我们就这样分手了

【欣惠（其实我也不懂你中文名耶）】

很伤心
我真的真的很不想与你分开
但
你的朋友都在A1里
纵使我那么希望你能换来与我同班
但是已不可能了
真的真的很难过

我真的很想要你知道
我真的很重视你这个朋友
还记得第一学期一起搭巴士的回忆
大家互相扶持地那刻
是多么的美好

若时间能倒流
我真的希望我们能有相同的朋友
咳
祝福你
希望你在那也一样很好
也希望我们在闲暇之余还是可以有沟通的机会

没有与你同班让我觉得很不好
心里很愧疚
就好像我丢下了你似的
我不想..真的很不想~

会等你的
如果你也想换来A2
会敞开胸膛欢迎你的
真的很希望可以跟你同班
真的..真的..真的~

We are all in the same class.. AGAIN~

Good to heard that actually
all of us are in the same class again
should be happy ^^

ya it's true
yesterday Weiyi and Elaine are gonna to separate with us
but now we are in the same class again.
hehe, things sure get settle one
conclusion=we are in A2 class now. AGAIN

but ima feeling quite sad
thought that Josephine them will be changing as well
but they don't and Shinhuey change to A1 because of them
ya I'm quite sorry to Josephine actually
promise her not to change class actually
but out of sudden, INTI management put IT student in A1
so all the promise I make to you shall be broke up since former-A1 students and IT students must want to be in together, so I really don't no what to do.
thought of former A1 students must get into A2 this semester.
but I judge wrongly at last
haihhhhhhhhhhh
I really wanna to be in the same class with you and Shinhuey them, josephine, seriously.
I beg you. to be in the same class again with us again. ><>

P.S: Mr.Law, sorry for the rudeness towards you
I am not purposely to pressure you up.
just we don't wanna separate with each other
really SORRY～

Ok times to talk about my new lecturer
Statistic lecturer: Hmm, for me I'm still not sure about this lecturer teaching's style
but for this first class, he doesn't get much response from all the students
so don't no la hope......

Econs lecturer: not much to mention, we are being closer with each other, just hope she won't teach so fast since we are going to miss your class for 1 lecture.

English lecturer: Oops, she is damn scary weee. like no smiling at all. and strict enough
scared scared scared!!!!!!

Business lecturer: she is just nice and she even know how to sing SORRY SORRY ler. so IN man
and she will say those palia palia lor .nice weee.
and I just like her because she will share alot of her experience, and I guess I can ask her for cousultant gua~ ><

Lady and Gentleman

Lady Gaga


------->>> Gentleman Mimi



~hahahahahaha~

syok sendiri here.. paiseh

- Sem 3 started tomorrow.
hard to describe the feeling, but I'm happy because can met my collegemate there~

New Year Resolution (2010)

I guess this is the time to have a new year resolution for me
so everything would not like a mess for 2009
and I know it should be my time to grow up mentally
shouldn't be a small little kid as previous years anymore

Here I set the 10 resolutions I wanna to achieve for this year
as GPA= Goal Plan Action
So no goal, then no plan, and I would have no action on it~

(1) finish my foundation with a good result that can help me in applying scholarship to pursue my degree studies in future.
Well I just hope I can be getting the chance to continue my studies in oversea, if they could have ever a chance, I won't mind even though there is only 3 months or 1 year staying oversea. I just wanna explore more, learn more, and try more~
and also I hope I could get the full scholarship so that I can cut down my parent's burden of life

(2) decide what course to take for degree
Well, I am still struggling between finance and account
For me, I feel account is much more difficult to handle and it would be more suitable for me. but my parents just disagree with my decision
they don't hope I take account for my future.
Perhaps I will take account course without their knowledge?
I think the solution would be Bacholar Hons in Accounting and Finance
but so sad INTI are not providing this course
which means I gonna change university soon if I took this course
so where to go? I'm still thinking now~

(3) find a part time job in foundation semester 3 or in the holiday
Since I have more free time on semester 3, so I guess I will find a part time job such as data entry clerk or something related with business. Besides, I also plan to work for roadshow as well. because I need some pocket money tooo~

(4) Attend the English courses in British Council
Yea, that's always what I want to do to enhance my English standard
I just feel that English is very important for me in order for me to succeed in business area in the future.

