，好期待哦</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">因为一星期内都要呆在家里休息了</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">而且只能吃流质食物</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">可以减肥luu</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">haha</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">苦中作乐中</span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(255, 204, 0);">-还在吞血中，一直都好像有血在口腔里，敷冰中-</span><br /><br />其实，拔牙没有那么痛啦<br />不骗你们<br />拔牙真的不痛<br />不过像我的case的话<br />拔牙后是会感到痛到！<br />现在我有点痛的说~<br />而且吞口水时喉咙也很辛苦。。。咳！！！<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6025325090841297529-2586868830066752597?l=welcome-to-yy.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>Ying Yinghttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16383930868726936008noreply@blogger.com0