(5) Lose Weight
Just hope to lose weight until 52kg.
Hope I can manage to do so~

(6) Go oversea for holiday
Now I'm planning to went Singapore for next year.. or some others country that are located near with Malaysia
If possible, I wish to go Sabah and explore there as well
and of course I wanna visit to local as well

(7) Join as many big event as I can
such as National Day, Christmas, New Year Eve
I guess Valentine Day are not for me for next year.. sob sob
hmm, I wish to join "Ji Er 30" as well
clubbing weee. but I shall learn the make up technique first
oops INTI PROM 2010 wait for me ya!!

(8) XXXX
I gonna do something 5 months later if I study in local~

(9) RESERVED
(10) RESERVED

So I will work hard and be more self motivated
REALLY

Holiday, the end

Hello World, 2 more days I will be going to really end my semester 2
whereby I will step into semester 3
and it's a brand new year for me too.
this new semester I guess I will be more busy
will be more self-motivated.
since I heard so many people say Advance English is hard and I'm freaking scared as well,
so what to do.
I will work hard.

So now I just gonna to share with you guys about how I spent my foundation semester 2 holiday
There is only 2 words I can say for my holiday, which is boring + tired.
Well, I pass these three weeks doing nothing contributes actually.
everyday I'm just like a "vampire"..perhaps
since my lifestyle have totally distort
whereby when people are sleeping, I am the one who are alert during that time
when they woke up and start working, I become the one who are sleeping
and the most crazy things I had ever been done is that
I had overslept until 7pm for that particular day and the only day I slept till so damn late!
What am I doing actually?
Seriously I was playing the handphone game for every night!

P.S: When I say I plan to watch a drama desperately, I will definitely go and watch it
Yet, I have really finish watching "Gong Sam Gai" striaght after the final exam


So really
I feel I am really a failure
a person that just know for entertainment while never considerate for my parents
times just flies in the high speed
and I end my 3 weeks with many output(money) but no input at all(salary)
haih

and I cry during this holiday
and this make me feel super sad and I am just being emo for few days because this issue
I just hate to cry
but the surrounding and the situation are forcing me to cry out loud
they just don't understand what I want
I am just feel hurt at that moment
and I feel I am useless

Now I am OK d
but I just hope the same things and the same thoughts of crying won't happen again
this is the first time I got such feeling to you in my life
this is the second time I got such feeling to you in 2009.
so Whatever
No friction means No sparkle
No Conflict means No pleasure
So good I just learn new things again

There is a few outing for me during this holiday
13 December 2009
The very first outing I went was the outing to times square with yenling, ailian, and kiengap.
and three of us spent a lot and
ailian and yenling must be got shocked with my shopaholic attitude..hehe (what to say, holiday dy, so must spent 99 lor. ^^)
and that is the first time we just explore the times square and sungai wang thoroughly and of course we bought a lot of shirts, dress, and alot things.
just feel satisfied..hehe

With YenLing

~Ailian, Me and Yenling~

The blurr one

fat fat de me~

The Xmas tree at there

P.S: Before I pass my degree, I will try my best to step in the big shopping mall in the whole Malaysia and took as many picture with Xmas tree as I can.

For the next
I went to Sunway Pyramid twice at the next week.
16 December 2009
For the first, I went there with Peiboon and her sister to accompany them to pick their high heels for wedding in the following saturday.
Besides, I'm glad enough because I met YunMin at that time too, a friend that have change much since graduate and we have been knew each other since form 1. If they could ever have a chance, I wish we could have become the best friend of each other. but I guess we are now already a good friend of each other.

While waiting Boon come my house

17 December 2009
Have a small walk with Yenlink at Meru Pasar Malam there
and then later a small incident happened
whereby her maid lost her handphone and wallet
but after a while,
we get to know that there is only a "false alarm"
After settle her maid problem, we then went to Klang Parade to purhase my new spectacle
as I have promise Shayne
After checking my eye,
I just discovered my eyes are totally a lazy eyes because left eye have no problem while the right eye are just screw up, which means 300 degree something. No doubt, I am also a person that have short sighteness problem.

After paying deposits
the fat me~

the little yenlink

erhem~

19 December 2009
Out of sudden, yenlink call me out with her on that day because of our big mission. (usually she won't so nice call me out suddenly at holiday one, unless we have planned before)
I mentioned, Sunway again
So, that's the day I spend my own money the most in my life per day
as everyone knows, I am not a person who love to chase over brand name.
However, since it was a big mission,
so it is important for me la.
but I'm really getting bankrupt d~ because of this BIG BIG BIG mission >< style="font-weight: bold; color: rgb(102, 0, 204);"> Mong Kok Restaurant there Well, I love the Curry Udong ! Yummy At last, Yen brought me to RT bakery shop to bought my lovely RT bread ^^ happy~

her noob look

I'm really happy~

ngong her

numb?

again~haha

Meeee~

23 December 2009

Soon after a week, three of us finally went out together
Yea, we plan to play badminton on that because of our FAT that located inside our body.
hmm, ya we want to burn fat actually
I was late actually so I ruined the whole plan actually
BOon woke up in the early of the morning because she don't want get shoot by us
but finally I'm the one who getting shoot by her. because I'm late
so what to do
we went for NEWAY first for the lunch hour
and that is the first time we wore like a kampung girl and go there for sing k
just feel damn embarassed.
After that we are back to Boon house and we continue our schedule of playing badminton at Eng Ann Court, hmm really, damn tired on that day. yet happiness fills the whole day
P.S:Oh ya met Wunchen on that day as well, It was like 10 months for us not to meet each other d.. and he is the one I knew since I'm a small kid as well. but so sad we don't have the same topic in the life. >.<>

the only picture I took in the room

After badminton~

P.S: for the whole holiday. I just manage to lose one kg. haih don't no what to do now d~

25 December 2009

Merry Christmas

So sad this year I do not go out and celebrate
but in future I will definitely went out! I promise!
This day are always giving me such a unforgettable memories in the past.

28 December 2009
Feel not so alert on that day since whole night I never sleep.
so just feel tired to face everything
Went out with boon and Yenlink to Sunway Pyramid (again, I guess I would be super familiar with this place soon..now already quite familiar with every zone of there.)
This day I never be late
but sad things happen
I actually cry for twice on that day
first time is the time I being scared by her piggy, as her piggy is just too clever, since she knows how to open the door, and she just run towards me, make me do some silly act in order to protect myself, I guess boon never view my blog oftenly, so she just don't no I actually feel dislike to go her house since the occurance of Piggy in her house.
feel insecure while going her house and just not being protected.
Champion and Oscar are just Ok because they can be locked, but Piggy.. I speechless.
I am really really a person that afraid of dog very very much~ ><
After Boon preparing herself completely we went ahead to Sunway and have a short walk at there first then we went to Shogun for the lunch buffet but I feel it's not worth actually as I eat a little only then I become full d
seriously I not so prefer to go Shogun for that day, as everyone knows, I wanna keep fit but since Yen are like so gian, so I'm just going there to spend money and eat lorr, but just feel wasted la, because I'm not in the right mood. haih (I'm sorry it's really my true feeling) 88 are just nice, since that night I am in the right mood and my stomach are totally free.
but Shogun are just not match with me.(perhaps it's because I'm not enough sleep on that day, so I am just so so so tired) haih
After the lunch, we continue to shop at there since all of us wanna buy something back.
During the walk towards Asean Avenue YenLink shoot me and I just pretend angry to go away from them, and I expect they will follow me.
but they don't and a weird and panic feeling suddenly rise in my mind
I just thought they will come and reach me but they never informed me while they actually plan to go other side
end up I go and find them without any money in my side (My belongings are with Yen that time)
so I am freaking anxious during that time the feeling of being abandoned is just not GOOD at all.
I hate it, really really hate it so end up I cry and I'm pretty angry of them because of not informing me when they wanna go another side.(In my point of view, at least they should gave me back my belongings. I was totally on that time, I'm always feel that I am an independent girl, but kononnya without money and the caring from friends and family, it's really hard for me to survive) and it's the time I feel I'm a failure I'm not patient at all
if the same things occur they won't cry like me (hey, maybe for u I'm :wu li qu nao:, but for me it does hurt alot!)
but I guess the one who are being abandoned will be always me gua.. sob sob
because I just don't wanna to cry in front of them
I thought I can pass my 18 years old without crying but at last, I break that chain. I make the outing become full of unhappiness at last T.T haih
I guess I won't forget this incident in the future
and I guess this incident will just stay inside my mind and remains as a reminder for me while hanging out with them in the future..
will it affect our friendship? I don't no~ just hope it won't~ because we are S.H.E mahhhhh~ ^^
P.S: Seriously the most happy thing on that day is the moment I met Agnes at Sunway there because she told me a BIG BIG news ^^

Ying, be patient!
HOLD YOUR HORSES~

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She is happy~ then good

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the one which make us full

the Green tea

Bought this rubik cube at last~
and I'm kind a successful person
at least I know how to make all side to become the same color now~
hehe

31 December 2009
After my hardwork
finally I manage to invite them (AiLian, Agnes, and ChooiVoon) to spend their end of 2009 with me.. luckily I still got them
but at last they scolded me because they feel I will only find them when I got nobody to go out with. I'm not this kind of person lorrr. you guys are still my best friend lerr~
Initially not plan to go out dy, since boon don't want to celebrate with me at last..><
because I really reserve my time for her first (next time I guess I will be the one who choose to spend time with who wisely since I don't one being shoot by so many side.)
so I thought I wont go out during that night dy but my mom just giving me pressure and give order that not to stay at home during 31 December 2009.
Fuyoh first time she is becoming so encourage me to hang out with my friend. (because my house gonna spray some insect prevention stuff?)
then end up I call Ai Lian them for outing at last at 9 p.m.of 30 December 2009
again whole night I didn't sleep again
so end up I was tired on the whole outing and of course get shoot by them (I guess I will learn to shoot people back next time, cannot be the one who always lose to others. you guys just WAIT!! )
Hmm we went a lot of place on that particular day as well

(1) Klang Parade at the morning
Met someone's boy there haha. happy for her la but he looks younger than you actually~

(2) Centro Neway at the morning and afternoon.
So high at that time because we get to sing until 3 o'clock (4 hours wee), and we shouted until outside people wanna watch us from outside. haha.
and we just keep choose the high pitch song and I keep run key for most of time haha
so I can make conclusion for three of us
AiLian: “甜美教主” .. her voice are pretty sweet, I vote for her
ChooiVoon: "用力过度".. some songs she is like forcing herself to make the songs she sang becomes perfect
Me: "走音天后" haha the one who always run of key .. but I enjoyed it!
Well, that agnes.. haih keep SMS for the 4 hours without even sing a single song~
She is so cute at that day by the way~ ^^

(3) Eng Ann at the afternoon
Then we move to eng ann to teman chooivoon cut her hair lorr.
I wanna cut hair too lorr.buttttt....

(4) Bukit Raja Jaya Jusco at evening to night
I wanna go Balacaca buy a new pairs of high heels actually but so sad I have not enough money at last sad sad sad~
After we bought the AVATAR ticket, we decided to go wat baskin robbin since that day was 31 and we will get 31% of discount. hehe, we ordered a pint and 3 of us share, excluded chooivoon. she don't want worr. and it's the first time I bought Baskin Robbin myself, since at previous time always other people belanja me lorr.
After a short walk, we enter the cinema and watch the AVATAR movie
It is fanstastic!!!
and I can just shoot YenLink and PB because they don't no how to appreciate the TRUE AMAZING MOVIE!!!!!
AVATAR is damn damn damn nice and as quotes from poh's blog,

I also wanna watch this movie in 3D

and I love the Jake in the movie. so handsome weeee~
I wonder I can have an AVATAR body and live in Pandora as well.
the scene is so beautiful!!!

the annual movie I love the most
the second was 2012~

yoohooo, baskin robbin worr~

(5) Lucky 10 for dinner
Yea after that, we went to lucky 10 for dinner and we gossip there until 10p.m. something because there are pretty "Cold" there.

here is my dinner chicken chop with carribean

(6) OLD TOWN Kapar
We went there.. to settle something haha
but now I feel glad she is getting settle with her boy~ ^^ happy
and end up we didnt took any picture for that day haih abit sad
after we SS for counting down at there.
we went back. and here's the end of my 2009 as well

P.S: thanks them deeply actually for willing to teman me for that day
I love you guys!!!!!!! Muacks
and HAPPY for yenling, agnes, chooivoon as well!!~
Don't worry 5 more months ya haha

~HAPPY NEW YEAR~

P.S: feel sad because I just do not manage to hang out with my NS friends during this holiday
they are all just not FREE at all
and quite disappointed to them sometimes
as they never think of gathering
and I guess everytime I am the one who invite them
I just wonder why can't have anyone of them invite me to the gathering..haih

Conclusion for this holiday

Not gonna to continue spent money until bankrupt in future. must save money!

The latest post~ Overall of Sem 2

Hmm, not much to mention about.
my semester 2 is just like slacking off.
changed much if compared with sem 1
but I just enjoy it! ^.^

Now only realize since the incident I am having diarrhea happened last time, it has been a long time for me not to updated some pictures in my blog.
So here to post up the picture of everything that happened for the last month of my semester 2~

Things all starts on the end of October.
First, I have been assigned by Pn.Wong for helping her on the presentation slides of her last presentation on Chinese language. Well, those three days make me feel happy actually because I get the chance to keep in touch with SPM Chinese again. Yet, I have get the chance to keep in touch with teacher as well.

Pn.Wong have opened a bakery shop called Just Bake at the shoplets in Setia Alam, and she treated me with so much breads. O.O I just love it!

19th October 2009
Next thing happen in the end of october (19/10) is our lovely Miss Shayne D 18th birthday and of course it is my brother's 24th birthday as well. Initially me and Carol planned to buy her a cake but unexpectedly Weiyi them have bought the RT Cake for her. So, what to do just thanks Shayne for the cake. And here we get to discovered that there are a lot of our classmate have been celebrate their birthday during Mr.Bala class.haha

Hapi Birthday Shayne!

Our Cutie Miss Shayne D

This is what I mean haha

Me and WeiWei

Me and Shayne D

P.S: I really love Miss Shayne D very much. She is such a nice girl I have ever met. And if I could have born in gender of male, I would definitely..hehe. By the way, she is my great supplier of photo for my blog too. ^^

Next, on the same day, I met the little couple in our class, which is Mr. Kenny and Ms. SohKuan during the time I ride bus to back home. Well, they are still the same, still that kiddy as I thought because I felt that there are just like puppy love. However, their relationship are really STRONG enough.haha

With cute cute Kuan Kuan

lol- Mr.Kenny

At night, I brought my brother to Kim Gary and treat him a dinner as celebrate his birthday lor, since the birthday guy will get 50% discount for any meal the people who accompanied him ordered. So, we went back to home with a super full stomach at last. Happy happy~

first time ordered such expensive dessert, but it is worth since there is 50% discount!

I want to order it for a long time ago.but after tasted it, I felt regret because book valley there nicer, but so bad they have stop operating.haih.

Snap a photo while waiting for the food served.

Besides, I have my very first presentation in semester 2 as well, and mylevel are totally BAD if compared with before because I keep laugh while I am presenting. haih. Below is the picture that taken while I lend thomas the accesories. Oh my god, he is really 男身女样 haha

so sad he is prettier than me.haha

Initially I have promised to post up the pictures of the charity fund raising and visiting of orphanage house, but girls and guys, forgive me because I am just too lazy to find the memory card reader and posted it to the net. I am sorry!
What to mention is I just love this project. Words can't really describe my feeling towards this assignment but those memories are always keeping in my heart. Thanks Mr.Law again for given us the chance to have such a great memories in our college life (I hope you will still continue to view my blog eventhough I can never have the chance to sit in your class anymore. kinda sad actually. haih)

yam seng after finish everything.

our best seller- hot dog bun which only cost RM2

me and Mr. Tang.
According to the his face, I am sure he is a good guy and would be a great lecturer but so sad I am not IT student .haha

It's true It's me and I am so pale because of my diarheoa case. ><

I love this chocolate chips from cold storage

After the charity fund raising, we have been visiting the Rumah Charis at Petaling there.
enjoy that day as well. again words can't describe much about my feeling during this visiting.
God, I wish I could have the ability to provide the orphans a better life and I would be more appreciate to the life that I possessed now.

They say this is Vice President and President worr.

Jun Leong's Kai Lui.haha quite cute actually~

yongsen me and jiaxin~

We bought a cake for the orphans as well.

this one ?! they are trying to figuring out their future?

lastly, Shayne teman me for waiting the train at Jalan Templer KTM station.
thanks for her accompanies and here to advice everyone not to take train at there because there are nobody there!

12th November 2009

Here we reach to things happen on 12/11. a memorable day as well.
I mean four of us me chushi shayne and carol are staying overnight at chushi's house.
I just hope we could have chance to stay together again. Damn happy man.
Watch 2012 with them and OUG pasar malam together with them. really very full on that day.haha

and here is the picture me and carol takes while we ate the KFC as our breakfast at Sunway Pyramid there
and this was the masterpiece of Carol.haha

~2012~
a nice movie

Oh no that's all the foods we bought at the OUG pasar malam there.
We are damn crazy right?

haha yeng ler

the scene from ChuShi's house. so nice!

14th November 2009
Thanks for Chooivoon and 6 of us are gather again.
What makes me feel happy is
they purposely come out together just because of me(I think it is). so touched
and we have lots of gossips at there
this gathering just make me feel I am still in 3F.. the memories still at there and it never changed
our friendship would never changed!

me and agnes

hehe the group photo

huili me and chooivoon

huili agnes and me

ailian with me

the pose as our topic on that day.haha

the normal one ^^ six of us~

15th November 2009
suprise have reached to my house
thanks yenling chia boon poh for sending me such a big present
really love you guys

ok no more bears d haha
room have not enough space man~

16th November 2009
It's my big day woo
Finally I am 18 on that day
yea I am officially grow up and so happy because I can do anything I want luu.haha
thanks for the wishes of that day.
really love you guys and touch as well
First time celebrate birthday in with classmate. as before that I have no chance since my birthday are always holiday for everyone and for last year, SPM is the time. ><
but never mind. at least I still have Carol them. thanks her for the cake wee
yea Carol is a nice girl I have know in college as well.
a girl which is really natural for me (in my perception)
mix with her makes me feel comfortable, and I love her attitude as well.

chushi me and carol
P.S- Chushi is a good sister for me. really, she take care me everytime in the college life. I just appreciate that I have such a good friend who act as a sister character for me.

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Candice is a nice girl
and Elaine is nice too,haha


this moment I feel damn lost~but still thanks jun for the bear

Sweetness that located in my heart

the cake

the presents
ANTI BEAR now.haha (except bear from ><) really house no space le

me and BOY
we are like.. not a close friend

At night, mom bought me a cake lor.
and finally I get the chance to really shout out the 3 wishes I wish to achieved in my heart.
thanks mom

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF

November reaches its end soon
and I am just busy with the presentation, test and assignment during the end of november
everything just packed together
but anyway I enjoyed alot

because of two hours effort,
I managed to get a free tea time treated my Mr.Jun.haha thanks thanks

just for fun wee

Here it almost reaches to the end of semester dy
and during that time
I was rushed with my business assignment about Coca Cola Company
It's a really business research aboutr Coca-Cola Company
and I'm just feel that I am just start my working life d.
Besides, I got to prepared with my final at that time as well.
but just some incident happen while preparing the answer
but I am a good girl so I forget it dy
I just trust that those who have ability would be the winner at the last~

Yea I have attend my cousin's wedding too.
He is the first person that married in my family (I mean 内孙)
happy for him and of course feel envious too.haha

Me during the wedding
(finally this dress are getting useful since last year graduation)

An incident had happened at the first day of my exam, which is business final
that is
I have been locked in my room unexpectely because of my fault
and I have to awake my dad and rescue me out from the room
finally my dad climb in to my room and save me out
dad you are my hero haha!
Without you, I think I wouldn't score well in my business final.
luckily

Soon, final reaches its end and that means semester break is start
holiday is there and waiting for us.
but this holiday ain't fun for me at last. will explain it in the next post.

Yea after our very very last final exam, which is the econs.
we just celebrate the belated birthday for weiyi
Weiyi happy birthday ya
then we have dinner together at Kim Gary as the celebration of our last day of semester 2.

me and See Jia
first time taking picture with her

me and yumi
really seldom take picture with her
but I know she is a good girl and I hope can be close with her more.

the difference of me and weiyi is so obvious
which is
our
BODY SIZE
sad sad sad

me and jun

and this is the last picture I take during this semester

SO
BYE BYE SEM 2

某天之呐喊（3）

我希望我能够出国深造！
I wish I could have an opportunity to continue my study in oversea! Haih